'We will not meet with them,' Nield told Qui-Gon furiously. 'I know what their promises are worth. They agree to meet as a diversion. They will tell us we must disarm. And then the fighting will begin again. This surrender is too soon. If we relent, they'll think we're weak.'

'They know you have backed them into a corner,' Qui-Gon argued. 'They're willing to talk. You succeeded, Nield. Now take your victory.'

Cerasi crossed her arms. 'We did not succeed by being fools, Qui-Gon.'

Qui-Gon turned away with a sigh. He had been arguing with Cerasi and Nield since he'd returned. It had done no good. It was out of his hands, anyway.

Obi-Wan sat at the makeshift table, watching. He hadn't offered an opinion, or tried to sway Cerasi or Nield. Qui-Gon had noted this with surprise. Obi-Wan had wanted peace on this planet. Why did he stand back now? Once again, when Qui-Gon tried to connect with his Padawan, he found a void.

Headquarters was now crowded with the boys and girls who had arrived from the country. More congregated aboveground, gathered in parks and squares. The Young had mobilized, bringing whatever food they had and instituting a supply line. It would take all day to get everyone fed, but they were determined to succeed.

'How did you blow the deflection towers?' Qui-Gon asked Nield and Cerasi curiously. It was a question that had been bothering him since he'd heard the news. 'You'd have to hit them from the air. But floaters couldn't do that job. You'd need…'

Qui-Gon paused. He turned to face Obi-Wan. Slowly, Obi-Wan pushed his chair back. Qui-Gon heard it scrape against the stone floor. Then he stood. He did not fidget or look away. He met Qui-Gon's gaze.

'So it was you,' Qui-Gon said. 'You took the starfighter. You took it knowing it was our only way off the planet. You took it knowing it was the only hope for Tahl.'

Obi-Wan nodded.

Cerasi and Nield glanced from one Jedi to the other. Cerasi began to speak, but thought better of it. The tension between Qui-Gon and Obi-Wan was private.

'Please come with me, Obi-Wan,' Qui-Gon said curtly.

He led the way to an adjacent tunnel where they could talk privately. He waited a few moments to compose himself. Bitterness had no place here. Yet he felt it surge within him. Obi-Wan had broken his trust.

He did not know what to say. His emotions swamped him. Qui-Gon recalled his Temple training with an effort. He would admonish his Padawan according to Jedi rules. First, he would describe the offense. It was the duty of the Master to do so without judgment.

Grateful for a guide, Qui-Gon took a deep breath. 'You were instructed not to take sides.'

'Yes,' Obi-Wan responded calmly. It was the duty of a Padawan to agree to his fault without argument.

'You were instructed to be available to leave at any time,' he said.

'Yes,' Obi-Wan replied.

'You were instructed that Tahl's health was your first concern. Yet you endangered that health by taking our only form of transport on a dangerous mission.'

'Yes,' Obi-Wan agreed.

Qui-Gon swallowed painfully. 'By doing all this, you not only put Tahl at risk, but the peace process on Melida/Daan as well.'

Obi-Wan hesitated for the first time. 'I aided the peace process-'

'That is your interpretation,' Qui-Gon interrupted. 'It was not your instruction. Your Master and Jedi Master Yoda had decided that Jedi intervention at this stage could only prejudice either the Melida or Daan, thereby sabotaging the peace process. You were told this. Is that true, Obi-Wan?'

'Yes,' Obi-Wan admitted. 'It is true.'

Qui-Gon paused. He gathered himself to deliver the Jedi wisdom of the Master and Padawan relationship. How the rules had evolved over thousands of years. How the Padawan's pledge of obedience had nothing to do with power, but everything to do with the gaining of wisdom and the humility of service. How he was not here to punish Obi-Wan, or even to teach him, but to aid Obi-Wan's own journey and enlightenment until the day he grew to become a Jedi Knight.

'I don't care,' Obi-Wan said, breaking into his thoughts.

'You don't care about what?' Qui-Gon asked, startled. Usually, a Padawan was silent after his admission, waiting for the Master to decide on their next step.

'I don't care that I broke the rules,' Obi-Wan said. 'It was right to break them.'

Qui-Gon took a breath. 'And was it right to break my trust?'

Obi-Wan nodded. 'I'm sorry I had to. But yes.'

Qui-Gon felt Obi-Wan's words enter him like a blade. He saw in a flash that since he had taken Obi-Wan as his apprentice, he had been waiting for this moment. Waiting for the betrayal. The strike. He had hardened his heart, preparing himself for it.

And yet he was not prepared at all.

'Qui-Gon, you must understand,' Obi-Wan said quietly. 'I've found something here. All my life, I have been told what is right, what is best. The path has been pointed out to me. That was a great gift, and I'm grateful for all I've learned. But here on this world all those abstractions I've learned suddenly fit into something concrete. Something I can see. Something real.' Obi-Wan gestured back toward the headquarters of the Young. 'These people feel like my people. This cause feels like my cause. It calls to me like nothing I've ever felt before.'

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