Feeling surged. But did that mean he was turning his back on Guildford, the place of his birth, that until now he had called home? No. He would put this world gently but firmly to one side. It was just that it was no longer the centre of his universe.
He hurried along the last few yards to the school-house gate, lightness of spirit urging him onward. 'Good mornin', Ma,' he said happily. 'Y' say Mrs. Bawkins is entertainin' this afternoon?'
Kydd lost no time in taking rooms ashore. Not for him the noisy intimacy of the Blue Posts at Portsmouth Point, he could now afford to stay where officers of rank were to be found, at the George in Penny Street. And there he began the process of refinement.
It was vexing that Renzi was in London, out of reach for advice, but on the other hand this was Kydd's own initiative and he would see it through. He went first to the largest bookshop; the assistant had been studiously blank-faced as he asked for suggestions as to what primers gentlemen found most answered in a classical education.
He left with a clutch of books and hurried back. The Greek grammar was hopelessly obtuse and required him to learn by rote the squiggly characters of the alphabet before ever he could start. It could wait for later. The other looked more promising; an interlinear copy of Caesar's commentaries on the campaign in Gaul, the Latin on one line, English on another. At least it was about the manly pursuit of war, not the fantastical monsters and gods of antique Greece.
In the matter of polite discourse there could be no hesitation. He would be damned as of the lower orders by his own words just as soon as he opened his mouth in company. Since the days of Cecilia's patient efforts on his speech, he had slipped back into his comfortable old ways.
No, this required an all-out effort—and he must apply himself to it this time. Resolved, he gave it careful thought. This was not to be learned casually with others or from books, he needed professional assistance. In the Portsmouth Commercial Directory he found what he was looking for.
'Mr. Augustus DeLisle?' he asked politely, at the door of a smart Portsea terrace house.
'It is, sir, at your service,' the rather austere gentleman answered with a slight bow, appraising Kydd's appearance, then bestowing on him a professional smile.
'Th' language coach as can be engaged t' fit a gentleman for converse even at the Court o' St. James?' Kydd persisted.
'The same,' the man said with a sniff. 'You should know that I count most of the noble houses of Hampshire among my satisfied clients and—' 'Are ye available for immediate engagement, sir?' Kydd asked abruptly.
'Why, at such notice—'
'I've ten guineas to lay in y'r hand as says it'll fadge.'
'Er, very well—but be aware, sir, I cannot abide the fugitive aspirate, still less the cruelly truncated participle! You shall bring along your child and he will—'
'Not a younker, sir, it's t' be me.'
'I—I don't quite understand you, sir,' the man said uncertainly.
'M' name's Kydd, and I want t' speak wi' the best of 'em. Ye've got me half a day, every day until I can stand up an' be taken for a lord.'
'Every day?' he spluttered. 'My young masters usually attend but twice a week and—'
'M' time is limited, sir,' Kydd said impatiently. 'I'd be thinkin' ye a rare 'un if I sees ye refuse half a year's fee for a few weeks' work.'
The refit ground forward in the dockyard but the day came not so many weeks later when
There was no time to be lost: Admiral Keith needed every vessel that swam in his crucial command, and Kydd was determined for
'Er, I have to report, ship ready for sea, sir,' Hallum said awkwardly.
Kydd grunted. It was now common knowledge about the ship that their clerk was still at large, adrift from leave. A letter of recall had been sent to him, which had been acknowledged, but he had not appeared and it now seemed that the ship would sail without him.
It was no use. They could not delay. Kydd sighed heavily and went on deck, searching vainly for a hurrying figure on the dockside. 'Single up!' he ordered. All lines that tethered them alongside were let go save two. Away from the wharf, dockyard work-boats attended for the sloop to warp out, and in
Sail bent on, men expectantly at their posts, Kydd reluctantly gave the command. 'Take us out, Mr. Dowse.'
Ropes splashed into the murky water and
'Acknowledge,' Kydd said heavily. With the ebb tide
The narrow entrance was difficult and needed concentration. They passed the rickety jollity of Portsmouth Point close abeam, then King Henry's tower on one side with Haslar and Fort Blockhouse only a couple of hundred yards to the other, and they were through.