The old one called Ki-Adi-Mundi stroked his beard. 'Your thoughts dwell on your mother.'
Anakin felt his stomach lurch at the mention of her. He bit his lip. 'I miss her.'
Yoda exchanged glances with several others on the Council. 'Afraid to lose her, I think.'
Anakin flushed. 'What's that got to do with anything?' he asked defensively.
Yoda's sleepy eyes fixed on him. 'Everything. To the dark side, fear leads. To anger and to hate. To suffering.'
'I am not afraid!' the boy snapped irritably, anxious to leave this discussion and move on.
Yoda did not seem to hear him. 'The deepest commitment, a Jedi must have. The most serious mind. Much fear in you, I sense, young one.'
Anakin took a deep breath and let it out slowly. When he spoke, his voice was calm again. 'I am not afraid.'
Yoda studied him a moment. 'Then continue, we will,' he said softly, and the examination resumed.
Chapter 18
Jar Jar Binks of the Gungans and Queen Aniidala of the Naboo stood together at a window that ran floor to ceiling in the Queen's chambers, looking out at the gleaming spires of Cor uscant. An odd pairing at best, th. e Queen regal and composed, the Gungan awkward and jittery, they kept company in silence and watched the sunset color the sky a brilliant gold that reflected here and there off the flat metal and glass surfaces of the city in sudden, blinding explosions of light.
They had returned from the Republic Senate some hours ago, Jar Jar, Anakin, the Queen, and her handmaidens. They had come back principally because there seemed to be nothing else they could do to change the course of events regarding the future of Naboo. Senator Palpatine had stayed behind to politick with his colleagues over the selection of a new supreme chancellor, and Captain Panaka had remained with him, asked by the Queen to bring her news when there was any to offer. None had been forthcoming as yet. Now Anakin was gone as well, taken by Qui-Gon to the Jedi Temple where he was to meet with the Council, and no one had seen Padme in some time.
So Jar Jar had rattled around in Palpatine's quarters rather like a stray kaadu until Amidala had taken pity on him and invited him to sit with her. She had gone into seclusion on her return, changing out of her Senate robes into a less imposing goldtrimmed black gown that emphasized how slender and small she really was. She wore an inverted, crescent-shaped crown with a beaded gold medallion arced down over her smooth forehead, but even so she stood several centimeters shorter than the Gungan.
She was clearly in pain, her eyes so sad and distant that it made Jar Jar want to comfort her. Ifit had been Annie or Padme, he might have reached over and patted her on the head, but he was not about to try that with the Queen. There were no guards, but her handmaidens, Eirtae and Rabe, cloaked in their crimson hooded robes and forever watchful, stood in waiting near the door, and he was certain there were guards somewhere close as well. He was careless of many things, oblivious to others, and in general given over to enjoying life in a haphazard way, but he was no fool.
Finally, though, he could ignore the situation no longer. He shuffled his feet and cleared his throat, drawing the Queen's attention. She turned, her white-painted face with red dots on each cheek and a red slash in the center of her lower lip doll-like and expressionless.
'Me wonder sometimes why da Guds invent pain,' he offered sympathetically.
Amidala's cool gaze was steady and clear. 'To motivate us, I imagine.'
'Yous think yous people gonna die?' he asked, working his billed mouth around the bitter words as if he could taste them.
The Queen considered the question and shook her head slowly. 'I don't know, Jar Jar.'
'Gungans gonna get pasted, too, eh?'
'I hope not.'
Jar Jar straightened, and a fierce pride brightened his eyes. 'Gungans no die without a fight. We warriors! We gotta grand army!'
'An army?' she repeated, a hint of surprise in her soft voice.
'A grand army! Lotta Gungans. Dey come from all over. Dat why no swamp beings give us trubble. Too many Gungans. Gotta big energy shields, too. Nutten get through. Gotta energy balls, fly outta slings and splat electricity and goo. Bombad stuff. Gungans no ever give up to maccaneks or anyone!'
He paused, shrugged uncomfortably. 'Dat why Naboo no like us, mebbe.'
She was studying him closely now, her detached gaze replaced by something more intense, as if she were turning an unexpected thought over in her mind. She was preparing to speak to that thought, he believed, when Senator Palpatine and Captain Panaka strode through the doorway in a rush.
'Your Highness,' Captain Panaka greeted, barely able to contain his excitement as both men bowed quickly and straightened. 'Senator Palpatine has been nominated to succeed Valorum as supreme chancellor!'
Palpatine's smile was contained and deferential, and his voice carefully modulated as he spoke. 'A surpnse, to be sure, but a welcome one. I promise, Your Majesty, if I am elected, I will restore democracy to the Republic. I will put an end to the corruption that has plagued the Senate. The Trade Federation will lose its influence over the bureaucrats, and our people will be freed from the tyranny of this unlawful and onerous invasion-'
'Who else has been nominated?' Amidala asked abruptly, cutting him short.
'Bail Antilles of Alderaan and Aks Moe of Malastare,' Panaka told her, avoiding Palpatine's eyes.
The senator was quick to recover from the unexpected interruption of his speech. 'Your Majesty, I feel confident that our situation will generate strong support for us when the voting takes place tomorrow.' He paused meaningfully. 'I will be chancellor, I promise you.'
