Chapter Sixty-seven
'You know what you're saying,' Lucy said.
He grabbed a fresh log from a copper bin next to the fireplace and threw it onto the hot coals, watching as it cracked and burst into flames.
'I reckon that's why I've had such a hard time saying it all these years. Can't hardly believe it myself. I had it in my head that someone else would prove me right.'
'What did you see that no one else saw?' I asked.
He stirred the fire again, set the poker down and wiped his hands on his pants. 'I never seen anyone as cool as that little girl. Doc said she was in shock, that's why she didn't cry, but I watched her when she didn't think anyone was looking. She always had this tight little smile, like she had a secret. And then there was her hands. She had powerful little hands. Sheriff Beedles, the doctors, the DA, everybody felt so bad for her. A week after the murders, I said something to the sheriff maybe we ought to ask her if she did it since we weren't getting anywhere and he looked at me like I was a crazy
man, so after that, I shut my mouth.'
'But you kept tabs on her.'
He nodded. 'Read the local papers where she lived. Every jurisdiction has its unsolved murders but a lot of them seemed to happen near where she lived. After she finished her schooling, she moved every two to three years, usually right after there was a run of dead bodies and no suspects.'
I thought about how she had asked me if I thought there was a madman on the loose and whether I would protect her and how, when I promised I would, she had squeezed my arm and told me that she was glad and wouldn't worry. I thought about Janet Casey saying that Maggie always wore the same gray overcoat and how I had met Maggie in the elevator the day after Anne Kendall was murdered wearing a new black coat.
She'd interviewed Tom Delaney and Regina Blair and knew as much as Anthony Corliss did about their nightmares, more than enough to convince Delaney to let her into his apartment and Blair to meet her at the parking garage. Corliss must have told her about Walter Enoch stealing the mail, giving her the leverage she needed to make Enoch open the door for her. And she could have learned about Leonard Nagel and Gary Kaufman in the same way I assumed Corliss had.
The difference between her and Corliss that had kept her off my radar was the improbability of a female serial killer, though she had debunked that as well, cautioning me not to confuse the unfamiliar with the improbable. It had all been there in front of me and I had failed to see it, focusing instead on the familiar and the probable.
'I don't believe it,' Lucy said. 'A ten-year-old girl. I don't believe it.'
'It fits,' I said, summarizing everything.
Lucy shook her head. 'What if the woman in Las Cruces was telling the truth about Gary Kaufman? He fits a lot better than Maggie Brennan.'
'Why? Because she's a woman?' Goodell said. 'I've seen figures say as many as eight percent of serial killers are women. They're called quiet killers because people have such a hard time believing that about a woman.'
'No,' Lucy said. 'Because she was ten years old, for Christ's sake! How many ten-year-olds murder their parents?'
'Like I told you,' Goodell said, 'ask me after you find her.'
'The address on the incident report is an RFD address,' I said, getting to my feet. 'How do we get there?'
My knees buckled as I spoke. Lucy grabbed my arm, keeping me upright. Goodell, one eyebrow raised, stared at me.
'You okay?' he asked.
I tried to answer but my vocal cords froze.
'He's fine,' Lucy said. 'He's got a movement disorder that makes him shake. It's not a big deal.'
'Uh-huh,' Goodell said. 'You carrying a weapon?' he asked me. I nodded. 'Let me have a look at it.'
I straightened and reached behind my back, handing him my Glock.
'Damn popgun. You take it, Missy,' he said, giving the gun to Lucy.
She smiled and slipped the gun into her jacket pocket.
'Hey,' I said, my voice restored.
'Don't hey me,' Goodell said. 'I'm not riding with anyone shaking and carrying at the same time.'
'Who said anything about you riding anywhere?' I asked.
'You got as much chance finding the Brennan place in the dark as I do waking up next to Angelina Jolie.'
He disappeared again, this time coming back wearing a parka and carrying a shotgun and a box of shells. 'Winchester Speed Pump,' he said, loading the gun. 'The cure for an old man's bad aim. Let's go.'
'What about your grandson?' Lucy asked. 'You can't leave him here alone. His father will kick your ass.'
'Right you are, missy.' He turned to Simon. 'Did you use to be a cop, too?'
'No. I stick to computers.'
'Then you're elected. My grandson likes video games. Don't let him beat you. He can't stand that.'
'No way am I staying here on babysitting duty.'
Goodell racked the slide on his shotgun and took a step toward Simon who backed away.
'Someone has to stay,' Lucy said. 'Jack, Tom, and me, this is what we do.'
Simon dropped his chin to his chest, reached into his pocket for his car keys, giving them to Lucy who kissed him on the cheek.
'We won't be gone long,' she said.
Lucy drove, taking directions from Goodell. The interstate gave way to a state highway that took us onto a county road hard packed with snow and ice, our headlights the only illumination, the countryside invisible in the darkness, no cars coming from the opposite direction to show us what lay ahead. The road was unmarked, turnoffs impossible to see until we were on top of them. Goodell had been right. We'd have been lost on our own.
'Less than half a mile,' he said as we rounded a curve on the road. 'It'll be on your right, just past the tree line. Start slowing down or we'll miss it sure as hell.'
Lucy eased off the gas, the sound of tires crunching snow breaking the silence. The headlights bounced off the tree line, bare branches glistening with ice. Goodell pointed to the trees with one hand, touching Lucy on her arm with the other.
'Here,' he said.
The entrance to the farm was a narrow opening in a tangled hedgerow, branches scraping against the side of the car as we passed through. There was no way to make out the path of the drive except for a set of tire tracks that ran ahead of us. The ground opened up on either side, a rolling expanse gradually climbing toward the farmhouse.
A Chevy Suburban was parked in front of the house. Lucy aimed our headlights at the Suburban as I got out and circled it. The doors were locked. I cupped my hands against the glass to get a look inside but the glare from the headlights blinded me.
'Kill the lights,' I said.
Lucy and Goodell got out of Simon's car, Lucy popping the trunk and finding a long-handled flashlight. Goodell took a slender Maglite from his coat pocket. They shined their lights inside the Suburban.
'There's some dark spots on the backseat. Could be blood but I can't tell for sure,' Lucy said.
The house stood on a rise facing north, trees framing it on both sides, tall branches towering over the roofline from the back, the outline of a small barn visible on the far side of the trees to the east. There were no lights on that we could see.
I borrowed Lucy's flashlight, running the wide beam across the worn clapboard siding where scattered patches of bare wood mixed with the remains of faded paint. The foundation had settled on the west side, giving the sagging porch a funhouse tilt, the second step missing in the set of four leading from the drive to the porch.
I handed the flashlight back to Lucy and looked at Goodell. He was a statue, clutching the shotgun across his body, his breath coming in short, icy puffs, his eyes darting and watering.
'How old are you, Tom?'
