whether they were dreams of waking or sleeping. He saw Marion with tears in her eyes, and Janet, with the two boys.
When daylight came, he was lying on his back on the couch, looking at the ceiling: at least that wasn’t padded. There was a small window, set high in the wall, and no sunlight, although the morning was bright enough to tell him that the sun was shining; and outside there was a quiet, bright and happy world. Happy! He tried doggedly to reason with himself, but always came back to the ultimatum: to do what the other man wanted, or to be killed— they’d make it seem like suicide. Suicide depended a lot on motive, and there was one strong enough. Any man who had gone to these fantastic lengths wouldn’t bungle a “suicide”.
But it wasn’t as simple as the man had made out. He could choose, now, between living and at least pretending to help—and no pretence would satisfy his mentor for long —and dying, and thus defeating the man’s mysterious purpose. That was a simple fact. If he refused to “play”, he would be killed.
He could make sure of bitter victory by refusing to play.
But that wouldn’t avenge the dead girl.
It wouldn’t help Janet.
It wouldn’t give Scoopy and Richard back their father.
He lay, unmoving, even when the door opened; movement wasn’t easy, once he was lying down. He expected to see the two male nurses, but instead it was Marion. She smiled at him, closed the door, determinedly, came across, and as he started to sit up, helped him. Then without a word, she began to unbuckle the strait jacket, at the back. She took it off.
His arms were numbed, pins and needles began to run up and down them; agony came. She rubbed his arms briskly.
“Do you feel better? More rested?”
He didn’t answer.
“I’m so desperately anxious that you shouldn’t have another relapse,” she said. “I felt sure that you wouldn’t hurt me. You mustn’t attack your friends, you know.”
She spoke with great simplicity, as if to a child whom she was anxious to impress. He looked at her with his head on one side, and wondered what she would think if she suspected the truth. Was she sincere? Had the man told the truth about her? If so, she might become a useful ally.
“You understand, don’t you?” she asked.
“Yes.”
“I am going to ask them to let you return to your room again. I think perhaps you were out too soon after the last attack. Dr. Ritter believes in giving patients every possible chance.”
At last Roger had a name: Dr. Ritter. It brought reality a little nearer.
“I’ll soon be back,” promised Marion.
She didn’t close the door.
That was deliberate, either because she was putting him on trust, or because the man wanted to find out whether he was desperate enough to try to escape. What could he escape to? The certainty of arrest and the near certainty of conviction; it would be crazy to try. He couldn’t try anything. He was forced back to the choice; whether to “play” or whether to let himself be killed. He’d play, of course; he’d have to play.
Marion was soon back, and her face was radiant. No one was in the passage outside.
They were on the second floor; they walked down to the first, and she led him into the bedroom in which he had first come round. He went straight to the window, for he wanted to see that real world beyond the beech- hedge. He saw three men talking together: the gardener, a tall, thin man with a hooked nose, and the man whose eyes impressed themselves so deeply on his mind.
Roger gripped Marion’s arm.
“Who are the men in the garden?”
“Don’t pretend you don’t know the doctor!”
“Ritter—the tall man.” He didn’t have to think that out very deeply. “Who is the other?”
“Don’t be silly, Mr. King.”
“I’ve seen him before somewhere, and can’t place him.” He put his hand in front of his eyes, as if to shut out a dread vision, and her voice became soft and soothing again as she led him towards the bed. He sat down, but didn’t lie flat. She said quietly: “That’s your very good friend, Mr. Kennedy. He brought you here.”
Marion went out.
CHAPTER IX
KENNEDY came in during the afternoon; the sun was low in the west, and Roger had finished lunch an hour— or was it two hours?—ago. Kennedy came in softly and closed the door behind him, and Roger looked up but didn’t move. Kennedy was smiling a faint, sardonic smile. He came straight across and offered cigarettes.
“Aren’t you scared of me?” Roger sneered.
“I shall never be frightened of you. West,” said Kennedy easily. “I’ve only to call for help, and my friends here will come at once. They know they’re dealing with a dangerous lunatic. Have you had time to realize the hopelessness of your position?”
“I’d like to change it.”
