her handbag and shook out a whole one and swallowed it when he wasn’t looking. Now she is pretty groggy.
“I think I’ll come down later,” she says. She smiles at him.
As he walks down the aisle, she looks at his back. He could be anybody. Just some man on a train. The door closes behind him.
A young man sitting across the aisle from her catches her eye. He has long hair. “Paper?” he says.
He is offering her his paper. She feels her cheeks color, and she takes it, not wanting to offend him. Some people wouldn’t mind offending somebody who looks like him, she thinks self-righteously, but you are always polite.
“How far you two headed?” he asks.
“Pavo, Georgia,” she says.
“Gonna eat peaches in Georgia?” he asks.
She stares at him.
“I’m just kidding,” he says. “My grandparents live in Georgia.”
“Do they eat peaches all day?” she asks.
He laughs. She doesn’t know what she’s done right.
“Why, lordy lands, they do,” he says with a thick drawl.
She flips through the paper. There is a comic strip of President Nixon. The President is leaning against a wall, being frisked by a policeman. He is confessing to various sins.
“Great, huh?” the man says, smiling, and leans across the aisle.
“I wrote Nixon a letter,” Cynthia says quietly. “I don’t know what they’ll do. I said all kinds of things.”
“You did? Wow. You wrote Nixon?”
“Did you ever write him?”
“Yeah, sure, I write him all the time. Send telegrams. It’ll be a while before he’s really up against that wall, though.”
Cynthia continues to look through the paper. There are full-page ads for records by people she has never heard of, singers she will never hear. The singers look like the young man.
“Are you a musician?” she asks.
“Me? Well, sometimes. I play electric piano. I can play classical piano. I don’t do much of it.”
“No time?” she says.
“Right. Too many distractions.”
He takes a flask out from under his sweater. “If you don’t feel like the long walk to join your friend, have a drink with me.”
Cynthia accepts the flask, quickly, so no one will see. Once it is in her hands, she doesn’t know what else to do but drink from it.
“Where you coming from?” he asks.
“Buffalo.”
“Seen the comet?” he asks.
“No. Have you?”
“No,” he says. “Some days I don’t think there is any comet. Propaganda, maybe.”
“If Nixon said there was a comet, then we could be sure there wasn’t,” she says.
The sound of her own voice is strange to her. The man is smiling. He seems to like talk about Nixon.
“Right,” he says. “Beautiful. President issues bulletin comet
She doesn’t understand what he has said, so she takes another drink. That way, she has no expression.
“I’ll drink to that, too,” he says, and the flask is back with him.
Because Charlie is apparently going to be in the drinking car for a while, the man, whose name is Peter, comes and sits next to her.
“My first husband was named Pete,” she says. “He was in the Army. He didn’t know what he was doing.”
The man nods, affirming some connection.
He nods. She must have been right.
Peter tells her that he is on his way to see his grandfather, who is recovering from a stroke. “He can’t talk. They think he will, but not yet.”
“I’m scared to death of getting old,” Cynthia says.
“Yeah,” Peter says. “But you’ve got a way to go.”
“And then other times I don’t care what happens, I just don’t care what happens at all.”
