The First Heretic

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Warrior-Priest

The girl found it difficult to sleep, with no grasp of where day ended and night began. There was never a cessation of sound; the room forever rumbled, even if only faintly, with tremors from the distant engines. With darkness and sound both constant, she wiled away the hours sitting upon her bed, doing nothing, staring at nothing, hearing nothing except for the occasional voice pass her door.

Blindness brought a hundred perceptive difficulties, but foremost among them was boredom. Cyrene had been a prolific reader and her job necessitated a fair amount of travel, seeing all of the public sights in the city. With her eyes ruined, both those paths were barred in any meaningful sense.

In her darker moments, she wondered at destiny’s cruel sense of humour. To be chosen by the Astartes, to dwell among the angels of the Emperor... To walk the hallways of their great iron warship, smelling the sweat and machine oil... but seeing nothing at all.

Oh, yes. Hilarious.

Her first hours aboard had been the hardest, but at least they’d been eventful. During a physical examination in a painfully cold chamber, with needles sticking into the wasted muscles of her legs and arms, Cyrene had listened to one of the angels explain about bleached retinal pigment, and how malnutrition affected the organs and muscles. She’d tried to focus on the angel’s words, but her mind wandered as she sought to embrace what had happened, and where she now found herself.

The last two months on the surface had not been kind to her. The wandering groups of bandits in the foothills around the city had no regard for the sacred shuhl robe, or its traditions of respect.

‘Our world has ended,’ one of them had laughed. ‘The old ways no longer matter.’

Cyrene had never seen him, but when she slept, her mind conjured faces he might have worn. Cruel, mocking faces.

During her medical examination, she couldn’t stop shivering, no matter how she tensed her muscles to resist. The angels’ solar-sailing vessel was cold enough to make her teeth clatter together when she tried to shape words, and she wondered if her breath was misting as it left her lips.

‘Do you understand?’ the angel had asked.

‘Yes,’ she lied. ‘Yes, I understand.’ And then, ‘Thank you, angel.’

Soon, other humans came to assist her. They smelled of spicy incense and spoke in careful, serious voices.

They walked for some time. It could have been five minutes or thirty – without her eyes, everything felt stretched and slow. The corridors sounded busy. Occasionally she’d hear the machine-snarls of an angel’s armour joints as the warrior walked past. Much more frequently, she heard the swish of robes.

‘Who are you?’ she asked as they travelled.

‘Servants,’ one man replied.

‘We serve the Bearers of the Word,’ said the other.

On they walked. Time passed, the seconds marked by footsteps, the minutes by voices passing by.

‘This is your chamber,’ one of her guides said, and proceeded to walk her around a room, placing her shaking fingers on the bed, the walls, the door release controls. A patient tour of her new home. Her new cell.

‘Thank you,’ she said. The room was not large, and only scarcely furnished. She was far from comfortable, but Cyrene wasn’t worried about being left alone here. It would be a blessing of sorts.

‘Be well,’ the two men said in unison.

‘What are your names?’ she asked.

The reply she received was the hiss-thud of the automatic door sealing closed.

Cyrene sat on the bed – it was a hard, thin mattress not far removed from a prisoner’s cot – and commenced her long, sensory-deprived existence of doing absolutely nothing.

The only break in her daily monotonies came from a servitor, who was remarkably reluctant (or unable) to speak in any detail, bringing her three meals of gruel-like, chemical paste a day.

‘This is disgusting,’ she remarked once, summoning up a frail smile. ‘Am I to assume it consists of many nutrients and other beneficial things?’

‘Yes,’ was the dead-voiced reply.

‘Do you eat it yourself?’

‘Yes.’

‘I am sorry to hear that.’

Silence.

‘You don’t speak much.’

‘No.’

‘What is your name?’ Cyrene tried at last.

Silence.

‘Who were you?’ she asked. Cyrene was inured to servitors; the Imperium had left behind the secrets of their construction sixty years before, and they were commonplace in Monarchia. Penance was the term used for the fate suffered by heretics and criminals. Either way, it amounted to the same. The sinner’s mind was scrubbed of all vitality, and bionics were installed within the body to increase its strength or enhance its utility.