knowing. For a moment my assailant's heartbeat races.
More carpet, a familiar colour. A door swings open, and we move into another room. I'm tossed into a chair. The door clicks shut. Darkness. A chance. I've got a chance.
I try to get up, legs hardly like springs, and the Hulk punches me down again. 'Not yet, we've a way to go,' he says, in the dark. 'I've just started with you.'
15
My head's clearing. The ringing's gone, replaced with a headache almost the equal of my worst hangover.
I can only hear one heartbeat. Nothing else. A single steady beating that races again for a moment, then slows. Something just happened. I'm not sure what. There is a metallic clunk. The air smells of dust, with a background hint of industrial cleaning products. Where the hell am I?
A match is struck. Some sort of fragrant candle must be burning because I can smell oranges, or the candle-chemical equivalent of them. Or I am having a stroke. My swollen eyelids admit a little of that flickering light: it's as red as the blood that I can taste in my mouth.
I open my eyes, and recognise the room, even with the candlelight. It's the broom cupboard on the third floor of Number Four, the same broom cupboard that Morrigan used to imprison Mr D when he began his Schism. The door in front of me is solid wood and is bound in some sort of alloy. You can pretty much guarantee that no other cupboard in the world has that sort of door.
And no one is likely to visit this space anytime soon.
This is not good. Morrigan had the whole place soundproofed before he threw Mr D into it. I should have had the door knocked out, and a regular one installed. But I never expected to end up here myself. I try to move. My hands are free but rough cord digs into the flesh of my arms: the movement only tightens my bonds. This is serious malevolent-scout knot-work.
'I wouldn't do that if I was you.' The voice is unfamiliar, clipped and rasping, certainly not Jacob's. Cold metal brushes my cheek. 'Don't move if you want to keep your eyes.'
I freeze. The knife travels down my face, drawing blood here and there. I try and shift. Nothing. Something's damping my abilities here. I guess that's how Mr D was contained here. Yes, this room has to go.
Time for some bluster. 'You're going to have to work harder than that if you want to frighten me with a knife.'
'I will, really I will.' He sounds amused.
I turn my head as far around to the right as I am able and nod at the candles behind me. 'You've certainly picked an intimate setting for a… Well, what is this? A torture session?'
There's a wry exhalation, almost a laugh, and a hand passes in front of my face. It's lined with scars all across the palm. 'You RMs. You really think you know it all.'
'I tend to find it's the Ankous with the problem, Mr Rillman.'
There is a definite intake of breath. I don't know whether it's an act or not, but he sounds genuinely surprised. 'Where did you hear that name? I thought they had forgotten me.'
'Oh, around the traps. You're quite a popular bloke here. Mr D talks of you with a great deal of fondness.'
'That shit ground my name out of the company's history. You will not speak of him again.' He strikes the back of my head, hard enough that I bite my tongue, and see stars.
'OK, I won't. Just tell me: why are you trying to kill me?'
'Oh, you're something of an experiment, Mr de Selby. A new RM, first in living memory. Who would have believed it?' Rillman says. 'We both know there are deaths, and then there are deaths.'
'How did you do it?' I ask, my tongue swollen and bloody in my mouth. 'How did you die and come back?'
Rillman snorts. 'Does it offend you? After all, you've done it. All you RMs must, death is the only way to win at the Negotiation. It is the single requisite, wouldn't you say?'
Rillman walks around to face me. There's something not quite right about his features. He's hiding them from me. They're waxy, and his hair doesn't look quite real. Now I think of it, Jacob had something of that look about him, too. Rillman smiles tightly and, slips back behind me, where I can't turn my head to follow. He's just a blur back there, a blur holding sharp things.
'Look, I know you failed an Orpheus Manoeuvre. But that -'
Something strikes me hard in the back of the head again. Next, I realise I've come to, I can't tell how much time has passed but it can't be much. Rillman walks in circles around me, agitated. He steps in close, almost enough for me to headbutt him. He slides the knife across my cheek.
'You will not talk about that. I did not fail. I was betrayed. Ask your Mr D. Here you will not talk about anything.'
'What the fuck do you want?'
'All in good time.'
He lifts the knife from my cheek. Drives it into the meat just above my knee. And God help me, I scream. Not that it does any good.
'Knives don't need to terrify, they just need a good cutting edge or a point, or in this case, both.'
Blood and spittle run down my chin. 'Can't we just… What do you want?'
He pulls the knife out of my knee, and slams the pommel into my jaw.
'I want you to shut up.'
I spit more blood, and a tooth. My mouth is a mess, I have to keep spitting or I will choke, but it doesn't stop me from straining against the ropes binding me here. It doesn't stop me from growling in his face. 'This is my region. You come in here and threaten me.'
I'm almost convincing.
I try to shift again, damping field be damned. I'm desperate. I need to get out of here. But there is a cold hand, a pressure sitting in the back of my mind. Not that different to the force that held me in the Tethys.
Rillman lowers his waxen face towards mine, and smiles. 'Every emperor, every RM, can be destroyed. You must know that now. You must know that nowhere is safe for you and your kind.'
'Then kill me.' I lift my neck to him. 'Just get it over and done with.'
'Oh, if it was that easy, I would.'
And he's right. Already my wounds are healing; there is less blood in my mouth. The flesh of my leg is drawing together.
The phone in my pocket starts ringing, I'm amazed that I can get a signal in here, but there you go. 'They're going to start looking for me,' I say.
Rillman nods, reaches into my pocket and pulls out the phone. After two stomps of his left boot the phone's in pieces on the floor. 'Yes, and I am sure that the broom cupboard is the first place they'll look. They're not going to worry about you for several hours. I have time.'
He swings a fist into my ribs. Things break. Things tear. I'm choking on my own blood again. For a while I can't see anything. Rillman is right; this could go on for a while. My nature is such that I can take a lot of pain.
'She was mine. And I lost her. Of course, you can't understand that, because you didn't. You cheated. You stumbled and pratfalled and somehow, you called your love back.' Another blow to the side of my head. 'Fourteen years of marriage. Do you not understand? What do you know of that kind of love?'
More teeth are loosened. Blood chokes my throat.
What do I know of love? I think of Lissa. Wonder if I'll ever see her again. I haven't spent enough time with her, not nearly enough. There is so much we haven't done together. Things we haven't experienced. Christ, I want to marry her.
I don't care if it's unwise for RMs to marry. I don't care if it's the stupidest thing in the world. She's my girl.
