for ever as cowardly. Therefore there was no alternative:
As he straightened for the final run,
Just before he reached
The gun crews, seamen with pikes waiting to repel boarders, the boatswain and his party, all lay prone, cringing in anticipation at the hideous storm about to break over them. Kydd was about to follow suit when some scrap of foolish pride—perhaps a death wish—kept him standing tall and glaring contemptuously at the nemesis gliding in for the kill. Then he became aware of others: Dacres, standing with him, Bowden, the little midshipmen coming up, Poulden, more.
He tried to order them down but the lump in his throat was too great.
The shout came—but there was no sudden eruption of violence. The shout was repeated but Kydd's mind refused to accept what was going on until he realised that the guns were still silent.
Now was the sensible time to admit to his helplessness and to save lives, finish
CHAPTER 8
'DEAR FELLOW, IT WAS NOTHING! We were signalled to investigate the firing and there you were, helpless as a sucking shrimp under the guns of the Frenchy.' Winthrop, the frigate
'Aye, sir, but I must thank ye on behalf o' the ship,' Kydd said stiffly. It had been a hard time for him during the lengthy tow to Malta coming to terms with
Winthrop sighed. 'Do forgive me if I appear . . . unfeeling, Mr Kydd, yet I am obliged to remark that my providential appearance on the scene seems as much a fortune of war as the cannon strike on your bowsprit—do you not agree?'
It was nothing but the truth, Kydd had to admit. 'The fortune o' war, yes, sir—but where is m' reputation, my prospects with th' admiral? Sadly out o' countenance, I'd wager.'
'Not necessarily,' Winthrop replied, topping up Kydd's glass. 'Consider, while you are not distinguished in any measure, you have disgraced neither yourself nor your flag. If I catch your meaning aright, then unless Lord Keith at this moment has a particularly shining young officer he is desirous of advancing in the service then your position is secure . . . for the time being, of course.'
Kydd felt his spirits rising, but he could not help adding, ''Twould be a fine thing if y'r same fortune c'n throw me a chance of a bold stroke as would set th' world t' talking—and me t' notice.'
Winthrop regarded him soberly. 'You may discover your chance earlier than you think. We are all placed in the way of opportunity. You will not have heard yet, but it seems the late and much lamented Abercrombie is to be replaced by the grand General Hely-Hutchinson. And I have it from a valued source that the Egypt campaign will therefore take a decidedly active turn. Do try to get yourself to sea as soon as you may, Kydd. I feel this is not to be missed.'
'Then, sir, you'll see
There was a vehemence in Kydd's voice that evoked a frown. 'Sir, all the world applauds an officer of audacity and character— but, if you'll forgive me remarking it, where is the line that marks off for him the aspiration to laurels from vainglory and rash imprudence?'
Receiving no answer, he let it hang, then said gently, ' Distinction will attend a virtuous endeavour, never doubt it, but the pursuit of peril and hazard in the expectation of glory will damn for ever the officer who sets his course thus.'
The loss of a bowsprit was catastrophic in the heat of battle, yet was an easy enough repair for a dockyard: the stump was withdrawn, the new spar stepped and the original jibboom heeled to it. There was little other damage and therefore
A ship from England had arrived with precious dockyard stores—among them
Kydd was not so sure: the entire armament, bar a pair he would replace the small chase guns with? His whole experience in the Navy had been with ships whose main weapon was the long cannon. With refinements such as a ringed cascabel for angled fire and dispart sights, action could be opened at a remarkable range and only at the climax would any carronades carried come into play. Now he was being asked to retire all but two of his six- pounders in favour of an all-carronade armament. Would he come to regret this?
Stirk was in no doubt. 'Remember th'
'That's true enough,' Kydd said, allowing himself to be mollified.