sort of marriage I'm afraid of. Of course, that's not quite the same thing as saying I'll be able to make the marriage I
She looked up at him for a few more seconds, and he wished he could think of something else to say, one more reassurance. But he couldn't-not without resorting to comforting lies, and this young woman deserved better from him than that. And so he simply looked back at her, until she gave him an abbreviated curtsy and walked away, leaving him alone on Hill Guard Castle's walls once more.
Chapter Twelve
Alfar Axeblade sagged in the saddle as his gelding trotted wearily homeward. It wasn't raining at the moment-thank the gods!-but the pastures and paddocks remained soggy sources of spattered mud, and he and his horse were both heartily tired of splashing about in it.
Not that Alfar really begrudged his labors. As one of Lord Warden Edinghas' senior trainers, it was his responsibility to be sure that the home farm's facilities were ready when the horses returned from their winter pastures. Actually, he was quite pleased by what he'd discovered in the course of the day's tour. Of course, he reminded himself, the fact that Warm Springs was one of the holdings which traditionally played host to a herd of coursers over the winter helped. The barns, feedlots, exercise yards, and-for that matter-the farriers, horse leeches, and grooms were kept busy all through the winter, rather than standing idle or simply decamping along with the home farm's studs and mares. So unlike some of the horse farms on the Wind Plain, Warm Springs never shut down, which meant all its myriad bits and pieces were kept running smoothly, all year long.
The unusually early departure of the Warm Springs coursers had produced something of a lull in the home manor's operations, and Alfar had taken full advantage of the opportunity for a final, meticulous inspection. He anticipated Lord Edinghas' approval of his report, and he was looking forward to a long, hot bath before he turned in for his well-earned rest. Perhaps that was why it took him a second or two to rouse from his reverie when his horse suddenly snorted and shied.
Alfar shook his head, automatically answering the gelding's abrupt lunge with a strong hand on the reins and firm, almost instinctive pressure from his knees. He brought the horse around, facing back in the direction of whatever had caused it to shy, and sudden, icy horror flooded through his veins, blotting away his sense of satisfaction and accomplishment as if they had never existed.
He stared at the sight no Sothoii had ever seen. The nightmare sight, no Sothoii would ever have
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'Only seven?' he said, turning to the man beside him, and his question was a plea to be told that the number was wrong. 'Only
'Five mares and two fillies . . . and eight foals,' Alfar Axeblade said grimly. 'And two of the mares are bachelors. So five of the foals who got back alive-so far -' there was inexpressible bitterness in the qualifier '- are orphans.'
'Phrobus take it, man, there were over forty adult coursers in that herd! Where are all the others?' Edinghas knew there was no way Axeblade could answer his question, but his horror, grief, and fury goaded it out of him anyway.
'Fiendark seize it, Milord, what in Phrobus' name makes you think
'You don't, of course. Not any more than I do,' he said heavily. He reached out, resting one hand on the taller man's shoulder, and squeezed. 'Forgive me, Alfar. It's my own fear.'
'There's naught to forgive, Milord,' Alfar replied. He turned his head, looking away from his liege to watch the others work, and his face might have been hammered from cold iron.
'I've had longer to think about it than you have, Milord,' he continued after a few seconds, his voice dark and heavy. 'There's nothing I know-nothing in nature, leastwise-that could have done this. Those look like bite marks, the sort of thing wolves might have done, but there's no wolf ever born could do
'But it has, Alfar.' Edinghas voice was cold and empty, a thing ribbed with grief and despair, but somewhere in its iron belly hatred and rage met and a furnace heat flickered.
'I know it,' Alfar grated, then clenched his fists in frustration. 'Gods, how I wish we had a wind rider here-just one! Maybe he and his courser could tell us what in all of Fiendark's hells
Lord Warden Edinghas nodded, his eyes once again on the tattered, wounded, exhausted survivors of the herd which had departed from Warm Springs barely four days ago. The mares and shivering fillies stood spraddle- legged, heads hanging, as they stared desperately through eyes dark with the echoes of hell at the handful of foals they had somehow gotten back. They watched the humans' ministrations with frantic intensity, yet Edinghas could feel their dreadful exhaustion, sense the hideous battle they'd fought to save even this handful of their children.
He'd never before seen a courser exhausted, he realized. Not in fifty-three years of life and eighteen years as Lord Warden of Warm Springs. Not once. That was bad enough, but he also saw the remembered terror in their eyes, and he knew there was nothing on this earth that could terrify a courser. If only the trembling mares could speak to him!
Alfar was right. They needed a wind rider, and they needed him quickly. And even if they hadn't, this had to be reported. Because, he thought while fresh fear wrapped an icy hand about his throat, if whatever had happened here could happen to one courser herd, then it could happen to
'Relhardan!' he snapped, summoning his chief armsman to his side.
'Yes, Milord!'
'Turn out your men. Every one of them, armed and in full armor! I want the walls manned, and I want a cordon around this stable. Nothing gets into it. Nothing-' his voice wavered, and he made himself inhale once again to steady at. 'Nothing gets to