“My mom and dad and my little sister, Annie,” I say. “You know them. You can picture their faces.”
You just shake your head.
Then, a few seconds later, you pull out the gun.
45. “Stand Up” — The Prodigy
I don’t know when the police showed up. All it took was one particularly observant Tokyo schoolgirl somewhere off to our left to spot the pistol in Gobi’s hand and make a phone call, and within five minutes the observation platform had been cleared.
Then it was just us and the cops. For a long moment Gobi and I stood there watching Avenue Anatole France fill with police lights, turning it into a river of flickering blue along the truer, darker curve of the Seine itself. The next time the elevator door opened, it dispatched a wedge of gendarmes in what looked like full riot gear.
But when they saw what Gobi was doing with the gun, they kept on their side of the platform. One of them shouted something, and it doesn’t matter that I slept through two years of high school French-I got the gist. Let him go. Put it down. Hands up. All of that. Gobi ignored them completely, focusing all her attention on me.
“It doesn’t have to go this way.”
“Yes, it does.”
“Just tell me what you’ve done with my family. Tell me where they are.”
“One more must die.”
“Gobi, no, you’re sick. There’s a tumor in your brain. You’re not thinking clearly. Like on the train.”
“Gobi.” I held up my hands. “You don’t need to do this anymore.
Something changed in her eyes, not much, maybe just a subtle shift in the lights reflected in her pupils. I kissed her then, not even thinking about the gun, while she kept it jammed up my chin. Her mouth felt as cold as the metal barrel against my skin, her lips coming open and kissing me, the surprising warmth of her tongue, salty- sweet as it slipped inside and slid against mine. The gun was still there, pushing up hard against my jaw.
“How did you learn to say ‘I love you’ in Lithuanian?” she asked.
“Erich.”
“You are still jealous of him.”
I shook my head. “No.”
She put her lips to my ear. “Sixty-six rue de Turenne,” she murmured. “Is parking garage. They’re in the back.”
“Thank you.”
“And Perry.”
“Yes?”
“I am sorry.”
“Wh-”
She moved the gun from my head and put it against her own, placing the barrel to her temple. Too late, I saw how it was going to end.
“Gobi, no!”
She pulled the trigger.
Nothing happened.
I stared at her. She looked back at me.
“The safety.” I said. “It’s still on. You forgot-”
Then from somewhere behind me, a dark shape flew forward and crashed into her, knocking her to the floor of the platform.
Sitting up, I saw Gobi on her back, turning sideways, grappling with the dark-garbed figure on top of her. I saw the shining glint of buckles and a badge. One of the gendarmes had broken ranks, jumped out into the rain, and tackled her.
Gobi squirmed sideways, reared back, and released a kick to the face that spun the gendarme a hundred and eighty degrees around, hard enough to knock the riot helmet from the officer’s head, revealing a spray of blond hair.
Paula.
In less than a second, Paula had already caught her balance, recovering from the kick, and reached into the uniform she was wearing to pull out an automatic. She held it in the textbook two-handed grip, pointing it at Gobi.
“Paula,” I said.
She glanced back at the gendarmes. “Tonight I bought your lives-rented them for a few moments, anyway.”
“What do you mean?”
“When the reports came across the police band, I got out here as soon as I could.” Her eyes flicked back to the group of gendarmes on the far side of the platform, and Paula reached into her tunic and pulled out a laminated ID badge on a lanyard. “Interpol special hostage negotiation squad.”
“Very realistic,” I said.
“It comes in handy from time to time. The police have orders to stand down until I say otherwise.”
I tried to smile. It didn’t hurt too much. “I didn’t know you still cared.”
“You’re sweet.” Paula drew in a breath of night air. “But deluded as always.” She took a step toward Gobi. “Zusane. You know, the last thing my father said before he died today was ‘Make her suffer.’ I promised him that I would.” Paula regarded her with pity bordering on revulsion. “But… look at you. Christ. You’re half dead already. You can’t even stand up. You’re rotten with cancer. At this point, anything I do to you would be a mercy.”
Gobi didn’t say anything. Still keeping the pistol trained on her, Paula looked out to the southeast, at the long stretch of open, flat field leading off to the Tour Montparnasse. “You know what that is? The Champ de Mars.” She glanced back at Gobi. “Named after the god of war.”
“Then they should bury us both there,” Gobi said.
Paula shook her head again. “Just you.”
I held up my hand. “Paula-”
Paula squeezed the trigger.
The first shot slammed into Gobi’s chest, the second her belly, driving her backwards against the guardrail with the force of the gunshot. She didn’t make a sound, her expression not betraying a hint of what it must have felt like at that moment. It was as if she was just putting the pain somewhere completely away from her, a private place where all the hurt went. I saw her fingers grope for the railing as she tried to hoist herself up to keep fighting, and that was when Paula fired again, hitting Gobi in the left knee. Gobi’s leg went out from under her and this time she stayed down, palms upraised, fingers outstretched.
Her hands were empty.
Paula kicked the Glock aside and stood over her with her own pistol aimed point-blank at Gobi’s face. My hearing was gone in my left ear from the gunshots. Paula’s mouth was moving, shouting loudly enough that I could almost make it out, something about her father, something about the end of it all.
“Leave her alone,” I said, but I couldn’t hear myself, and then I realized that Paula probably couldn’t hear me either.
I stood up.
