longed to tell Lactu of their master’s evil nature, but couldn’t think of a way to do so without implicating himself, and he was loath to lose the overseer’s affection.
One night, late in the season, Adair was woken by a presence in his bedchamber. He knew as he lit a candle that he wasn’t alone, but nonetheless was startled to find the physic standing at the foot of the bed.
His heart pounded at the memory of the horrors the man was capable of. “Master, you surprised me. Are you in need of my services?”
“I have not seen you in so long, Adair, I wanted to look upon you but, I swear, I would almost not recognize you,” he said in his brittle rasp. “Life here has agreed with you. You’ve grown. You’re taller-and stronger.” There was a look, a flash of the old temptation in the physic’s eyes that Adair didn’t wish to see.
“I’ve learned much in my time here,” Adair said, wanting to show the physic that he hadn’t been idle while out of the old man’s gaze. “Your estate is magnificent. I do not understand how you can bear to be away from it.”
“Life here is too quiet for my tastes. I think you would find it so yourself, in time. But that is why I have come tonight, to tell you that we will not stay much longer. Summer is fast approaching, and I am needed back in Hungary.”
The old man’s words alarmed Adair. He’d known this time would end but somehow had deluded himself into believing that it would go on forever. Adair tried to keep the panic from showing on his face. In the meantime, the old man glided to his servant’s bedside, searching his features. He reached over and drew the blanket away, exposing Adair’s chest and abdomen. Adair steeled himself for the touch, but it did not come. Instead, the old man looked at the young man, his hunger palpable, but he seemed content with just the sight of Adair’s body. Or maybe Adair’s maturity gave him pause, for after a long minute, he turned and left the room.
TWENTY-THREE
Upon returning to the physic’s keep, Adair expected that life would continue as it had before, but that proved to be impossible. Too much had happened to him. He was controlled by a notion that he could not expunge from his head, especially during the daylight hours when the physic wasn’t around to dominate his thoughts. Adair could not forget what he’d seen at the old man’s estate: the massive stronghold itself, the bountiful fields, the treasure, the servants, the serfs… The only part missing was a liege, and all that stood in his way were two simple things: the seal, now hidden somewhere in the keep, and the old man’s death.
The seal could be found with a little persistence. Killing the old man was another matter. Adair had thought about it many times during his years of imprisonment, turned it over in his mind and tinkered with each detail, but dismissed it in the end as a mad dream. Every time the old man had laid a hand on Adair, either in anger or lust, the servant had smothered his humiliation by vowing that one day he’d make the physic pay. But it was the memory of that brutal attack with the poker and the months of agonizing recovery that had kept Adair from acting.
Years had passed since that beating, however, and Adair had grown considerably. The physic was no longer quick to raise his hand and, while he continued to look at Adair with desire, his approaches were few and calculated. And Adair’s hatred of the old man had been with him for so long, it was as natural as breathing. His thoughts had grown more precise, the need for revenge more ferocious and undeniable. He hadn’t realized how completely he had changed until one evening as he buried another dead wench. He looked on her lovely body and realized that this last taboo had fallen away. He could easily assault that empty form-but what he really wanted was to ravish the lifeless body of the physic before burying him in the wet ground. And, what’s more, he would be glad for having done it. He felt no fear and no revulsion. He had forsaken the last shred of his humanity. All reserve had been stripped away, layer by layer, like an animal skinned by a hunter. He had become a ready match for the old man, and the thought made Adair happy for the first time in years.
The first step was to secure assistance. Adair needed allies, villagers who already hated the physic, who was in league with their Romanian oppressor. Adair had to find those villagers who held a grudge against their overlord and would be willing to take their fury out on the physic, an easier target than the count. If he could prove the physic had committed crimes against the villagers, crimes the count could not defend, then the count would be forced to look the other way if their vengeance took the form of murder. It was a matter of finding the right people, choosing the right trespass, and producing the necessary proof.
Adair went into the village one day to look for the religious authorities, who seemed a likely choice for his purpose. In the abbey, Adair found a young monk, spared from the rigors of the field and pink all over, like a newborn. The cleric seemed surprised to find the wicked physic’s servant standing in his doorway, but when Adair fell to the cleric’s feet, begging his counsel, the young monk could hardly refuse. They sat together in the solitude of the abbey and he listened as Adair poured out his remorse for being a servant of the village’s oppressor. Adair explained that he was forced to serve against his will. Without dwelling on the circumstances, Adair went on to express repulsion for serving such a wicked and unrepentant despot. When the monk started to reassure him- hesitantly at first, but then the words coming more freely-Adair knew he’d found the ally he was looking for. As a final touch, Adair hinted at dark sins the physic and the count had committed. The monk assured Adair that he could return at any time to further unburden himself.
And so Adair did. The second time he went to see the monk, he described how he’d been sent by the physic to kidnap a child. The monk’s face grew pale and he drew back, as though confronted with a viper, when Adair described the location of the gypsy wagons; the monk confirmed that the gypsies had fled without an explanation. “I assume he intended to use the child for one of his fiendish potions but to what effect, for what cause, I cannot say. It must be the devil’s work, mustn’t it, to require a human sacrifice?” Adair asked in an incredulous voice, making himself sound as innocent and repentant as he could muster.
At that point, the monk begged him to stop, not wanting to believe what he was being told. “I swear it’s true,” Adair said, dropping to his knees. “I can bring proof. The parchment on which the spells were written, would that be proof enough?” The monk, stricken, could only nod his head.
Adair knew it was a simple enough trick to smuggle the papers out of the keep during the day while the physic was asleep, but the next day as he went to gather his evidence, his hands still trembled as he reached for them.
The young monk’s eyes lit up when he read the faded words written on the parchment. He apologized to Adair for doubting him as he handed the papers back and instructed Adair to return them swiftly to the keep, and alert him should the physic begin planning another murderous crime. However, he needed time to work up a scheme to capture the heretic who was, after all, an ally of their liege. Adair protested: the physic was in league with the devil and didn’t deserve one more day of freedom. But the monk’s resolution was tottering; he was obviously having trouble screwing up his courage for so bold a move against the count. To shore up the monk’s resolve, Adair promised to be back with more proof of witchcraft.
That evening, the physic’s company was agony. Adair jumped whenever the old man gave him the slightest look askance, sure the physic could sense that Adair had touched his precious parchments. While the old man searched through his papers for the spell he needed, Adair fidgeted, certain that the physic would find something amiss: a bent corner, a smudge, the smell of burning lavender and incense from the abbey. But the old man continued calmly about his work.
Shortly after midnight, the old man looked up from the worktable.
“Do you still wish to read, boy?” he asked, pleasantly enough. It seemed strange to Adair that the old man would bring this up, so suddenly. Still, if Adair gave any other response, the old man would know something was wrong.
“Yes, of course.”
“I suppose tonight is as good as any to begin. Come over here, and I will teach you some of the letters on this page.” The physic crooked a finger at him. Chest squeezing, Adair rose from the floor and walked to the old
