As I thought about it, I’d seldom seen Ray Freeman verbally threatening victims. He didn’t need to make threats; his eyes did it for him. Not anymore. Only a week had passed since we left Solomon; but in that time, much of the menace had evaporated from his gaze.
Now he looked tired, worn down by the universe and ready to call it quits. Freeman was a giant, a killer for hire, and an outcast; but what I saw when I stepped onto the observation deck was a man who needed a rest. Once, Freeman fell asleep where he sat. He looked like a man who might not ever wake up.
On this day, he had the deck to himself and did not turn to look at me as I entered. He sat staring out into space or possibly at his own reflection in the glass. I couldn’t tell.
“Is Wallace any better than Liotta?” Freeman asked, still not looking in my direction.
“He’s decided to resign his commission,” I said.
“Smart choice. From what I heard, he was even more of an asshole than Liotta. You would have sent me to retire him by the end of the week,” Freeman said.
Freeman did not use profanity very often. He seldom did anything that exposed his emotions.
“I’m going to ask Jim Holman to take over,” I said.
Freeman did not exactly smile, but the muscles around his mouth relaxed slightly. He said, “Holman? Good man.”
“Ray, what’s bothering you?” I asked.
He did not answer.
I knew the answer. Since learning that his sister and nephew had died on New Copenhagen, Freeman thought about nothing but saving lives. He’d become obsessed with rescuing the masses, not caring what sins he might commit along the way. He’d developed a messiah complex and would have happily laid down his life saving the people on Solomon; instead, he’d had to turn his back on them, and he couldn’t live with it.
“I have some recon I need to run,” I said.
No response. Did he blame me for Solomon …for what would happen on Solomon? The attack had not happened yet and probably would not happen for another few hours.
No, he didn’t blame me. If he’d thought it was my fault, he probably would have killed me along with Liotta. Freeman did not hesitate when it came to killing. At least the old Ray Freeman didn’t.
This Freeman-shaped cadaver took in my words and said nothing. His silences used to scare me; now they had a moping quality about them.
“Look, the Unifieds are watching everything we do. They want their barges back and they’re going to keep harassing our ships until we run out of Navy.”
Freeman just sat there, staring at me, his face devoid of emotion. Did he agree or disagree? Did he care?
“We can’t keep sending people to Providence Kri. I want to start relocating refugees to Terraneau, but I can’t do that until I know it has a breathable atmosphere.”
“You want me to take you to Terraneau?” he asked.
“No,” I said.
“No?” he asked.
“No. I want to send Sweetwater and Breeze to Terraneau.”
Anyone else might have pointed out that they only existed in a Unified Authority computer, a sharper wit might have offered to upload a map of the planet for them; but Freeman shrugged his shoulders, and asked, “How do you plan to get them there?”
“We’ll work out the details later,” I said. “Just get them on the two-way.”
He nodded.
“Within the hour,” I added. I was pushing him, testing him, seeing if he would put me in my place.
The old Freeman did not take orders from me or anybody. Tell him what to do, and he decided for himself if he wanted to do it. This new Freeman reminded me of a whale: huge, powerful, and docile. He spent a second considering what I said and agreed.
CHAPTER FORTY-FIVE
I returned to the bridge to have a word with Holman.
The bridge of the
As I approached, Holman spun, saw me, and smiled. “General, I was just going to send someone to find you. Are we going to Terraneau?” he asked.
I tried to maintain a casual expression. I wanted to give off a relaxed vibe. “Captain Holman, how much do you know about ancient Rome?” I asked.
“I know about the Praetorian Guard,” he said.
“Really? Are you a fan of the classical age?” I asked.
“Not until recently,” he said. “Am I looking down the barrel of a promotion?”
“A big one,” I said.
“Does Admiral Wallace know?”
“He won’t stand in your way.”
“Is he standing at all?” Holman asked.
Apparently news of the other “demotions” had gotten around. Maybe that was for the best. I didn’t want officer candidates running scared, but I needed them to step out of the way once they proved unfit for command.
I gave an obtuse response. “What do you mean by ‘standing’?”
“Did you kill Wallace?”
“I haven’t killed anybody,” I said.
“What about Admiral Jolly?”
“Shot by a looter,” I said. “That was on Gobi. You saw the report.”
“And Admiral Liotta?”
“I was as surprised as anybody.”
Holman’s voice dropped a note when he asked, “Is Wallace dead?”
“He’s alive and planning his retirement.”
“Isn’t he next in line?” asked Holman.
“He was, but he didn’t feel up to running the show. Frankly, I think that was an excellent decision.”
“And now you’re placing me in charge?” Holman asked. He wanted the promotion; I could see it in his smile.
“I think you’re the man for the job,” I said.
“What if it doesn’t work out?”
“I’m sure it will work out. I have every confidence in you.”
“Did you have every confidence in Admiral Jolly?”
“He was a formality. I was obligated to give him a shot because of his seniority.”
“You killed him.”
“Not me. It was the looter.”
“The looter you did not capture. The one you left on Gobi to die?” asked Holman. “Was Liotta killed by a looter?”
“I don’t know. I wasn’t there,” I said. “Do you accept your new post?”
“Are you going to kill me if I screw up?”
“You’ll do fine,” I said.
“What if I run into trouble?”