Adelia looked down at Boggart’s shoes. She’d bought them for her in Caen, with another pair and some riding boots, to replace the hulking, hobnailed clogs-a man’s, and far too big for her-that she’d been wearing in Southampton. The girl had clutched the new shoes as she was clutching Ward now, and for along time couldn’t be persuaded to wear them in case they were sullied. Eventually, Adelia had taken the clogs and thrown them away
These were sullied now; the little ribbons that laced the sides had been mouthed so that they trailed limp and wet.
“Why does he do it?” Adelia asked. “What possible…
“I don’t know.” Rowley paused. “She’s been attacked before, hasn’t she?”
“I think so.”
“I’m sorry.” He patted Adelia’s hand and stood up. “She won’t want me around, then.”
“No.”
For a moment, watching him walk reluctantly away, Adelia was overcome by her fortune in being loved by him. He was a man with failings, as all men had failings-as she was an imperfect woman-but his humanity concealed no clefts in which lay hidden monsters like that of Sir Nicholas; it went clean to the core.
Boggart, staring straight ahead, began talking. “My fault,” she was saying. “This un…” She clutched Ward harder. “His poor little belly were upset by summat so I reckoned to walk him… My silly fault. I thought as he was a kindly gent’man. I smiled at him. Silly to make a fuss, no harm done, my fault…”
“Boggart,” Adelia said. She put out a hand to the girl’s face, to turn it toward hers. “You listen to me.
“Ain’t I?”
“No.”
“Tha’s good, then.” She sounded doubtful.
“Boggart. Something happened to you. Before this, I mean. Do you want to talk about it?”
“I’m all right, mistress. Really I am.”
“No, you’re not. It might help if you told me.”
If Boggart was going to, the moment went. Somebody was approaching them from across the garden; Mistress Blanche was walking carefully, so as not to spill a mug in her hand.
She said: “I thought the child might need a pick-me-up. The kitchener gave me some milk. I’ve put some brandy in it.”
Adelia had to untwine Boggart’s hands from Ward’s fur and, even then, hold the mug to her lips.
In her perfect enunciation, the lady-in-waiting said: “It’s never nice, this sort of thing, but men are strange cattle. After all, he did her no harm. One just has to get over it.”
Adelia looked up sharply, but the woman had taken thought and trouble for Boggart. There was humanity here, too; even fellow feeling.
“She’s blaming herself I suppose,” Mistress Blanche said.
“Yes.”
“One always does. Tell her not to.”
It was an admission so unexpected and revealing, such an unbending, that Adelia instinctively put out her hand.
Mistress Blanche didn’t take it; there were to be no all-women-together confessions. “I was concerned for the girl,” she said. “And so should you be. She’s getting cold.”
Together, they got Boggart to her feet and took her back to the guesthouse.
WHEN ADELIA TOLD ROWLEY about the loss of her necklet, he was concerned. “I don’t like you not to be wearing a cross.”
“Why?”
“Every other woman has one; it singles you out.”
Adelia shrugged. “I’m singled out already.”
For a moment he looked into her eyes. “You are for me,” he said.
When Ulf heard of the theft, he, too, became thoughtful.
“Funny that,” he said. “Lord Ivo’s squire told me as how somebody’s been rummagin’ in the luggage packs. Nothing taken, though.”
“Why, do you think?”
“Lookin’ for this, p’raps.” Ulf patted the wooden cross poking out from his mule’s saddlebag.
“That cannot be,” Mansur said. “If a thief is after the sword, he would search for it in the treasure chests, not luggage.”
“Would he, though,
Ulf’s childhood had introduced him to the criminal mind, but this was too subtle for Adelia:
Their conversation was interrupted by Admiral O’Donnell coming up on his magnificent bay, accompanied by Deniz on a donkey. When those two men weren’t taking the rare opportunity, for seamen, of joining Sir Nicholas and Lord Ivo in a hunt, they spent a good deal of the time riding alongside Mansur.
Deniz said never a word, but his master persisted in asking the Arab about his native customs, telling stories of Ireland and seafaring to Adelia, and questioning Ulf about the Cambridgeshire fenlands. In fact, Ulf particularly seemed to intrigue him.
“Now isn’t that the interesting young man,” said O’Donnell, watching Ulf ride away to join his group. “A friend of yours?”
“As are all the pilgrims, I hope,” Adelia returned.
“Not your usual pilgrim, though, wouldn’t you say?”
“Is he not?” Adelia said, feigning boredom. “What’s different about him?”
“Ah, well, I can’t put me finger on it exactly… a certain lack of holy zeal, maybe. I’d say he lacks the sense of
“I think he suspects Ulf of not being a real pilgrim,” Adelia told Mansur grimly, after the Irishman had gone. “Why can’t the blasted man leave us alone? I’m beginning to wonder if he’s looking for Excalibur.”
“It is for you that he joins us, I think,” Mansur said.
“Nonsense, he’s prying.”
The Arab shrugged. “We have given nothing away.”
But Adelia was left with the feeling that, somehow, they had.