— Yes, Doctor, — the tavern girl said, and with a sly glance at Edward, she hurried past crowded tables to fetch the drinks. Though equally fashionable, Wendell was too short, and Charles too pale and timid, to attract the same admiring looks. And Norris was the one with the worn coat and rotting shoes. The one not worth a second glance.
The Hurricane was not a tavern that Norris frequented. Though he spotted here and there a shapeless coat or the faded uniform of a half-pay officer, he saw a crowd that was largely high-collared and well shod, and he spotted more than a few of his fellow medical students eagerly scooping up oysters with hands that only hours ago had wallowed in the blood of cadavers.
— The first dissection is merely an introduction, — said Crouch, raising his voice to be heard in that noisy room. — You cannot begin to understand the machine in all its brilliance until you've seen the variability between young and old, male and female. — He leaned toward his four students and spoke more quietly. — Dr. Sewall was hoping to secure a fresh shipment next week. He's offered as much as thirty dollars apiece, but there's a problem with supply. —
— Surely people are still dying, — said Edward.
— Yet we're faced with scarcity. In past years, we could rely on suppliers in New York and Pennsylvania. But everywhere now, we face competition. The College of Physicians and Surgeons in New York has enrolled two hundred students this year. The University of Pennsylvania four hundred. It's a race to acquire the same merchandise that every other school is scrambling for, and it gets worse every year. —
— There's no such problem in France, — said Wendell.
Crouch gave a sigh of envy. — In France, they understand what is vital to the common good. The medical school in Paris has full access to the charity hospitals. Their students have all the bodies they could possibly use for study. Now,
The serving girl returned with their drinks and a platter of steaming oysters, which she laid on the table. — Dr. Crouch, — she said. — There's a gentleman wishes to speak to you. Says it's his wife's time, and she's in distress. —
Crouch glanced around the tavern. — Which gentleman? —
— He waits outside, with a carriage. —
Sighing, Crouch stood up. — It appears I shall have to leave you. —
— Shall we accompany you? — asked Wendell.
— No, no. Don't let the oysters go to waste. I'll see you all in the morning, on the ward. —
As Dr. Crouch walked out the door, his four students wasted no time attacking the platter.
— He's right, you know, — said Wendell, plucking up a succulent oyster. — Paris is the place to study, and he's not the only one to say it. We're at a disadvantage. Dr. Jackson has encouraged James to complete his studies there, and Johnny Warren will soon be headed to Paris as well. —
Edward gave a dismissive snort. — If our education is so inferior, why are
— My father thinks studying in Paris is an unnecessary extravagance. —
Merely an extravagance for him, thought Norris. For me, an impossibility.
— Have you no wish to go? — said Wendell. — To learn at the feet of Louis and Chomel? To study fresh cadavers, not these half-pickled specimens practically rotting off the bone? The French understand the value of science. — He tossed the empty oyster shell onto the platter. —
— When I go to Paris, — Edward said with a laugh, — it won't be to study. Unless the subject is female anatomy. And one can study that anywhere. —
— Although not as thoroughly as in Paris, — said Wendell, grinning as he wiped hot juices from his chin. — If tales of the enthusiasm of French women are to be believed. —
— With a large enough purse, one can buy enthusiasm anywhere. —
— Which gives even short men like me hope. — Wendell raised his cup. — Ah, I feel a poem coming on. An ode to French ladies. —
— Please, no, — groaned Edward. — No verse tonight! —
Norris was the only one who did not laugh at that. This talk of Paris, of women who could be bought, reopened the deepest wound of his childhood.
— You're awfully quiet tonight, — said Wendell. — Is it about that meeting with Dr. Grenville? —
— No, I told you it was nothing. Just about Rose Connolly. —
— Oh. That Irish girl, — said Edward, and he grimaced. — I have a feeling Mr. Pratt has more evidence against her than we're hearing. And it's not just about some fancy bauble she's stolen. Girls who steal are capable of worse. —
— I don't know how you can say that about her, — said Norris. — You don't even know her. —
— We were all on the ward that day. She revealed a complete lack of respect for Dr. Crouch. —
— It doesn't make her a thief. —
— It makes her an ungrateful little brat. Which is just as bad. — Edward tossed an empty shell onto the platter. — Mark my words, gentlemen. We'll be hearing more about Miss Rose Connolly. —
Norris drank too much that night. He could feel the effects as he walked unsteadily home along the river, his belly filled with oysters, his face flushed from the brandy. It had been a glorious meal, the finest he'd enjoyed since arriving in Boston. So many oysters, more than he ever thought he could consume! But the glow from the alcohol could not ward off the bone-chilling wind that blew in from the Charles River. He thought of his three classmates, bound for their own far superior lodgings, and pictured the cheery fires and the snug rooms that awaited them.
An uneven cobblestone caught his shoe and he stumbled forward, barely catching himself before he fell. Dazed by drink, he stood swaying in the wind, and gazed across the river. To the north, at the far end of Prison Point Bridge, was the faint glow of the state prison. To the west, across the water, he saw the lights of the jail on Lechmere Point. Now,
From there, one can tumble only one step lower, and that is into the grave.
Oh, yes, this was a grim view, but it was also what fed his ambition. He was driven not by the lure of endless platters of oysters or a taste for fine calfskin shoes or velvet collars. No, it was this view in the other direction, over the precipice, to where one might fall.
I must study, he thought. There's still time tonight, and I'm not so drunk that I can't read just one more chapter in Wistar's, cram a few more facts into my head.
But when he climbed the narrow stairs to his freezing attic room, he was too exhausted to even open the cover of the textbook, which sat on the desk by the window. To save on candlelight, he stumbled around in the dark. Better not to waste the light and wake up early, when his brain was fresh. When he could read by daylight. He undressed in the faint glow of the window, staring out across the hospital common as he untied his cravat, unbuttoned his waistcoat. In the distance, beyond the black swath of the common, lights flickered in hospital windows. He imagined the shadowy wards, echoing with coughs, and the long rows of beds where patients now slept. So many years of study lay before him, yet he had never doubted that he was meant to be here. That this moment, in this cold attic, was part of the journey he'd begun years ago as a boy, when he'd first watched his father slice open a slaughtered pig. When he'd beheld its heart still quivering in the chest. He had pressed his hand to his own chest, and felt his own beating heart, and had thought: We are alike. Pig and cow and man, the machine is the same. If I can only understand what drives the furnace, what keeps the wheels turning, I will know