'I don't think it will fit.'
She looked down at the bottom of the door. There was about a quarter of an inch opening.
'Try,' she said. 'If it doesn't fit, just leave it in front of the door.'
'I can't do that,' he said.
'Then take it back to the desk.'
Something scuttled by the door and a thin, white envelope poked under the small opening.
'Anything else I can do?' he asked.
Maybe he was just waiting for a tip. He wasn't going to get one, not if it meant opening the door.
'Nothing,' she said.
'Right,' said the man.
She pressed against the wall and listened. The thin carpeting masked his footsteps. She thought she heard a slight jingle, maybe keys in his pocket. The sound moved away. She reached down, pulled the envelope in and quickly pressed herself back against the wall next to the door.
She did not panic. Panic was not part of her being. Caution was. He had almost tricked her. She should have known that the call had not come from Jeffrey. She should have known it wasn't his voice no matter how much the caller had tried to hide the truth. But she loved Jeffrey. There was no question about that. She was no child molester, not like the others in the group. This was unfair, but she had grown used to life being unfair.
She tore open the envelope.
The note inside read: 'Ellen, Another time. Another place. Adam.'
'Mr. Sunderland. Police.'
Paul Sunderland had been reading a book, Thomas Friedman,
Paul got up, put the book aside. The hotel room smelled musty. He hadn't brought his inhaler. It would be a long night, a sleepless night.
'Yes?' he called.
'We think Adam Yunkin is in the hotel,' said the policeman. 'He just left a note for Miss Janecek.'
'How did he-?' Sunderland began.
'He called her cell phone. She told him where she was. We've got to move you both to another location. Detective Flack is on the way.'
'Oh shit,' mumbled Sunderland.
'Let's go,' the policeman said urgently. 'Leave your things. We'll have someone bring them.'
Sunderland was still dressed but barefoot. He moved to the door and said, 'I've got to get my shoes and then…'
He opened the door.
Somehow he wasn't surprised. Did he know, suspect at some level that he would be facing Adam Yunkin? Paul was at least as big as the man he knew as Adam. Paul was also in good shape. Forty minutes each morning at the gym, twenty of those all out on the stationary bike. The man he had known as Adam didn't appear to be armed, but Paul knew that was certainly not the case.
'Come in,' Paul said calmly.
Keith limped into the room, closing the door behind him. Could Paul lure him farther in, away from the door? If he could just get him away from the door, Paul could beat him into the corridor. Where the hell was the real cop, the cop who was supposed to be guarding him?
'Let's talk,' said Sunderland.
'About what?'
'You,' said Sunderland.
'Nothing to say,' said Keith.
They stood facing each other. Keith stood between Paul and the door.
'I didn't molest that boy,' said Sunderland.
'You're lying,' said Keith evenly.
Sunderland shook his head and said, 'No. The boy lied. That lie changed my life, almost ruined it.'
'In the sessions, you said- ' Keith began.
'I needed the confidence of everyone in the group if I was going to help them. I needed your confidence. I never got it.'
Keith Yunkin hesitated.
'You're lying to save your life,' he said.
'No, I'm telling the truth.'
Sunderland's eyes met Keith's. He was convincing. Paul Sunderland made his living by being convincing. Keith was not convinced. He took the knife out of his pocket and flipped it open.
Sunderland played it out, eyes meeting Keith's with sympathy he really felt and with fear, which he hid.
Paul made his dash for the door. Paul didn't make it.
Mac got to the hotel lobby just before Flack arrived. When they got off the elevator on the sixth floor, they found Mike Danielson, the uniformed officer who had been guarding Paul Sunderland, kicking against the door of a linen closet in which he sat, hands tied behind his back. His head was a hood of blood.
'Didn't see him,' Danielson muttered as Mac pressed a gauze pad from his kit against the wound. 'Did he…?'
Flack untied Danielson quickly. Then he joined Mac, who was headed for Sunderland's room. The door was closed but not locked.
Paul Sunderland lay on the musty carpeting, pants and underwear pulled down, shoeless, head turned to his left, looking at nothing.
'What do you see?' asked Flack.
'Rage,' said Mac, wiping blood away from the dead man's thigh. 'And this.'
Flack looked over the kneeling Mac's shoulder, saw the letter
'One question left,' said Mac.
'What?' asked Flack.
'Is he done spelling?' asked Mac.
13
MORNING. THE MAN KNOWN as JIM PARK, whose name had been Jung Park before he legally changed it, was late for work. He had never been late, not in the six years he had worked for Sunstar Digital Service Laboratories. Damned subway. He would explain the situation to Walter Parasher, whose name before he legally changed it was Akram, which meant 'most generous,' which Jim sincerely hoped would be his guiding principle when Jim walked tardily into the office.
It would have helped if Jim were not considered to be the company comic. It would have helped if Jim's efforts at jokes were appreciated or understood by his Indian bosses, particularly Walter. It did help that Jim was brilliant, though he often feared that his skill was not enough to save him in a downsizing. What he did came easily to Jim