Jack shook his head. All night long he had relived Celina’s death, trying to convince himself that he’d done everything he could to save her, but nevertheless feeling that he hadn’t done nearly enough. “Harold said they’ve found nothing. Not a thing.”
“Are you going to be all right?”
“What’s all right? I know that once this deal is complete, I’m out of here. I’m going to leave Redman International, disappear somewhere. Before I do anything else, I have to get my head on straight, Diana.”
“You didn’t sleep last night, did you?”
“Not a wink.”
“Me either,” she said. “And I’m dreading going back to my apartment. If I didn’t have to go back, Jack, I wouldn’t go.”
“Then don’t,” he said. “You can stay with me until everything blows over. When you’re ready to go back, you go back.”
“I wish it were that easy,” she said. “But there are a stack of files I have to collect before we leave for Iran- and much of them are in my office at home.”
Jack finished the last of his coffee. “Let me go with you,” he said. “To be honest, I’d be grateful for anything that can help take my mind off Celina.”
The air was still when they entered her apartment.
There was no commotion, no officers talking into their cell phones, no one there to kneel by her side and tell her that everything was going to be all right while she sat stunned as they wheeled Eric’s body out of her apartment.
Instead, there was only quiet and it left her vacant. As Diana followed Jack inside, she kept thinking how unreal this still was. Just yesterday, she thought, as they moved into the living room and she saw the winding oak staircase, they had found Eric Parker dead at the bottom of it.
Jack must have sensed her uneasiness.
“Let’s get this over with,” he said. “Where’s your office?”
Diana nodded toward the stairs, but she made no effort to climb them.
“Do you want me to get the files for you?”
She hesitated, but then said that she didn’t. The files she needed were stored in her desk, packed away in a black crocodile briefcase. Not only would it be easier for her to get the files herself, but she also knew that Eric had been using her computer yesterday afternoon. She was still curious to see what he was so curious about. “But I’d like it if you came with me,” she said.
When they reached the top of the stairs, Diana hesitated only briefly before she approached the closed office door. She turned the handle and gave it a push. The door swung open, coming gently to rest against the rubber doorstop, exposing a plain room filled with the muted light of an overcast sky.
She moved toward her desk and noticed the large, black smudges soiling the back of her computer. Jack noticed it, too. “Looks as if you’ve had some computer problems,” he said. “What do you suppose he was up to?”
“No idea.”
But she was determined to find out. She sat at her desk and turned on the computer. But when she flipped the switch, the machine did nothing. She checked and saw that it was unplugged. Plugging it back in awakened an odd buzzing sound, almost as if the computer’s circuits were frying. The screen flickered-once, twice-and it then turned in on itself.
Jack reached over her shoulder and pulled the plug.
Diana stared at the screen. “He broke it,” she said. “Why?”
“We could spend all day wondering why.”
She turned in her chair and looked around the room, still trying to figure out why Eric would use her computer and then break it. It didn’t make sense. She wondered if he was after information of some sort, but even that didn’t make sense. There was nothing Eric didn’t know about all aspects of Redman International.
Like her, he had had top clearance to all files and he was well-versed in every one of them. And even if he had forgotten something in the two weeks that had passed since his termination-which, knowing him, she doubted-she had openly discussed several ongoing deals with him during the time they’d spent together. She had updated him on everything-including the takeover of WestTex Incorporated.
There was nothing he didn’t know. And yet he used and broke her computer for a reason.
She looked over at the long line of metal file cabinets along the far left wall and wondered if he had found her key and gone through those.
She left her chair. As she moved past Jack, she thought of all the times Eric had used her, hurt her, taken advantage of her, and of all the times she swore to herself that he never again would he be given that chance.
Now, as she stopped in front of a white table that held one of her two printers, she couldn’t help feeling that she’d been taken again by the son of a bitch.
She removed the table’s only drawer and emptied its contents onto the floor-pens and pencils and scraps of paper fell at her feet. Taped to the back of the drawer would be the only other key to her file cabinets-the other key she carried with her at all times. But if this key was missing, if it was gone or put back improperly, she would know that he had been into her files.
She flipped the drawer over-and saw that the key was still there, still taped to the back, clearly unmoved. Eric hadn’t broken into her files. And Diana felt foolish. It occurred to her that maybe he had just been bored sitting here alone and accessed her computer only to surf the Web.
Buy why break the machine?
Jack came over to where she was kneeling and began picking up the clutter at her feet. “It’s probably nothing,” he said, taking the drawer from her hand and inserting it back into the desk. “We might be blowing this out of proportion.”
Diana wanted to agree with him, but she couldn’t. “That computer didn’t break on its own,” she said. “It was only a few months old.”
“There’s a chance that we’re reaching here. Maybe he didn’t break it intentionally. Maybe it did break on its own.”
She considered this, but it didn’t feel right. Eric had lied to her too often to think that this was less than it seemed.
“What could he gain from going through your files and using your computer?”
Diana could come to only one conclusion-Eric needed money. She told Jack about the enormous hospital bills he had to pay when George terminated his insurance, about the pipes bursting in his apartment and how the water had seeped through to the apartment below, destroying Mrs. Aldrich’s prized paintings and furniture.
“She was threatening to sue Eric and he was desperate,” she said. “He was rapidly running out of money, he knew he wouldn’t be able to afford a lawyer-certainly not a decent one-and I didn’t offer to defend him. Before I left him alone yesterday morning, I asked how he was going to come up with the money he needed to cover those debts.”
“What did he say?”
It was a moment before Diana could speak. As realization slowing dawned on her, the ramifications of what she was thinking chilled her. “He mentioned something about contacting Louis Ryan for a job.”
“Louis Ryan?” Jack said. “But George hates that man. Celina told me that Ryan once accused George of killing his wife.”
Diana didn’t hear Jack. She wasn’t aware of anything else except for the cold possibilities that were now in front of her. “All of those roses,” she said to herself.
“What are you talking about?”
Diana moved to her desk. In the left-hand drawer would be the files she’d collected on the takeover of WestTex Incorporated-files Eric hadn’t seen or read.
She opened the drawer, feeling only slightly relieved when she saw that the shiny black briefcase was still there, just as she had left it. She removed the briefcase and put it on her desk. Jack moved behind her. As Diana unsnapped the brass latches, she realized that if the files were disturbed, or if they were missing, she would have