and learn to grow beyond his faults and mistakes.
“You dispatched your grandfather. Don’t think I don’t know how difficult that was for you. You will grieve.”
Sebastian looked at her, his face set and haggard. Despite the weariness and pain there, he reminded her, as he always did, of the great Uriel—but with an extraordinary sensuality she didn’t think Uriel would appreciate. “Is there truly no hope? Nothing that can be done?” he asked.
“There’s nothing.” Max’s voice was flat and sharp behind them, startling Wayren. “She drank from him.”
She paused so that Max could join them, then replied, “He drained much of her blood—she was very weak, and by drinking from him she replaced hers with his. She’ll awaken and be an undead.”
“Then why not stake her now and relieve us of the waiting?”
“Because you must see her as she’s become so that you can say your farewells,” she told Sebastian. “And know that it is so, and irreversible.”
They had reached the room where Victoria lay. No one had been allowed in since Max burst into the Consilium carrying her unconscious, blood-streaked body. He’d then relinquished it to Ylito and Ilias.
The chamber was small, too small for five people, but Wayren knew it was futile to try to keep Max and Sebastian out. Victoria had been bathed and dressed as though she were a corpse, ready for burial. Her dark hair lay in a thick braid over her breast, and the crisp white lawn of her simple gown served only to show how pale she was. A blue-veined hand rested on her stomach, and another prominent vein lined her face from temple to jaw.
When they came in, Ylito looked up from his examination of Victoria and met Wayren’s eyes.
“She needs more blood,” he said quietly. “I don’t know that it will do any good, but Hannever wishes to try.”
“Will she drink?” Max asked, a flash of metal in his hand. He had a knife at his wrist and would have sliced into it before Wayren grabbed his arm. She sensed a viciousness, a recklessness there that boded no good.
“Wait. It must be Gardella blood,” Ylito said.
Sebastian was already rolling up his sleeve to bare a muscular arm. “Give me the knife, Pesaro.”
Max turned away and went to stand against the wall, watching. His arms hung at his sides, his shoulder against the wall in a deceptively casual stance. His face was expressionless.
The tension in the room was heavy and solid, and even Wayren, who usually wasn’t affected by such energy, felt stifled and on edge.
Hannever came in the door at that moment. “Blood. Now.” He was carrying a tray with a stack of cups on it, two small vials, and other accoutrements, and he put it down on a table. Next to the stake that lay there.
Without another word he moved to Victoria and made a small cut on her arm, squeezing a drop of the dark blood into a small bowl. The room was still and silent and tight, nearly choking in its intensity.
Anger, guilt, terror, madness…all simmered and swelled.
When Hannever turned away from Victoria, Sebastian offered his arm, and Hannever made a small incision, forcing the blood into one of the bowls.
“What good will it do?” Max’s voice was sudden and harsh.
“No good, I think. But she needs it. We must try,” Hannever said, busy with one of the vials. He put a tiny drop of a liquid into Sebastian’s blood and used a slender reed to stir. “No. Not this.”
“Try Max,” Wayren said. She met Ylito’s eyes.
Max’s wasn’t right either, according to Hannever.
“We have to get her some blood!” Sebastian said, his teeth tight around the words. He was already moving toward the door, opening it.
“Zavier,” Max said. “Let Zavier try.”
Their eyes met, and then Wayren looked at Ylito. Yes. It was fitting. He’d want to.
“We must have his permission.”
Wayren nodded. “He’ll give it. Let us go and I’ll ask him.”
Twenty-Four
Victoria murmured, shifting restlessly, moving for the first time since they’d come into the room. Sebastian brushed the hair away from her forehead, the soft, lush curls that had been captured in a braid that lay in a thick line past her breasts. Her skin was damp and clammy, and still so pale.
This would be the last time he’d touch her.
Sebastian looked at her lips, at the curve of her jaw, remembering how strong it could be—how defiant when she lifted it and pretended she didn’t want him as much as he wanted her. Now he would have no one to taunt in a carriage, no one to tease and tug and coax into his arms.
His wound from her stake still ached, oozing blood, and he remembered again why she was lying there, and how she had found Beauregard’s lair. Who had led her there, and why. How Beauregard had manipulated them both.
He’d sat there—it had been hours—since he and Pesaro had been allowed to enter after whatever Hannever and Ylito had done with Zavier’s blood. Somehow they’d fed it into Victoria using some sort of tube, but it hadn’t seemed to do any good. The back of his neck still prickled and chilled, and she still lay there, cold and pale.
She moaned again, and Sebastian looked up. He met Pesaro’s eyes from across Victoria’s body. There was no hope there, nothing but grim determination. A stake sat on the table near Pesaro; Sebastian had no doubt he’d not hesitate to use it.
A cold one, he was.
Wayren and Ylito had found a small corner of the room where they both sat reading or studying some old text. The sight of them brought to Sebastian’s mind the fact that the page he’d stolen from the Consilium was still in Beauregard’s lair.
He would have to go back and find it once…once this was over.
At that moment Victoria’s eyes fluttered, and the sensation in the room shifted. It became closer and smothering, and no one seemed to breathe.
Wayren was suddenly standing at the foot of the small bed. Ylito took his place near the head, and before Sebastian knew what was happening he heard a soft whisk, and then a faint clink. Pesaro was doing something at his side of the bed, and Wayren and Ilias near the foot.
Restraints.
God, restraints.
How demeaning for her.
He felt and found the soft leather cuffs, the metal fastenings on the side, and let them drop. He wouldn’t do it.
Victoria was breathing more stridently now, and her eyes were fluttering. One of her legs moved; her lips parted; she rolled her head. She tried to raise an arm, but it was held in place by…not a cuff, but Pesaro. His hand on her arm, around her wrist. Clamping it onto the edge of the bed.
All of a sudden her eyes fluttered open. Wide. They opened wide, and she looked around. They weren’t red; they were the same brown-green they’d always been.
The room seemed to hold its collective breath, waiting. Ylito shifted near the head of the bed, and Sebastian saw him reach for something on the table.
No. Not the stake. Not yet.
But when he glanced over, he saw that it was still on the table, held in place by Pesaro’s hand.
“What…” Victoria said, looking around, her eyes moving slowly from face to face. “Beauregard!” She tried to move, and a confused look passed over her.
Ylito moved, and something splashed through the air, sprinkled down on her face before Sebastian could
