Fragile

to be that for her. He would be that. He knew he could be.

Inside, he called the detective. He got voice mail and left a message, telling him about the stain on the road and how he’d narrowed it down to three possible car models. Wanda watched him from the couch, seemed to have something on her mind.

“That story,” she said when he came to join her on the couch.

“What story?” he asked, although he knew what she was talking about.

“About Lily. You should write about it.”

He settled back and looked into her eyes. He thought, Wanda, will you marry me? She’d say no, of course. Charlie, it’s too soon. I’ve been hurt before. Not without a ring. Something like that. But one day, she was going to say yes.

He said instead, “Wanda, I’ve been trying to write that story for twenty years.”

She made an affirming noise, as though she knew all about waiting for something.

“I have a feeling the time is now.”

“Are you satisfied, Jones? I mean, what did you think you were going to find-a bloody shirt, a smoking gun?”

No answer. He’d stopped talking about twenty minutes ago, which was probably a blessing. They’d arrived at that place in their argument where every word they uttered was designed to hurt and inflame. They were in the garage now. Jones was riffling through the garbage can, which simultaneously angered and disgusted her.

The tsunami in her chest made her think of the time after Ricky was born, when she thought she might ask Jones to leave. Parenthood was a crucible. The pressures revealed truths, resurrected buried childhood memories, unearthed hidden aspects of the personality. She’d seen it in her practice-couples changed so much by their new roles as parents that they were no longer compatible. She’d been afraid it was true for them. That dark place in Jones that she’d always found so intriguing was no longer attractive. In fact, it was repellent. The mother in her identified it as a threat. Sometimes, she actively hated him.

But the thought of leaving him had filled her with sorrow; so she’d stayed. And eventually a new marriage had unfolded. It was not as light and full of romance as it had been before Ricky. But there was something more true, more solid about loving someone through change. She thought maybe when marriage survives that shift from romance through friendship to partnership, it’s stronger. Maybe that’s when you go from being a couple to being a family.

“This search is more about you than it is about him. You realize that, right?”

He shut the lid on the trash can and turned to face her. He stripped the gardening gloves from his hands, put them on the workbench by the door. She’d bought the bench and a full set of tools for him two years ago. Once upon a time, he’d liked working with his hands, building shelves and things for the house… a coffee table, an Adirondack chair, a curio cabinet for the upstairs guest room. It brought him some kind of peace. When they’d learned about his high cholesterol and he’d started experiencing tightness in his chest, Maggie thought that it would help to get back to that old hobby, that it might lower his stress level. Everything still hung gleaming on its designated hook. He’d never touched it.

“What is that supposed to mean?” he said.

“It’s about your desire to control rather than to have faith.”

“Faith?” He practically spat the word, as if it tasted bad in his mouth. “What, like faith in God? Faith in the universe?”

She shook her head, released a disgusted breath. “Faith in our son. That we’ve taught him well, that he’s a good person. That he’d never hurt anyone’s feelings, never mind hurt anyone physically.”

Something sad flashed across her husband’s face, and she felt a flood of relief. He’d heard her. He buried his face in his hands. She moved closer to him and put a hand on his arm.

“He’s always been a good boy, Jones,” she said. “And he’s grown into a good man. You should have seen him tonight-strong, articulate, sincere. He’s just like his father.”

When he took his hands away from his face, his expression was so haunted and strange, she almost took a step back from him. She felt a black flower of dread open inside her.

“Jones. What is it?”

Then the doorbell was ringing and he moved away from her quickly. By the time she’d followed him to the door, he was shouldering on his jacket. Chuck was standing in the foyer, the dark circles under his eyes that she’d noticed earlier looking deeper. There was a ketchup stain on the collar of his barn jacket. She couldn’t be sure, but she thought he was wearing the same clothes he’d been wearing yesterday.

“What’s going on?”

Chuck looked at the ceiling above her. She followed his eyes to that hairline crack that always bothered her.

“A lead of sorts,” he said. “Might be nothing.”

She thought Jones might leave without saying anything to her, but instead he walked back and kissed her lightly on the mouth.

“Jones.”

“Keep looking,” he whispered, and then he was gone.

“You should have gone over there right away,” said Jones, climbing into the passenger seat of the vehicle. He didn’t let the other guys drive him, but he didn’t mind riding shotgun with Chuck for some reason.

“It didn’t seem like a priority.” Chuck’s tone was easy, not defensive. “Strout saw what he saw. There didn’t seem to be much else to it until I had other information.”

“You could have talked to the neighbors. Maybe someone else saw or heard something.”

Chuck gave an affirming nod. “It didn’t seem important at the time.”

They sat in the driveway, the car idling.

“What did seem important then? What other information?” Jones asked, rubbing at his eyes. He was so tired that his vision was blurry. His chest felt tight and uncomfortable again. He shouldn’t have had that double cheeseburger at lunch. It was not on the diet recommended by his doctor.

Chuck didn’t look like he felt much better. In the light shining from over the garage, he looked pasty and gray. They were both too old to be pulling all-nighters.

“After Strout left, I got access to Charlene Murray’s Facebook account and her e-mail. Her friend Britney had the log-in and passwords. She remembered she had them written in an old notebook, searched through and found them, gave me a call.”

“And?”

“I found a message that Charlene wrote, the last one on her account, asking Marshall Crosby if he could meet her on Hydrangea and Persimmon. She told him she needed a ride. This confirms what Strout saw.”

The news gave Jones a little rush of energy. He felt some strange combination of relief and dread.

“That was her last communication?”

“Yeah. After that, no other messages. If you don’t count those status bar updates.”

“Was there a message back from Marshall?”

“No.” Chuck held back a sneeze by squeezing his nose. He reached into the pocket of his coat for a tissue that looked overused already.

“So we don’t know if he read it,” Jones said.

“No, but we do know his father owns a green 1968 Chevelle.”

Jones knew that car well. Why hadn’t he thought about it before? Travis had been very proud of it, showing it off in the parking lot the day he got it a couple of years ago, taking some of the girls for a ride. But it was always in the shop with this problem or that. Just the other day, Jones had seen Marshall sitting in the driver’s seat, idling in front of the grocery store. Travis came out with a grocery sack that looked like it contained only a six-pack, climbed into the passenger seat.

Ricky drove a 1966 Pontiac GTO. It was a similar color; the body type might look like the Chevelle to someone who didn’t know about cars, but their GTO was mint; Jones knew that for a fact. For Ricky’s birthday last year, they’d researched the purchase together and finally driven to New Hope, Pennsylvania, to pick up the car from a guy who restored them for a living, just like Jones’s uncle had.

Jones remembered how excited he’d been about his Mustang when he’d turned sixteen. He could see that