Archeth looked away, wordless.
Shook her head.
CHAPTER 44
He stumbles for a long time across a desolate marsh plain strewn with the living heads of dwenda victims, and into a bitter wind. Men, women, children, even some dogs all cemented to tree stumps around him, all alive to some degree, though few are probably sane anymore. There are tens of thousands of them. Their voices tangle around his knees like marsh mist, come mumbling and weeping and sometimes screaming up to his ears. Sometimes what they say is intelligible. He tries not to hear them.
Mummy I don t like it I don t like it Mummy make it stop, I don t like it make
She s about five or six. Long rat s tails of muddy hair plastered on her face. Voice a thin, hopeless moan. If the mother she s calling for is with her, she has long since stopped talking back to her daughter in anything but screams or gibbering.
He marches doggedly on, waiting for her voice to fade out like the others. There is nothing he can do. There is nothing he can do for any of these people. The marsh stretches to the horizon in all directions. There is water underfoot, everywhere. And as long as there is water, the roots will draw sustenance, and as long as the roots draw sustenance, the lives spiked atop them will endure.
Seethlaw told him this.
Is it any worse, Seethlaw asked him at Ennishmin, than the cages at the eastern gate in Trelayne, where your transgressors hang in agony for days at a time as an example to the masses?
He seemed genuinely not to understand Ringil s horror.
Seethlaw is out there somewhere now. Ringil can hear him from time to time, howling from the horizon, keeping pace.
He shivers, with cold and the traceries of memory. He puts one foot in front of the other and does not fall down. He stares at the horizon ahead. His wounded eye and face seemed to have healed, but into what he is not sure. He remembers putting his hand to the wound, some measureless time before, but cannot recall what his fingers touched. And now, whenever his hand twitches upward again, something in him will not let it rise.
He is weaponless, he is cold.
But the cold drives him on.
Not for the first time, he sags to an exhausted halt. He drops to his knees in the shallow muddy water and the squelching marsh grass.
Time.
It s coming again, Risgillen s revenge. Last time, he screamed at the leaden sky. It didn t do any good. Now he just stares dully at the nearest heads, defocuses his gaze, tries not to meet their eyes.
Seethlaw s howling circles closer. He knows he won t see him yet, but
He collapses on his side, sobbing like a child. He sees the standing stones as they emerge around him, towering sentinels against the gray sky.
He curls up and awaits his old lover. rrrrrrRingilllllllll
He flinches from the sound. But it s too late, too late. He sees a blurred, pale form, bounding inward through the gap between the stones, and Seethlaw, or whatever s left of him, is on him like a rabid dog. Ringil fends him off weakly, punching, kicking, yelling from a ragged throat. Glimpses of the dwenda s face, hideous, hacked apart, jaws agape in the mess, one eye gone. He snarls and tears at Ringil s legs, severs hamstrings. He bites off Ringil s fingers in knuckled chunks, then what s left of his flailing, mutilated hands. Blood gouts from the ragged-boned stumps, but Ringil has already learned he can t pass out, not yet. He draws into himself, bloodied and cringing, like a fetus torn from a womb ahead of time.
Seethlaw capers and snaps and snarls around him, sometimes on two legs, sometimes on four. The dwenda has lost the power of articulate speech, he s an animate husk, an empty shell of alien rage and hunger and hate.
Eventually, when Gil has nothing left to resist with, no more screaming to give, he circles in and begins to tear at Ringil s groin and belly. Buries his misshapen head in Ringil s entrails and worries at his rib cage from within, tearing and snorting.
Raises a bloodied snout and goes, at last, for Ringil s throat.
Frenzied worrying, a single, merciful crunch.
The pain goes out like lamplight dying, gray sky above, fading to black.
But beyond death, there is no respite. ringil wakes, fallin through thick gray wool, the color of the sky.
Falls, once more, reborn and flailing, into the marsh.
And so it begins again.
He twitches. He quivers, clutching at dreadful wounds he no longer has, whimpering. It costs him everything he has just to unfold from his fetal ball.
There s a distant sound, like a glass fairy falling down a ladder miles away.
Familiar sound.
He stops whimpering and listens.
There again tumbling, chiming. Coming closer.
Chords off a long-necked mandolin.
Ringil struggles to his hands and knees, heart in his throat at the sound of the music. He crabs about in the marsh mud, staring for its source.
There!
Moving among the stump-mounted heads, moving closer. A slim, brim-hatted figure, taking slow, careful strides in the marsh mud, mandolin held high across his body like some kind of shield. Notes cascade from the instrument, and as the figure gets closer, so the weeping and moaning of the dwenda victims quietens. Ringil, scrabbling into a huddled sitting position and staring, sees how they all close their eyes and their mouths stop moving, as if the figure has laid a comforting hand on each brow as he passes.
Closer yet, the mandolin song reaches out, and Ringil feels tears squirt in his own eyes. The figure comes to a halt in front of him, and stops playing. He crouches to Ringil s level.
Hjel the Dispossessed.
Beneath the hat brim, the eyes are older, and he thinks he sees more lines in the weather-tanned face, gray in the stubbled beard. But the mischief is still there, the ragged young prince endures. Hjel is still somewhat young.
Ringil, what the fuck are you doing out here?
From depths he d forgotten he owned, Ringil dredges up the corner of a bleak smile. But his voice is a cracked husk.
Paying a debt, I think.
You Hjel plucks a single note off the mandolin s fretboard and it startles away across the marsh. Oh, ye gods, Gil. Gil! Don t you Haven t you understood? Did I really not teach you well enough?
Ringil shivers miserably in the wind. Doesn t look like it. Not yet, anyway.
Gil. He sets the mandolin on his knee, puts out a hand and touches Ringil s face. Gil flinches, he can t help it. You re not alone here. You re not powerless. Didn t I tell you that? You don t have to be here.
Tell Seethlaw that, says Ringil, and gags on recollection, eyes skittering out toward the horizon. He ll be back soon enough.
And if he is? Hjel stood up. I told you, Gil: The cold legions wrap around you already and they are yours to command.
Don t see any fucking legions, Hjel. Ringil shivers again. There s just
He stares at the unending ranks of living heads, the thousands he s stumbled past, the tens of thousands more to the horizon No, he says numbly.
Yes, Gil. Yes. Now get up.
Hjel s long hand offered he grabs it and pulls himself to his feet. The two of them stand together, close. The
