“Well, that’s not all bad. We keep eliminating enough possibilities, we’ll be left with the answer, even if it doesn’t make sense now.”
“Maybe, but this thing with Javy Ordonez has Troy’s balls in a bundle,” Ammara said.
“Why? Because it doesn’t fit with his theory that we’ve got a bad agent on our squad? The ballistics report doesn’t, either.”
“He’s not telling us what he thinks.”
“First rule-trust no one,” I said.
“Second rule-eventually you have to trust someone. He can’t do this on his own,” she said.
“What about the polygraphs? Still on for tomorrow?”
“Yeah, except he’s not going to ask you to take one.”
“Why not?”
“The examiner told him that the results would be meaningless if you start shaking during the test.”
“Lucky me. So how do you know what the examiner told Troy if Troy isn’t talking to the squad?”
Ammara smiled, not taking her eyes from the road. “I don’t like being shut out so I pay real close attention to my surroundings. Did you get anything else from Marty Grisnik?”
“He’s going to call you for the ballistics on the gun used to kill Marcellus and company. He wants to compare it to the ballistics from the Tony Phillips shooting.”
“They recover the gun in that shooting?”
“Grisnik didn’t say, but they’ve got the rounds that killed the kid. They can compare those to the rounds we found at Marcellus’s house.”
“If the same gun was used in all three cases, that would be nice,” Ammara said.
“Be more than nice. It would be sweet,” I said. “But it wouldn’t make any sense. Why throw the gun away where it was likely to be found after using it to pop Javy? Pretty sloppy.”
“Wouldn’t have been found if Javy’s body hadn’t jammed up the garbage truck. The gun would have ended up in the landfill along with Javy. More unlucky than sloppy.”
“There’s another angle. Latrell Kelly,” I said.
“Mr. Cream Puff?”
“Yeah. He lived behind Marcellus and he works at the rail yard. See if you can find a connection between him and Javy. You ever been to a joint on Fifth Street in Kansas City, Kansas, called Pete’s Other Place?”
“You mean that sausage place Colby’s always talking about? He dragged me there once. Not my kind of food. I like to see dogs walking around, not on my plate stuffed inside an intestine.”
I laughed. “Grisnik took me there for lunch today. I liked the sausage.”
“You see any dogs?”
“Not a one. I did run into Colby. He was sitting at the bar,” I said, my voice trailing off.
“And?” asked Ammara.
“And what?”
“And when someone’s voice trails off, Special Agent Davis, it implies they want to tell you something else but they prefer to be asked. That’s and what.”
It was my turn to laugh. “Well, I don’t prefer to be asked, at least not at the moment.”
We didn’t say anything else until Ammara pulled alongside my car. I got out and then leaned back in the open window.
“You remember that case last spring, the one where the wife turned the ex-stockbroker husband in for dealing dope?”
Ammara laughed. “And for cheating on her. I think that’s what killed the deal for him. Man, she wanted his nuts slow roasted.”
“Guy’s name was Thomas Rice.”
“Right. The wife’s name was Jill. What about them?”
“You and Troy handled that case.”
“We did.”
“You ever hear from the wife afterward? She ever call?”
Ammara pursed her lips and squinted her eyes, thinking before she spoke. “Last time I talked to her was when the judge sentenced her husband. What’s this about, Jack?”
I smiled. “It’s probably nothing, but I’d like to get a look at the file.”
“Troy would kick your ass out the door.”
“He doesn’t have a boot big enough, but all the same, I’d rather no one know I was looking at it.”
She thought for a minute, chewing her lip. “How much of the file you need?”
“Names and addresses of Rice’s clients before he lost his license. Same for the people he gave up to the U.S. Attorney as part of his plea bargain. Plus any witness statements and all of Rice’s financials.”
“I can’t take the file out of the building,” Ammara said. “There would be a record of that and a lot of questions for me to answer if Troy finds out I gave it to you.”
“You could make copies. Bring them out to the house.”
She looked closely at me, narrowing her eyes, passing judgment. “If I had a dick, I’d say I was about to step on it,” she said.
“Don’t wear heels.”
Chapter Thirty-three
I lowered the windows in my car, releasing the heat that had built up since morning. The day caught up to me like jackhammers pounding me from my insides out before I could start the engine. I fought the tremors with stiff arms clamped to the steering wheel, finally letting go, only to be whipped against the seat back, grunting like I’d been kicked. A woman walking through the parking lot stopped in front of my car, staring, hand to her heart, asking “are you okay?” I nodded and waved her off, though I imagined it was hard for her to tell where the shaking stopped and the nodding started. It was for me.
I’d become a display piece, a street performer, an oddity belonging at the state fair along with the two- headed cow, the bearded lady, and the tattooed man. I wasn’t okay, but that wasn’t her problem. It was mine. I didn’t want her to ask me how I was doing. I wanted her to leave me alone. I wanted to be invisible.
I’d been off work for two days. Not long enough to take it easy even if I knew how. Not long enough either to know whether it would make a difference. Perhaps when I saw the doctor next week, I would find out whether this was the end of the beginning or the beginning of the end.
Ammara, Kate, and Troy were telling me the same thing. Walk away. Let someone else find out who killed those five people. They would say the same thing about Javy Ordonez’s killer. I had no illusions that I was the only one who could solve those cases, though I was certain I was the only one who could protect Wendy.
Though I’d yet to find any direct threat to her beyond Colby’s probable infidelity, I felt the threat as surely as I did the shakes. It didn’t matter that I might be overreacting because of what had happened to Kevin. Taking any chances with her was unthinkable. I would sacrifice anything, including myself, my job, Colby Hudson, or a guilty verdict against the killer, if it meant saving her.
I leaned against the headrest, spent. The shakes had stopped. It was as if they were conducting guerrilla warfare against me, attacking from the shadows and escaping before I could fight back.
There was much I had to do. Talk to Jill Rice and ask her why she was selling her car and house to Colby. Figure out how Colby could afford to buy them even at a discount. Figure out why Tom Rice was so afraid. Find Bodie Grant and ask him whether he was the last man standing. Find the man I thought that I’d seen running away two nights ago. Find Oleta Phillips or what was left of her. Catch the killers. Protect Wendy. Make it all make sense.
At the moment, I couldn’t do any of it. I was all over the place and I was no place. The shaking was adding ten rounds in the ring to my day. I raised my hands to my unseen opponent.
Ruby raced around the house, sniffing in the corners,?ying into the backyard where, to my amazement, she
