and then on to Loch Awe.
An hour and a half after Kendrick had left Edinburgh, brilliant sunlight finally split the rain clouds wide, sending God-sized fingers of radiance down onto the waters of the Loch and the surrounding Braes.
The rain still pelted down sporadically as he passed along the shores of the Loch. Now he assumed manual control – and almost missed the old hotel building as it loomed out of bushes of wild heather, with dense thickets of oak trees lining the path to the retreat.
Kendrick let the car park itself in the driveway to the sound of gravel spitting under its wheels. Before him was a two-storey building of granite. Bought by a wealthy Buddhist a little over a century before, since then it had become a dedicated retreat, although Kendrick had never once seen an orange robe during his visits. He walked up to the entrance and passed through the unlocked front door, finding himself in a wide hallway, a bare pine floor under his feet. At first glance it looked as though little had changed during the last several years.
'Hello, can I help you?' A young woman with a crew-cut approached Kendrick from an adjacent room. To one side he could see people sitting in a separate dining area, talking and drinking tea. He didn't recognize the woman, but then, the kind of long-term residents who benefited most from this retreat didn't usually spend much time inside the main building.
Kendrick looked over her shoulder towards the gardens. The parkland that extended toward the hills behind the retreat was visible through tall veranda doors at the far end of the hallway.
'Yeah, I'm looking for Buddy. Buddy Juarez.' The young woman looked blank. 'Maybe you haven't been here that long?' he suggested. 'He comes up here sometimes, when he wants to get away.'
Her expression grew slightly wary. 'Was he expecting you? Some of the people here don't like to be disturbed.'
'It's okay, Sally.' Kendrick turned to find himself facing an elderly man dressed in slacks and an open-necked shirt. A name came to him: Hamilton.
'I remember you.' Hamilton nodded. 'Lukas, isn't it?'
'It is,' Kendrick replied, recognizing one of his former aliases. 'Buddy's around, is he?'
'Yes.' Hamilton studied him. 'He turned up just yesterday – rather unexpected, I'm afraid. I do hope everything's all right for him?'
Kendrick spread his hands. 'I'm sure everything's fine, Mr Hamilton. I know how much he's gained from visits here over the years. We made arrangements to get together while I myself was in the area.' Kendrick beamed, trying to look friendly. 'Is that okay?'
'Yes, I suppose it is,' Hamilton replied after a lengthy pause. 'But please remember that we have to respect the wishes of all our other residents.'
'Thanks, I appreciate that.' As Kendrick moved towards the veranda doors and the path beyond, he could feel Hamilton's suspicious stare burning into his back with every step he took.
Leaving the building behind him, he began climbing up the increasingly steep slope. Just beyond a low dry- stone wall stood an ashram with a curved roof of corrugated iron, a trellis of ivy growing up one side of it. The whole institution radiated a certain peace, but Kendrick had never derived anything like as much pleasure from it as Buddy did. Somehow he found he always missed the hustle and bustle of busy city streets.
A couple of teenagers were wrestling heavy water-smoothed stones into place, building a path from the ashram itself to a nearby stream that ran down into the Loch – from whose shore they'd presumably lugged the stones. Several years before, Kendrick had spent a long weekend helping Buddy and some other survivors of the Maze to build a similar path at the opposite side of the house. That had been just after the Wilber Trials at a time when Kendrick had felt the very real need to work some things out in his head. He hadn't realized until then how much the simple labour involved in building a path could distract him from his problems, how much basic fulfilment and satisfaction it could bring him.
But in the end it had not been enough. After only a couple of days he'd started to become bored, itching to get back to civilization. Buddy, however, had stayed on there for a year or two, with Kendrick paying him sporadic visits once he'd permanently relocated himself to Edinburgh. To some extent, the paths of their lives had since diverged.
But there was still that connection: the Maze.
It happened sometimes with people who'd survived major disasters together. They clung to each other, sometimes keeping in contact for the rest of their lives. Kendrick could understand that easily.
For a long time it'd been that way with Caroline, and with Buddy. There'd been others, but he'd seen too many of them die as their augments turned against them, destroying them from the inside out. He'd given up going to funerals at which half a dozen Labrats watched each other from either side of a grave, wondering which of them would be next to go.
Kendrick headed past the ashram, with a nod to the path-builders. He continued upwards, through a landscape broken by copses and isolated patches of woodland. Smoke curled up from several points among the trees.
Letting his memory guide him, he headed for one copse in particular. Kendrick had somehow never quite managed to get used to the idea of an ex-US Navy pilot living in a tepee.
Buddy was sitting outside the tent, wearing a ragged pair of dungarees over a woollen sweater, a couple of days' worth of stubble clinging to his cheeks. He looked thinner than Kendrick remembered from the last time he'd seen him, more than three years before. He had a cooking fire going in a shallow pit surrounded by pebbles, and was using a plastic spatula to prod at the contents of a tin pan balanced on a wire frame arching over the flames.
Buddy looked up and squinted at him. 'So I guess you got my message. I was worried in case it might have been a little obscure.'
'I'm not the only one who could have figured it out, you realize.'
Buddy grinned back. 'I don't see them coming here. Remember how long I ended up here for, after the Maze?'
Kendrick nodded. 'Couple of years?'
'You thought I was some kind of lunatic for staying here so long.' Buddy picked up a plastic bowl from where it had been sitting on the grass. He lifted the pan from the fire, covering its handle first with a dish towel. 'I'm glad you came. How did things go with Draeger?'
Kendrick reeled back. 'How the hell did you know about that?'
Buddy shrugged. 'I keep my ear to the ground.'
'You mean Erik Whitsett wasn't the only one spying on me?'
Some of the light faded from Buddy's eyes. 'Erik never got back in touch, Kendrick. What happened?'
'Somebody killed him, is what happened. We met, we talked – and somebody shot him.'
Buddy looked shocked. Kendrick explained what had happened in more detail.
'Los Muertos,' Buddy muttered after a pause. 'They've been targeting us.'
'Erik mentioned something to that effect.'
Buddy looked like he was thinking hard. 'I asked you how things went with Draeger. I need you to tell me straight out: are you working for him?'
Kendrick laughed. 'Are you serious? Who do you think you're talking to?'
'People do change.'
'But not that much.'
'All right, so how do you explain your meeting with him?'
'I never had the chance to speak with him face to face before. I just wanted to see what he was like, see what he had to say to me. Wouldn't you want to be able to do that?'
'Sure. And?'
'He tried to bribe me with some miracle cure.'
Buddy smiled wryly. 'There is no cure for what we have.'
'That's pretty much what I said to him.'
'Yet you believe him? Is that what you're saying?'
Kendrick hesitated. 'He wanted something out of me, it's true, but he wasn't lying. He wants people to know how brilliant he is – it's one of his flaws. So, yes, I'm inclined to believe him. I've also been getting some treatments myself, which gives me a serious chance of staying alive longer than without them. That lends a lot of
