It was not there.
I hunted through every pocket in my suit, looked across the floor, but the thought kept coming back of my scramble for money at the bright, high-level Metropolitans station. It must have tumbled from my pocket then, but the fact didn't seem to signify. The wife was all right – wife and baby – and that was all that mattered for the present. I returned to the parlour, which was too dark or too bright, and no longer at all homely but more like a waiting room, and I sat down in the rocking chair. Outside, the wind was getting up. I could hear trees moving. Half a mile away, I heard a Leeds train going south, fleeing the scene. Over the road, I saw the lights die in the Fortune of War, heard the parting shouts of the drinkers. I sat on, staring through the window, though it was too dark to see anything. When the knock on the door came it must have been past midnight, and I fancy that it woke me up. The knock came again. I sat still and counted my heartbeats: one… two… three. The knock came once more. I caught up the poker, and turned the handle of the door with it raised above my head. Standing in the doorway, with the rain blowing into the parlour from behind him, stood the white, maggoty man, Edwin Lund. He wore his porter's suit, the cap without a badge. Over his shoulder was the usual small valise. As he stood in the doorway, he opened the flap and removed from the bag a bundle of muslin. 'The Blocker was about,' he said. 'Mike?' I said. 'Where?' 'Don't fret – I've seen him off.' 'Come again?' I showed him into the parlour, and he was unwinding the muslin as he walked. Closing the door, I turned towards him. It was a revolver that lay in his hands, as I may have guessed it would be. 'Take it' he said. I lifted the gun still in the muslin, stepped back. I put the poker down on the hearth and placed the gun on the strong table. It was bigger than Sampson's, and the letters 'D.A.' were stamped into it. I nodded at the sofa, and Lund sat down on it. His face glowed like gaslight, and he coughed a little as he settled. 'Did you rat on me, mate?' I said. He shook his head, coughed a little more. His tunic was dark with rain all about the chest. 'You'd best take that off' I said. 'Never mind' he said, shaking his head. My mind was full of thoughts of death, which was partly the strange effect of the baby coming – for birth makes you think of its opposite. 'You did for the Camerons, didn't you? Out on the cinder track?' He looked straight ahead, frowning, as though trying to recollect; then he suddenly sat forwards, looking into the fire. 'I daresay there was some mistake…' I began, but could not think how to continue. 'It was the trial of my life' Lund said, after a space, '… and I was found wanting.' What had Sampson said of the Cameron killing? 'I enjoyed that business', or something very like. He had not laid claim to having done it. '… Parable of the Talents,' said Lund, into the fire. 'What do you suppose is the right reading of that Scripture?' 'I wouldn't have the foggiest bloody notion,' I said. 'Would you not?' said Lund, eyeing me now. 'I was just thinking on, because when I first saw this…' He nodded towards the gun on the table. '… It brought to mind that text.' 'And where was that? Where did you first clap eyes on it?' 'Wolverhampton train; first-class compartment. Tucked down a seat back.' 'It just would be in first,' I said. 'St Matthew 25' said Lund, ''I reap where I sowed not.' Six bullets inside, too. I'd have given it over, had anyone come to claim it… but nobody ever did.' 'The trick would have been not to use it,' I said. 'Why d'you turn it on the Camerons?' 'I was afflicted, and that was God's will… but I prayed for relief and it was then that…' 'Afflicted? Don't get you.' He sighed, looked away, saying: 'I must go a little way around the houses.' 'All right,' I said, 'but start now.' ' T HERE WAS THE ROBBERY AT OUR PLACE – L OST L UGGAGE O FFICE. Y OU KNOW OF IT.' ' Y OU DIDN'T WANT TO SPEAK OF IT DIRECTLY… BUT YOU MEANT THAT I SHOULD FIND OUT, DIDN'T YOU?' 'After a fashion.' 'Who was behind it?' ' D ON'T KNOW, BUT I SHOULD THINK THE B RAINS AND THE B LOCKER. T HEY'RE A BAD LOT; THEY HAUNT THE RAILWAY, AND THERE'VE BEEN OTHER ROBBERIES SIMILAR.' ' W ELL, I RECKON IT was THEM,' I SAID, 'BUT THEY'RE NOT INDEPENDENT UNITS, THOSE BLOKES. T HEIR NAMES ARE M ILES H OPKINS AND M IKE… SUMMAT… A ND THEY HAVE A GOVERNOR.' 'Big fellow? Well turned-out?' 'That's it.' 'I've seen him. He must be smarter than the Brains, even.' ' N O. H E LEADS BY FORCE OF CHARACTER… A ND HE WORKS BY BUYING BLOKES OFF. S ERVANTS OF THE RAILWAY; PUT-UP JOBS, DO YOU SEE? I F YOU DIDN'T HAVE A HAND IN THE LOST-LUGGAGE THEFT, THEN IT MUST HAVE BEEN YOUR GOVERNOR, P ARKINSON.' Lund shook his head again. ' H E WAS ALL OUT TO FIND WHO HAD DONE IT, BECAUSE HE KNEW HE WAS SUSPECTED OF THE BUSINESS HIMSELF… P ARKINSON'S G OD-FEARING. H E WOULDN'T HAVE DONE IT.' 'You're God-fearing,' I said, 'and you did worse.' Lund looked keenly at the fire, searching there. 'Parkinson takes a drink,' I said. 'He's church, not chapel. They have a freer hand there.' 'And he's not over-friendly to you.' 'We haven't passed a word since the robbery.' 'You're just trying not to throw blame. Parkinson's crooked, and that's all about it; otherwise how would they have opened the safe?' 'That safe came to us six month back from another place.' 'Where?' Lund looked at me once again. 'Station Hotel.' I thought of Mariner, the suicide. Perhaps he had a different connection to Sampson, another reason to regret his own actions. Lund sat further forwards, watching the action of the wind on the fire. Did he suppose I lived here alone? He'd never asked after my wife, leave alone any child. But wives and children were nothing in his way. The wind was increasing outside, and I thought: we might be in for another windrush, and I knew that somehow all of this – the rising wind and the story that Lund was telling – was all the baby's doing. Lund was saying to the fire: 'Parkinson knew me for a watchful sort; knew I had by heart the numbers that open the safe. He put word out that I'd done it; told all comers, and he honestly believed it, too.' 'And the Camerons got wind?' 'They let on they thought that I'd been involved somehow… And they would ask me for money; said they would go to the Company brass or to the police if I didn't pay it over.' 'How much did you give them?' 'A good deal. They would follow me home after work, and they would have ten bob off me every time… I couldn't risk losing my position.' I looked at the cap beside him, at the space where the badge ought to have been. He'd be on rather less than a pound a week wages. 'That night, 26 January, I went down Leeman Road – try and throw them off. But they came after me, and at last I said I would give no more money.' 'And what did they say to that?' 'It was the straight-haired one did the talking. The other was… queer. The straight-haired one said, 'Well then, it comes down to a fight.' The other one, the mental-case… he grabbed me, started fairly strangling me, and the other pitched in. I reached into the bag, and the gun was in my hand. I saw the flash in the sky.' 'It was the planet Mercury,' I said, 'what did you think? Star in the bloody East?' That checked him. 'You're over-keen on tales from the Scriptures,' I said. 'Have you ever thought that you might find an argument for owt in the Bible… I mean, it is rather a jumble.' 'It is God's book,' said Lund, looking directly at me once more.'… It's the word of God, and if you want to call that a jumble, that's your look-out. I fired once, and that was the weird one settled, but then the other was at me with a knife.' 'You fired again?' He nodded. Half a mile off, another train went past but in the opposite direction, York-bound; the wind in reverse. 'Well,' I said, 'what do you reckon on doing now?' 'I must atone, and bear all the consequences.' 'You mean to own up?' 'Mean to?' he said. 'I've just done it.' I shook my head. 'I'd best talk to the Chief about it. Chief Inspector Weatherill, who's my governor… Have you spoken with a minister?' 'We don't hold with confession' he said. 'You should know that' and for the first time since I'd known him, he seemed angry. 'I'm not chapel,' I said. 'I'm not anything in particular.' 'The minister would say I must admit to it. He could do nothing but.' 'You may very well swing for it.' 'I dare say. That's part of the penalty.' 'I'd have thought it was the whole of it.' He shook his head. 'Only part – and the least part.' 'Why did you take me along to see the pick-pocketing on the London Express… It would have been the Monday after, wouldn't it?' 'It was a start, but only half measures – because I could not quite see the way to go.' 'You knew I'd come to the lost- luggage business, and you knew I'd come to the Camerons' murder. You were setting me to trace out a crime that you'd committed.' 'Well' he said. 'I thought you might get to it in time, but in the end, I've brought you to it myself.' Silence for a space. 'Listen,' I said. 'You'll have heard about the robbery in the roundhouse. That was more of their doing. I fled to Paris with Sampson and Hopkins – had to do it to keep cover. While I was over there, Mike – the Blocker – spoke by telephone to Miles Hopkins, giving me away as a copper. Now who let on to Mike?' 'Parkinson.' Silence again. 'He must be a wrong 'un,' I said. 'He saw me talking to you outside the Central Chapel. His church is St Saviour's, a little further along in the same street. He already knew you for a detective 'How?' 'Not sure of that. Did they know in the Institute?' 'The barmaid knew; I'd just had a set-to with the Camerons myself in there… ended by cautioning the pair of 'em.' Lund stood up from the sofa, cap in hand. 'Parkinson believed I was making complaints to you against him, letting on that he'd been behind it all. Monday last, he thought I was out on the platforms, but I was in the back of the office. I heard him telephoning the police station.' 'Tower Street?' Lund nodded. ''The proper lot', as he thinks. He wanted to know if he was being investigated, asked to speak to Constable… can't recall the name. He's the copper who patrols past the police station.' 'That's the Five Pound Man… and he's fucking bent.' 'Aye,' said Lund. 'I know he's not right.' 'That's why you're here,' I said. 'Later that day,' Lund went on, 'Parkinson had a confab with him. I reckon that's how your name was given out.' 'Name and address.' 'That's in the lost-property ledger as well. Parkinson would've seen no harm in passing it on.' I tried to reason it out. On Sunday, Parkinson had seen me talking to Lund in St Saviourgate, and he knew I was a detective. On Monday, he telephoned Mr Five Pounds, the bent copper (although Parkinson did not know he was bent), in order to ask outright whether he was being hunted up for the lost-luggage burglary. Mr Five Pounds would then
