the ship was secured in its berth, eyes widening at the crowds. His incredible beauty had been dampened by his ordeal, and for a moment, I wished that Adair would not see Jonathan looking so poorly for their first meeting. I wanted Adair to see that Jonathan was everything I’d promised-foolish vanity!
We disembarked and had gone not twenty feet up the pier when I saw Dona waiting for us with a couple of servants. Dona wore a funereal outfit, black ostrich plumes in his hat, and he was bundled in a black cape and leaned on his walking stick, towering over the ordinary people like the grim reaper himself. An evil leer crept over his face as he spied us.
“How did you know I was returning today? On this ship?” I demanded of him. “I sent no letter on ahead to tell you of my plans.”
“Oh, Lanore, you are laughably naive. Adair always knows such things. He felt your presence on the horizon and sent me to fetch you,” he said, brushing me off. He lavished all his attention on Jonathan, not attempting to disguise that he was inspecting him from head to toe and back again. “So, introduce me to your friend.”
“Jonathan, this is Donatello,” I said, curtly. Jonathan made no move to acknowledge him or return the greeting, though whether it was because of Dona’s bald appraisal or because he was still in shock I couldn’t say.
“Doesn’t he speak? Has he no manners?” Dona said. When Jonathan didn’t rise to the bait, Dona brushed off the snub by turning to me. “Where are your bags? The servants-”
“Would we be dressed like this if we had anything else to wear? I had to leave everything behind. I barely had the money to make it to Boston.” In my mind’s eye, I saw the trunk I’d left behind in my mother’s house, inconspicuously tucked in a corner. When they inspected it-waiting until curiosity got the best of them before they’d violate my privacy, even though they’d know I was not coming back-they would find the doeskin pouch fat with gold and silver coins. I was happy that the money pouch had been left behind; I felt I owed my family that much. I considered it Adair’s blood money, paying my family for the loss of me forever, much as he’d assuaged his guilt by leaving money for his family centuries earlier.
“How consistent of you. The first time, you came to us with nothing. Now you bring your friend, both of you with nothing.” Dona threw his hands in the air as though I was incorrigible, but I knew why he acted peevishly: even in Jonathan’s current state, his exceptional nature was obvious. He would become the apple of Adair’s eye, the friend and compatriot against whom Dona could never compete. Dona would fall from grace with Adair; there was nothing to be done for it and that was clear to Dona from the moment he laid eyes on Jonathan.
If only Dona had known, he wouldn’t have wasted his envy. Our arrival that day was the beginning of the end for all of us.
Jonathan came back to life on the carriage ride to Adair’s mansion. For this was his first trip to a city as big and varied as Boston, and through his eyes, I got to relive my arrival three years earlier: the masses of people on the dusty streets; the proliferation of shops and inns; the amazing houses made of brick, towering several stories high; the number of carriages on the street drawn by well-groomed horses; the women in fashions of the day, revealing decolletage and long white throats. After a while, Jonathan had to sit back from the window and close his eyes.
Then, of course, Adair’s mansion was as overwhelming as a castle, though by this point, Jonathan had grown numb to the novelty of grandeur. He allowed me to lead him up the stairs and into the house, through the foyer with the chandelier swaying overhead and the liveried footmen bowing low enough to inspect Jonathan’s crusted shoes. We went through the dining hall with its table set for eighteen to the double-bowed staircase, which led to the bedchambers upstairs.
“Where is Adair?” I demanded of one of the butlers, eager to get this part over.
“Right here.” His voice rose behind me, and I whirled around to see him walking in. He’d dressed carefully, with a studied casualness, his hair tied back with a ribbon like a European gentleman. Like Dona, he eyed my Jonathan as though considering a fair price for him, rubbing together the fingers of his right hand. For his part, Jonathan tried to be indifferent, glancing at Adair and then looking away. But I felt a charge in the air and a recognition pass between them. It could have been what mystics claim as the bond between souls destined to travel throughout time together. Or it might have been the dance of rival males in the wild, wondering who will come out on top and how bloody the battle will be. Or it might have been that he was finally meeting the man who kept me.
“So this is the friend you told us about,” Adair said, pretending it was as simple as having an old friend down for a visit.
“I am pleased to introduce to you Mr. Jonathan St. Andrew.” I did my best impression of a doorman but neither man was amused.
“And you are the…” Jonathan fumbled for the word to describe Adair from my fantastic story, for indeed what would you call him? Monster? Ogre? Demon? “Lanny told me about you.”
Adair raised an eyebrow. “Did she? I hope Lanny did not make too much of a mess of it. She has such a grand imagination. You shall have to tell me what she said, someday.” He snapped his fingers at Dona. “Show our guest up to his room. He must be tired.”
“I can take him,” I began, but Adair cut me off.
“No, Lanore, stay with me. I’d like to speak to you for a moment.” It was then I realized I was in trouble: he simmered with anger, hidden for the sake of our guest. We watched as Dona led a sleepwalking Jonathan up the winding staircase, until they disappeared from view. Then Adair whirled on me, striking me hard across my face.
Knocked to the floor, I held my cheek and glared at him. “What was that for?”
“You
“I had no choice! He had been shot… he was dying…”
“Do you think I am stupid? You stole the elixir because you had intended from the beginning to bind him to you.” Adair reached down and grabbed me by the arm, hoisted me to my feet, and shoved me against the wall. In his hands, I felt the terror of the episode in the basement, strapped in the diabolical harness, helpless in the face of his violence and drowning in panic. Then he hit me again, a stinging backhand that dropped me to the floor a second time. I reached up again to my cheek and found it smeared with blood. He’d split the skin open, and pain was radiating through my face even as the wound’s edges began to knit back together.
“If I meant to steal him from you, would I have come back?” Still on the floor, I scrabbled backward like a crab to get out of Adair’s reach, slipping on my own silken hem. “I’d have run away and taken him with me. No, it’s exactly as I told you… I took the vial, yes, but as a precaution. It was a feeling I had, that something bad was going to happen. But of course I came back. I am loyal to you,” I said, even though there was murder in my heart, fury at being struck, for being helpless to do anything about it.
Adair glared at me, questioning my declaration, but did not strike me again. Instead, he turned and walked away, his warning to me echoing in the hall. “We will see about your professed loyalty. Do not think this is over, Lanore. I will crush the tie between you and this man so completely that your bond to him will be as nothing. Your thievery and your scheming will come to naught. You are mine, and if you believe I cannot undo what you have done, you are mistaken. Jonathan will be mine, too.”
I remained on the floor, holding my cheek, trying not to panic at his words. I couldn’t let him take Jonathan away from me. I couldn’t let him sever the tie to the only person I cared about. Jonathan was all I had and all I wanted. If I lost him, life would be meaningless, and unfortunately, life would be all that was left to me.
THIRTY-NINE
It is near midnight when they arrive in Quebec City. Lanny directs Luke to what appears to be the best hotel in
