'It's hard to leave our pursuit of Tahl,' Obi-Wan said. 'But the Rock Workers need us, Qui-Gon.'
'They need Jedi help, it is true,' Qui-Gon said. He put his hand on Obi-Wan's shoulder. 'You can provide this. But our first mission is to save Tahl.'
'Our first mission always is to save lives and promote justice,' Obi- Wan said, incredulous. 'The Rock Workers need both of us, Qui-Gon.'
'I am going forward,' Qui-Gon said. His gaze was as flinty as the rocks surrounding them. 'I cannot turn back now.' Tahl was close. He could feel her. And he could feel that she was slipping away from him.
'What about Eritha?' Obi-Wan asked, lowering his voice. 'If she returns with me, we will be putting her in danger. And if she goes on with you, she will not have the full protection she needs.'
Obi-Wan was right. Qui-Gon struggled with the dilemma for a moment.
'She will go with you,' he said. 'But before you reach the Rock Workers'
camp, you must leave her in a safe place. You must do this, Obi-Wan. She has no place in that battle. I will come when I can.'
'Master,' Obi-Wan said, his eyes locking on Qui-Gon's, 'this is wrong. You know it is. Tahl would say the same. How can you turn your back on these people?'
'Our mission is too important,' Qui-Gon said.
'And Tahl…' His voice died away, and his hand dropped from Obi- Wan's shoulder.
They stood not speaking for a moment. Qui-Gon felt the gulf between them. His Padawan was filled with doubt and confusion. But he couldn't explain, not here, not now. He would have to go back to the vision he had on Coruscant, how every event since they'd arrived on New Apsolon had confirmed his dread. And he would have to tell Obi-Wan how he felt about Tahl. That was a conversation for another time.
His Padawan looked so confused that he relented. 'Obi-Wan, I cannot abandon her,' he said, his voice low. His gaze pleaded with Obi-Wan to understand.
But he got no such understanding. Obi-Wan shook his head. 'You're wrong.'
The flat words took him aback. It had been years since Obi-Wan had contradicted him so boldly. Qui-Gon flushed with an emotion he wasn't sure of himself.
He turned away without another word and headed to his landspeeder.
Chapter 12
With a grace surprising for a large man, Qui-Gon quickly sprang into the pilot seat, reversed the engines to turn the craft, and zoomed off.
Eritha ran toward Obi-Wan. 'Qui-Gon isn't coming with us?'
'He has gone on with our mission,' Obi-Wan said. 'We will return with Yanci. But you will remain hidden outside the Rock Worker camp. You will not get involved in this battle.'
He spoke the words automatically, his eyes on Qui-Gon's transport as it dwindled in the distance. He wondered if Qui-Gon had formulated a plan of attack for when they caught up to Balog. He assumed so. Yet Qui- Gon seemed so driven, so caught up in finding Balog, it did not seem he had time to formulate a strategy. Obi-Wan had wanted to ask, but did not want to insult his Master. Usually, Qui-Gon found his own time to inform Obi-Wan what he was thinking.
But Qui-Gon had not found that time. Obi-Wan was just as confused as when they'd started. Now Qui-Gon was violating Jedi principles by ignoring a cry for help.
He had spoken bluntly to his Master, but he did not regret his words.
He was right. It was Qui-Gon's duty as a Jedi to turn away from what he wanted in order to help those who needed him.
Obi-Wan had felt this way once before, long ago, on the planet of Melida/Daan. There he had begged Qui- Gon to stay and help the Young. They were being massacred by their own leaders and parents. That day, Qui-Gon had refused to help in the same way. And Tahl had been the reason then, too.
Something in Obi-Wan's face prevented the argument that rose to Eritha's lips. Instead, she pressed them together and nodded. 'I'll do what you say.'
Relieved that he had won that battle, at least, Obi-Wan signaled to Yanci.
'Qui-Gon has to go on, but I am coming with you,' he told her. 'We need to find a place close to the camp to conceal Eritha.'
'I know a place,' Yanci said, nodding. She swung a leg over her swoop and waited for Obi-Wan and Eritha to mount their vehicles. Then, taking the lead, she sped off.
Obi-Wan felt his muscles tense, and his leg suddenly throbbed in protest. He had to struggle for the Jedi calm that was necessary before battle. He and Qui-Gon did not usually argue. Since their rupture when he had left the Jedi order, they had learned to honor each other's moods and inclinations. Even when they disagreed, they had found harmony. One of them stepped back and let the other make the decision. Usually it was Obi-Wan who let Qui-Gon lead, as a Padawan should. But as he grew older, his Master often let Obi-Wan choose, just as he had allowed Obi-Wan to choose a path back on Ragoon-6 during their tracking exercise. They never separated in anger after a disagreement.
Obi-Wan was startled at how disappointed and angry he still felt about Qui-Gon's decision. The wind was cooling his hot cheeks, but not his disquiet.
Would this disagreement shake their union? He didn't know. He had felt distance between them since they arrived on New Apsolon. Perhaps this would deepen it.
He couldn't worry about it. He had spoken the truth. But the distance he felt from his Master saddened
