Alibi

Roger tightened his lips, but fought back a sharp retort, saying, “I don’t think “disgrace” is the right word. The commissioner disapproves of—”

“You making wild accusations in court, and going into a prostitute’s room alone when she’s alone. I have friends in Fleet Street, too, and one of them telephoned me to find out if I know. How often do such situations arise in the course of duty?” Now Janet was really at her emotional worst, her hands clenching and unclenching at her sides. “The commissioner would hardly make such a fuss if this were an isolated instance, would he?”

Again, Roger spoke very slowly.

“Jan, I don’t think now is the time to discuss this.”

“Well, I do!”

“Oh,” said Roger. “You do.” Whatever happened, he thought, he must not lose his temper. He must see the funny side of the situation, must be understanding of the tensions which were tearing at his wife. He tightened his arm about her shoulders, feeling them stiff and unyielding. “Jan,” he said, “had the commissioner known what really happened there wouldn’t have been any fuss. Coppell knew the whole story, and he calmed the old man down. I didn’t know the girl was in the room, and when I heard her breathing I was going to get out but a couple of men had other ideas, pushed me back in, and slammed the door. Then the woman pulled a gun on me. It was really very simple and very silly, and I don’t really know why the old man made an issue of it.”

“Well,” Janet said, in a strangled voice, “I know.”

“Do you, then!”

“And don’t be flippant, Good gracious, don’t you know me well enough to realise that when I’m worked up like this I don’t want to be teased? He made an issue of it because you’re always breaking the regulations. You just can’t accept discipline, and he knows you can’t have an efficient Police Force without discipline. Why on earth you can’t be like other men and just do your job without volunteering for duty and every dangerous case there is, I shall never know. You’re always working. Do you know we haven’t had an undisturbed evening together for over two weeks?” When Roger didn’t respond, and there was really no way he could, for she was undoubtedly quite right about that she went on, “Well, I hope you are suspended.”

“Jan, please—”

“I hope you’re suspended and I hope you’re fired, or have to resign. Then perhaps you’ll be able to lead a normal home life and your over-developed sense of duty can be devoted to your family, and not wasted on a lot of criminals who ought to be horsewhipped. You don’t work for the police, you slave for them!”

Roger took his arm away, and moved to the open doorway. He hadn’t seen her in such a mood for a long time, six months or more, and he kept reminding himself that this was the delayed action after hearing about Scoop’s decision. It might not be reasonable, but somehow he had to ride it, had to help her to recover.

“Well,” he said, “I won’t slave for them forever.”

He could almost see Benjamin Artemeus over her shoulder; and he did see the sudden change in her expression, the hopeful gleam in her eyes, the new intentness. It was as if she divined that he had some outstanding news for her. And now he had to decide whether to tell her about the Allsafe offer. Swift as light, thoughts flashed through his mind; and finally, decision.

In such a mood as this, he couldn’t possibly tell her; she wouldn’t rest until she had persuaded him to say “yes”, and he was a long, long way from feeling sure that he wanted to leave the Yard. He needed days, probably weeks, to study all the implications both of staying and leaving.

“What do you mean?” she demanded. “Are you going to retire?” Her eyes blazed with new hope and she took him by the shoulders and talked as she would sometimes to the boys. “Roger! Promise me you’ll retire soon. Soon. If you want to make me happy again you’ll have to leave the Force, especially now that Martin is going off. I shall be on my own so much in the evenings. When Martin’s home it’s not too bad, even if he’s upstairs painting I can go up and have a chat with him if I’m at the end of my tether. But with him gone and Richard likely to get married at any time, I shall go mad here on my own in the evenings. Roger, you’ve got to retire. Do you hear? You’ve got to.”

And suddenly, her intensity being so great, she began to shake him. And she was still shaking him when the telephone bell rang and kept on ringing.

•     •     •

Roger had to answer the telephone.

Janet was shaking him so furiously, oblivious of everything, that he had to get away, had to have time to recover from the onslaught. The telephone went on ringing, and wrenching himself free, he said brusquely, I must answer that.” Going to the door of the passage, he saw Scoop standing by the telephone, and knew at once, by the set of his chin, the hurt but wary expression in his eyes, that his son had overheard at least the last things Janet had said. Gripping his son by the forearm, surprised, as always, at the boy’s muscular strength, Roger picked up the telephone at the same time.

“This is Superintendent West.”

“Hi, Handsome,” a man said. “This is Bobby Nixon.”

“Hallo, Bob,” Roger made himself say. Usually he could divorce himself from the home situation, no matter how tense, and apply himself to the problem coming from the Yard, but tonight it was much more difficult than usual. Nixon was a divisional superintendent who often acted as a stand-in for divisional men on leave, and Roger wasn’t sure whether he was stationed at the Yard or not at the moment. “Where are you?”

“Fulham.”

“Oh.”

“I’ve just been to see a girl friend of yours,” went on Nixon with heavy humour. “Maisie Dunster.”

“How is her language?” enquired Roger.