CHAPTER X
RAIN hissed and spattered against the windows, heavy grey clouds hung low, and the garden was a sorry drenched mass. Many of the daffodils were dead or dying, and there was little colour in the borders, except green.
Roger stood there, looking out.
The door opened. Marion ? His heart leapt, because hers was the only friendly voice and friendly face. But this was the sparrow, and Kennedy was with him. Kennedy nodded and smiled, as if in an affable mood.
“Good morning!” The sparrow rubbed his hands together briskly. “Feeling better?”
“Yes.”
“Good, good. Come and sit down.”
Roger sat in a chair in front of the mirror. The pale white bandages covered most of his face, and he had become familiar with the “new” eyes, nose, and mouth since seeing them three days ago. They made him different.
Kennedy stood behind him, looking at his reflection in the mirror.
“Now!” chirrupped the sparrow.
Bright scissors snipped the bandages at the back of Roger’s head, nimble but gentle fingers plucked the gauzy stuff away, and it peeled off, almost like a skin. There were several layers. Roger gripped the arms of his chair and deliberately closed his eyes. The sparrow said: “There!” After that there was silence, until Kennedy spoke in a marvelling voice.
“Wonderful!”
“Yes, yes, it’s good. I knew you’d be satisfied.”
Kennedy sneered: “Aren’t you going to look at yourself, West?”
Roger clenched his teeth, and his fingers seemed stuck to the arms of his chair. He could imagine the delight in the sparrow’s eyes and the gloating satisfaction in Kennedy’s. Very slowly, he opened his eyes. The vague shape of his head and shoulders appeared first, and he stared as through a mist. That cleared.
He looked into the face of a stranger.
It wasn’t a bad face; not evil. His good looks had turned into ruggedness. His nose was broader at the bridge, his eyes were narrower—he knew that skin had been taken out of the corners. His chin jutted, and seemed less pointed. His lips were thinner, but not turned down at the corners. As a face there wasn’t much the matter with it, but it wasn’t his. His usually long and wavy fair hair was cut very short, showing the shape of his head.
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After the others had gone, Marion came in. She saw him sitting by the window, gazing out on to the rainswept garden and a prospect as desolate as his own future. She came slowly and softly, as if afraid of what she was going to see. He wouldn’t turn his head, made her come round in front of him. She put her hands to her breast and opened her mouth as if to cry out, but no sound came.
Roger growled: “Satisfied with your share in it?” It was hard to say why he felt that he had to be harsh with her.
“I’ve tried to help.” She was near tears.
“And this is the result.”
“If only you’d let me send for others——”
“Let you! Did I stop you?”
“Yes,” she said. “I didn’t tell the police because I thought you were afraid of them. I wanted to help you. I’d give my life to help you. I didn’t care—I don’t care—whether you killed her or not.”
“I didn’t.”
“Then why didn’t you let me——”
“Oh, forget it.” He stood up abruptly. “All right, Marion. Tell me how it is you’ve been nursing me since you stopped thinking I was mad. You know that your precious Dr. Ritter and my dear friend Mr. Kennedy are crooks, don’t you?”
“I—yes.”
“You knew all the time—didn’t you?”
“No,” she said dully. “I’d no idea there was anything wrong when you first came. After I’d looked after you. Dr. Ritter told me that you’d killed that girl and had to be—changed. He gave me the chance of helping you. I took it. I had to take it. I think he knew why.”
“Why?”
“I love you,” she said.
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Was she lying ?
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Or was she trying this way to win his confidence? Was she a tool of Kennedy’s, or simply a victim?
