“We can hear you. You killed our ambassador, didn’t you?” asked Sandra. She glared at the walls around us, as if the owner of the voice might be hiding behind them.
“Shit,” whispered the assassin.
“I hear you,” I said. “What have you done with Pierre?”
“Ship, I’m renaming you Delta. Respond,” said the stranger. We could barely make out the words. The assassin wasn’t speaking up. I was hardly surprised.
“Ship renamed,” said Pierre’s ship-which was no longer Pierre’s.
“You will not survive our next battle,” I said, “let me assure you of that, whoever you are.”
“Delta, turn off all communications,” hissed the stranger’s voice. That was the last transmission we heard.
Sandra spent the next few minutes fuming and pacing in a rage. I didn’t blame her. I sat silently, brooding. The problem was we couldn’t do much about it. We couldn’t really have saved Pierre, even if we wanted to. Our ship wouldn’t let me get out to help. It wouldn’t fire on one of its own kind, either. So, now we had a traitor in our midst. We had someone who did not belong. A usurper. A murderer.
It was one thing, I told myself, to be pulled up into one of these ships against one’s will and forced to undergo the tests blindly. It was quite another to sneak aboard under false pretenses with cheating knowledge of how to beat the tests. Then, as a final crime, this person had killed the original owner, fully knowing they were stealing the ship.
“Alamo, take us close to the Versailles. Follow it whereever it goes.”
On the big board, I watched as our two contacts merged. The ship, now renamed Delta, had not moved. It wasn’t so easy to figure out how to talk to one of these machines. We had a little time, I figured, but not much.
“Kyle,” said Sandra, eyeing me, “you should report this to Crow.”
“What’s he going to do about it?”
“I don’t know.”
I was in a dark mood. I’d become more of a brooder since my kids had died. I didn’t take well to bullshit like this-if I ever had. What was the government thinking? Here we were, offering them aid in an interstellar war. They had no other allies. Sure, we had robbed a few malls and a few people had died by attacking our ships. But that was nothing compared to the Macros. They were engaged in extermination. They would kill millions-maybe more.
So what had happened? Had Kim Bager ordered it? I doubted that. Had some independent spook-group gotten a wild hair? Maybe. Or maybe a single agent had decided they wanted one of our ships. I didn’t know how it had happened, but it ate at me the more I thought about it. This killing meant we couldn’t trust Earth anymore. I could never go home, no matter how this played out.
I decided something then, as I brooded about it. I decided I was going to find out what the hell was going on.
“Alamo,” I said loudly. “I wish to undergo the injections.”
“What?” Sandra asked, almost shouting. “What are you doing, Kyle?”
Immediately, five black snake-arms lashed out. Three rippled into being from the ceiling and two more came up from the floor. They wrapped around each of my limbs. The third one to drop down from the ceiling circled my neck, but not so tightly that it choked me.
“It’s the only way, Sandra,” I said quietly.
“Don’t do it.”
“Look, I can’t even touch you. I can’t exit this ship. I don’t want to live like this. I’ll take the injections and if they are really horrible, maybe I’ll drown myself or something.”
She looked at me strangely. “You aren’t doing this for me, are you?”
“Aren’t you tired of wearing a leash?” I asked, smiling slightly.
The five arms tightened and stiffened. I looked around, straining my neck to see what they were doing. I had expected, for some reason, to see a dripping needle with a plunger descend out of the ceiling of the ship. That wasn’t how it happened. Instead, the same cable-like arms that held me grew silvery tips. I realized, looking at them, that they were the needles. Why not? The arms were made up of nanites and the point was to inject them into my body, so why not simply form a point, liquefy a number of them and puncture the skin?
I began hoping this wouldn’t hurt too much. My hopes were faint. Five injections? The needles looked as thick as screwdriver tips. I wanted to squirm, but couldn’t.
“This process will temporarily shut down the ship’s command personnel. Confirmation required.”
I hesitated.
“I don’t trust the Nanos, Kyle,” said Sandra. She came close, and the ship restrained her. I was tired of that.
“We’ll figure a way, Kyle,” she told me, getting her face as close to mine as the ship would allow. “We’ll make love if that’s what you want, some day.”
I took a breath and looked at her. I did want her. But that wasn’t the only reason I was doing this. “A government killer took Pierre’s ship. If Earth thinks they can do that, they might try to assassinate each of us in turn and replace us with loyal people. If they get away with it, they’ll do it. I can’t let them have an easy win. We have to move against them now.”
Her eyes widened. I could see that she had begun to grasp the magnitude of my plan.
“You-you are going to board Pierre’s ship? You are going to go after that assassin? You don’t even have a gun!”
“Wish me luck,” I said. I tore my eyes away from her face. The look in her eyes, the horrified stare, wasn’t doing anything for my self-confidence.
“Alamo, command confirmed. Proceed with the injections.”
Driving, hot pain. White hot. Blurring.
I could see, and I could still scream, until the arm that wrapped around my neck looped itself around my chin and skull. The neck needle was the worst, I think. It dug into my flesh. It drove in-worming. It wasn’t the burning stuff it pumped into me that was the most painful. It was those five worming needles. I felt each of them squirming inside my body at five different points, like a team of steel tentacles they rooted around for a thick artery upon which to implant themselves.
I felt blood and sweat run everywhere from my lanced open skin. The Alamo was a machine. It knew no bedside manner, no gentleness. No mercy.
I could not open my mouth to scream, but my lips were fluttering with blasts of heaving breath. I snorted through my nostrils and made long nasally screeching sounds using those twin, tiny outlets. I tasted metal in my mouth and smelled it in my sinuses. The pain went on and on, spreading in a dark burn throughout my body.
I felt them when they reached my spine. They felt like a thousand ants with electric spikes for feet. I felt them when they reached my guts, too. I was filled with gallons of boiling blood.
And at last, I felt them reach my skull. As my eyes filled with glinting flecks and my vision dimmed to nothing, I lost consciousness.
17
I awakened a new man. This might sound like a good thing, but it wasn’t. I felt different, as if parts of my body had been sawn off and sewn back on again. My skin was different. It felt stiff-and when I shifted and groaned in discomfort, my skin resisted my movements. It felt like-like I was wearing a wetsuit, perhaps. A wetsuit made of stiff, unyielding fabric.
I lifted my hands to my face. On each forearm I saw a white circle. I nodded to myself, grimly. The nanites had repaired the hole they made. But they left their odd, tell-tale scars, just as they had on Sandra’s severed fingers.
I looked around for Sandra. I was still lying stretched out on my easy chair, where I’d been spending too much time lately. Sandra wasn’t in the room. I frowned. How long had I been out? I opened my mouth to ask the
