“Captain Bolt is coming to escort us. The king wishes it.”
“Not again, oh God, not again.”
Drearily, she poked her head through her smock and looked at him. “What does he want this time?”
“He’s sending us to Sicily”
Ah, now that was different…
“Almeison will not be coming with us.”
“Of course she will, of
“No. Henry’s keeping her here to make sure you come back to him.”
“But, Sicily… we could be away for a year or more. I can’t leave her that long.”
“She’ll be well looked after. She can have Gyltha with her, I’ve seen to that. They’ll be lodged with the queen at Sarum.” This was both
It was the only thing king and queen did agree on. Since Eleanor of Aquitaine had joined the rebellion-the
Adelia put her finger on it. “Allie can’t stay with Eleanor, the queen’s in prison.”
“It’s a prison anyone would be happy to be in; she’s denied nothing.”
“Except freedom.” There was something terrible here; he was frightening her. Panic restricted her throat and she went to the open window to breathe.
When she’d got her voice under control, she turned around. “What is this, Rowley? If I have to go… if I must leave Allie, she can stay here with Gyltha and Mansur. She’s settled, she’s happy here, she has her animals… she has an affinity with animals.”
“My point exactly.”
“She has an instinct, a genius… Old Marly called her in the other day when his hens got ill; she cured Emma’s palfrey of the stifle when Cerdic couldn’t. What do you mean… ‘
“I mean I want my daughter to have the feminine arts that Eleanor can teach her. I want her to become a lady, not a misfit.”
“What you’re saying is that you don’t want her to grow up like me.”
In his fear and anger and love, that was what it came down to. Adelia escaped him, she always had; there must be something of his that wouldn’t get away
“No, I don’t, if you want to know. And she’s not going to. I have a responsibility for her.”
“Responsibility? You can’t even publicly acknowledge her.”
“That doesn’t mean I don’t care for her future. Look at you, look at what you wear…” Adelia was now fully clothed. “Peasant dress. She’s a beautiful child, why hide her light under that dowdy bushel? Half the time she goes about barefoot.”
It was true that Adelia was in homespun; she had agreed to become the bishop’s mistress but, when it came to it, she’d drawn the line at being his whore. Though he urged money on her, she wouldn’t take it and dressed herself out of her small earnings as a doctor. She hadn’t realized until now how much that irritated him.
This wasn’t about Allie, this was about her.
But she fought on the ground that he’d chosen, their daughter. “Education? And what sort of education would she get with Eleanor? Needlework? Strumming a lyre? Gossiping? Courtly blasted love?”
“She’d be a lady; I’m leaving her money; she can make a good marriage. I’ve already begun looking around for suitable husbands.”
“Suitable, I said. And only if she’s willing.”
She stared at him. They had loved each other desperately and still did; she thought she knew him, thought he knew her-now it appeared they understood each other not at all.
She tried to explain. “Allie has a gift,” she said. “We couldn’t exist without animals, to plough, to ride, pull our carriages, feed us. If she can find cures for what makes them ill…”
“An animal doctor. What life is that for a woman, for God’s sake?”
The quarrel degenerated. When Mansur and Gyltha entered the house, it reverberated with the yells of two people verbally disemboweling each other.
“… I have a right to say how my household should behave…”
“… It’s not your household, you hypocrite. The Church is your household. When are you ever here?”
“I’m here now and tomorrow we go to Sarum and Allie comes, too… The king’s ordered it…”
“… You made him do that? You’d give her into slavery…?”
Gyltha hurried to Allie’s room in case the child should be listening. Eustace, the lurcher, lifted his shaggy head as she came in, but Allie was sleeping the sleep of the innocent and unknowing.
Gyltha sat by her bed just in case and glanced with despair at Mansur, shaking his head in the doorway
“… I’ll never forgive you. Never.”
“…
If he’d been in his senses, Rowley would not have said it. When the outlaw called Wolf had tried to kill her and she’d been forced to kill him instead, it had hung a millstone around Adelia’s neck; time and again Rowley had reassured her that the monster was better dead; she had saved Alf’s life as well as her own, there was nothing else she could have done, but still it weighed on her that she, who was sworn to preserve life, had taken one.
After that the voices stopped.
Gyltha and Mansur heard the bishop clump down the stairs to make up a bed for himself on a settle. Distressed beyond measure, they went to bed themselves. There was nothing to be done now.
The last revelers in the barn went home. Emma and Roetger returned to the manor house, their servants scattered to their various sleeping places.
Silence descended on Wolvercote.