have given me a bit of clout next time I was negotiating a pay rise.”
“So you… encouraged them.”
Ward was still, and focused, his eyes unblinking in the artificial light. When he spoke, it was clear to Thorne that what he said was deeply felt. The frigidity and scorn for life that Thorne knew to be at the core of this man were belied by the twisted passion of the words.
“Have you ever thought you were about to die?” Ward asked. “Or even that you were about to be the one to take a life? Have you ever really experienced that sort of excitement?”
Thorne had little intention of answering, and Ward had even less of giving him the opportunity.
“I suppose, because of what you do, that you’ve felt it more keenly than most, and let me say straightaway that I admire what you do. Really. Perhaps you have been in the sort of situation I describe, but can you even begin to imagine feeling those things for days, for weeks, on end? Constantly. Can you imagine it becoming something that you live with?” He flicked his eyes to Spike, spat the words out at him. “That… heightened feeling in the body becomes something that’s more powerful than any drug. And when you come down from it, you fall a very long way and you fall very hard.”
“What the fuck do you know about it?” Spike said.
Ward just smiled and turned his attention back to Thorne. “Those boys were trained for it… And they were boys, emotionally at any rate. They were taught to expect it, whipped up into a state every day until eventually, not seeing combat became far worse than seeing it. They needed the high, can you understand that? They were sent over there to do a job and then some of them didn’t get a chance to do it. There were lads out there turning on each other. Shooting fucking camels. Anything to get close to that buzz.”
“You wanted it, too, though, didn’t you?”
Ward’s eyes widened. “I was… frustrated, yes,” he said. “And me and that situation were just fucking perfect for each other. They thought it was about to happen, Hadingham and Eales and the others. They’d been told that the enemy was close, that there was every chance of engaging at any fucking moment. Then the machine lets them down and they can do nothing but watch their mates disappear into the distance. Feel that buzz disappear with them.”
“What did you do?”
“I hardly had to do anything,” Ward said. “I was the catalyst, if you like; that’s all. They just needed someone to give them a nudge in the right direction, to tell them that what they were thinking about doing, what they wanted to do, was absolutely understandable. That it was all right.” His voice had become quieter, more intense, and when he paused there was a rattle in his breath. He nodded toward the plastic bag at Thorne’s feet, to the remains of the video inside. “I don’t know what you think you’ve seen on the tape, but I promise you that even the ones that weren’t so keen to begin with, the ones that needed a bit of persuading, they got the biggest thrill of their lives that day. Ryan Eales, for one, spent the rest of his life trying to recapture it.”
“By killing for you?”
“For me, among others. He was a professional.”
“Usually…”
Ward nodded his agreement. “Yes, you’re quite right, of course. Usually.”
Thorne could sense Spike bristling next to him.
“He did rather fuck things up,” Ward said. “When it came to getting you out of the picture…”
Now this was practical. This was not about poking at the corpse of the case for personal gratification. This was something Thorne very much wanted to know.
“How did you get my name?” he asked.
Ward stared back at him.
“Like that then, is it?” Thorne said. “No names, no pack drill. Right?”
Thorne watched, enjoying it, as realization passed like a shadow across the face of the man opposite him.
No names, no pack drill.
The five words that Thorne had read on the transcript of the videotape. The same phrase that Ward had used when they’d spoken on the phone.
That had told Thorne all he needed to know. “How did you get my name?” Thorne asked again. Ward said nothing, but in the smirk that transformed his features, Thorne suddenly saw exactly where the man standing opposite him had got his name. The source of the leak became obvious. Thorne filed the information away. He would deal with it when he had the chance.
Spike’s reaction to Ward’s knowing smile was altogether different, and more dramatic. He pushed himself away from the wall, the growled mutterings turning to something almost feral as he launched himself across the width of the tunnel.
It all happened before Thorne had the chance to do much more than cry out: “Spike…”
Spike was off balance and throwing punches before he’d even reached his target, and by the time his hands, and Ward’s, had stopped moving, the two were locked clumsily together, side on to the tunnel wall.
And there was a knife at Spike’s throat.
Now Thorne could see real desperation, real danger in Ward’s eyes. His situation was hopeless, so there was little else for Ward to lose. Thorne knew that moments such as these were when lives were most easily, and most pointlessly, lost.
“You know you have to put that down,” Thorne said. His eyes never left the blade. He watched it pressing against Spike’s neck and wondered if Ward was thinking about what lay ahead; about slaughtering a boy who meant less than nothing and seizing this one last chance to feel that buzz.
“I can’t see that I have to do anything.”
“Let me just get some officers in right now and they can take you out of here without any more fuss or any fucking about. Fair enough? Alan?” Thorne took a tentative half step toward them. “You know that’s the clever thing to do, right?”
But Ward was not the next one to speak…
As Spike began to talk Thorne became aware of the one element in the bizarre tableau facing him that he had not taken in. The most crucial detail. Down at his side, poised delicately in his right hand, Spike was holding a blood-filled syringe.
I’ve always got a weapon! Thorne had presumed Spike had been talking about a knife…
Spike eased the flap of the long, leather coat aside and brushed the tip of the needle against Ward’s thigh. Scraped it across the material of the trousers. “This’ll go deep into your muscle every bit as quick as you can move that knife, like.” Spike’s mouth was pressed close to Ward’s cheek as he spoke. “I don’t give a fuck, really. It’s completely up to you, mate. Do you want dirty, junkie blood running around in there? Mucking you up inside? How much of a fucking buzz would that be?”
With Ward’s focus now down to where he could feel the needle, Thorne inched closer. “Get rid of the knife and we can sort this out.”
“Do you want AIDS?” Spike whispered.
“For Christ’s sake, take it easy,” Thorne said. “Both of you.”
“How d’you fancy that?”
“Shut up, Spike…”
Without moving the knife, Ward leaned his head as far away as he was able from Spike’s. “Please. Keep still…”
“I think that should be exciting enough for you,” Spike said. “And it’ll certainly be something you’ll live with every day. Though not for very long, like.”
“Don’t…”
“What? Don’t ’cause you’ll kill me if I do? Or don’t ’cause you’re shitting yourself?”
“Drop the knife and let me bring officers in here,” Thorne shouted.
“Bring ’em in now. You can bring ’em in right now and he’ll do fuck-all.” Spike was gabbling, loud and high- pitched; his eyes fixed on Ward, rattling out the words on fractured breaths. “He’ll do jackshit, I swear, whatever happens, because he’s fucking terrified. Because he’s a coward. He’s a fucking coward who lets someone else clear up his mess, who pays somebody to kick men to death when they’re asleep. He’ll do nothing because he’s all talk. Because he wants the high, but he hasn’t got the bottle to do what it takes to get it. I’ve met his sort loads of
