He could heave to and wait for the squadron to return but if it was on station at some other place he would never meet up with it. But could he thrash backwards and forwards along the rendezvous line for ever? Time was running out.
At three in the morning, in the dimness of yet another sleepless night, Kydd resolved on action. He would leave the line and look for the squadron—the details would wait until morning. He fell sound asleep.
At first light he appeared on deck and sniffed the wind. 'Put up y'r helm an' steer sou'-sou'-east,' he told Dacres. They would head towards Egypt and the fighting: if the squadron was anywhere, the probability was that it would be there.
Full and bye,
He ordered
Kydd hastened on deck: a small topsail cutter flying a blue ensign was leaning into the wind trying to close with them. 'Heave to, Mr Dacres,' Kydd called, and waited while the sleek craft came up and exchanged private signals.
'You've missed 'em!' shouted the young lieutenant-in-command as the vessel rounded to under their lee. 'That is, the East Med squadron, if that's who you're after,' he added, shading his eyes against the sun. 'What's the news?'
Kydd bridled at the familiarity and answered shortly, 'No news, L'tenant. What course did Sir John take when he left?'
'Why, to the rendezvous, I should think, sir,' said the lieutenant, remembering himself.
'North,' Kydd ordered.
'To place us t' loo'ard o' the flagship, Mr Bonnici,' Kydd told the master and went below to prepare, in obedience to the summons to place himself and his dispatches before the admiral immediately.
'Stretch out, yer buggers!' he bawled. Kydd winced. This was not the coxswain he would have wished but the man was a veteran of both St Vincent and a blazing frigate action.
The whole squadron lay hove to, the flagship
In the admiral's quarters the flag-lieutenant murmured an introduction and left Kydd with the admiral, who stared at him stonily, waiting.
'Ah, Commander Thomas Kydd, sloop
'From the commander-in-chief?' The admiral's hard tone did nothing for Kydd's composure.
'Er, no, sir, from Malta.'
'Malta! Who the devil thinks to worry me with dispatches from
'Gen'ral Pigot, sir—he says they're urgent,' Kydd said, and handed over the satchel, which the admiral took quickly.
'These are dated more than a week ago,' said Warren sharply, looking up.
Kydd added in a small voice, 'We thought t' find you at the rendezvous, sir. We beat up 'n' down the line for several days an' then—an' then, sir, I thought it best to—to leave station an' look for you t' the s'uth'ard, sir . . .' He tailed off.
Warren's frosty stare hardened. 'It took you that long to find I wasn't there and go looking? Good God above!' He snorted. He still held the dispatches and riffled through them. 'So what do we have here that's so damned urgent it needs one of the King's ships to tell me?'
'The French, Sir John—they're out!' said Kydd, his voice strengthening, 'Sailed fr'm Leghorn just this—'
'From Leghorn—yes, yes, I know that. Why do you think I've been away from the rendezvous? No other than chasing your Ganteaume.' His face tightened. 'And this must mean, sir, you have sailed right through them on their way back! What do you have to say to that?'
Kydd gulped, he had ignored all sail sighted in his haste to reach the rendezvous. And with his precious dispatches shown to be not much more than gossip, he felt anything but a taut sea-captain with a vital mission. He flushed, but stubbornly held Warren's eye.
Something in his manner made Warren pause. 'Do I see a new-made commander before me, Mr Kydd?'
'Aye, sir.'
'Your first errand, I venture to say?'
'Sir.'