The War God's Own

'Your pardon,' he began stiffly, catching his balance somehow and managing to keep his feet, 'I-'

But then he saw the one he was addressing, and the words died on his tongue.

'No matter, lad,' Bahzell said comfortably. 'The passage isn't overwide, and I'm one as takes up a goodly bit of any road. So-'

'Don't patronize me!' Vaijon snapped.

Even as the words burst from him, he knew he was in the wrong. Such discourtesy was worse than wrong, for it violated his oath to the Order. He was a knight-probationer, not even a full knight- companion, and this man was a champion. But it didn't matter. Or, rather, it did matter… and there was nothing he could do about it. Betrayal and fury blazed in his blue eyes, and he saw the hradani's normally mild gaze harden, saw the ears fold back and the right hand steal to the hilt of the dagger at his belt, and he didn't care.

'I wasn't after 'patronizing' anyone, Sir Vaijon.' The deep, bass rumble was hard, anger grumbling in its depths like boulders coming down a cliff, and the bright, hungry flicker in Bahzell's eyes would have warned another hradani of just how deep was the danger in which he stood. But Vaijon was human, not hradani, and he had never seen a hradani in the grip of the Rage. He had no concept of what he faced in that moment, yet despite his own fury he recognized, however imperfectly, the control Bahzell exerted over himself.

Yet that only made it worse, for Bahzell spoke as a grown man should speak, and all Vaijon heard was an adult rebuking an enraged, spoiled child by example.

'Oh, yes you were!' he spat, unable to contain the hurricane of emotions whirling within him. 'Well, I don't need your 'understanding,' hradani! I don't need anything from you, or your stinking clan, or-'

'Vaijon!'

The whipcrack authority of that single word cut through Vaijon's white-hot tirade like a knife, and he froze. For one dreadful instant the entire universe seemed to hold its breath, unmoving, waiting, paralyzed between one moment and the next. But then that illusory eternity ended… and the reality was worse than the illusion. Far worse.

'I find you discourteous, Sir Vaijon,' the voice behind him continued, colder than a Vonderland winter and sharper than a Dwarvenhame blade. 'You forget yourself and the honor due a champion of our God, and in the doing, you insult Him Whom we serve with blade and blood and soul.'

'I'm thinking it was naught but-' Bahzell began.

'Peace, Milord Champion.' Charrow's voice was respectful but harder than iron. For once, there was no hint of deference in it as the master of the Belhadan chapter asserted his authority, and Bahzell shut his own mouth, then drew a deep breath and jerked his head in an unhappy nod.

'Well, Sir Vaijon?' Sir Charrow turned back to the knight-probationer. 'Have you anything to say for yourself?'

'I-' Vaijon swallowed and made himself face the older man. The mentor, he realized in that moment, whom he respected most in all the world… and whom he had just failed. But not even that realization could quench the outrage blazing at his core, and he stared at Sir Charrow, trapped between obedience, shame, and the fury which would not release him.

'I asked a question, Sir Knight,' Charrow said very, very quietly, and Vaijon's anger burst up afresh.

'Why?' he demanded bitterly. 'Whatever I say will be wrong, won't it? He's a champion of the Order, isn't he? Anything he does is right, and whatever I do is wrong!'

Charrow blinked at the raw anguish Vaijon's rage could no longer disguise, and a part of him went out to the younger man. Yet only a part, for what he heard from Vaijon was the hurt and anger of a child, and no knight- probationer of Tomanak was a child. He looked at Vaijon pityingly for a moment, but then his face hardened.

'You-' he began, but Vaijon had whirled away from him to Bahzell.

'You!' he snapped. 'You're the one who insults the God! Your very presence is an insult to him!' He glared up at the hradani, taloned hands half outstretched, panting like a man at the limit of his endurance. 'What can you know of what the God demands of His warriors, hradani? None of your accursed kind have ever served the Light-it was you who brought the Dark to power in Kontovar! Did Phrobus send you to ape the part of a champion? Are you here to give Norfressa to the Dark, as well?'

Sir Charrow froze, a deathly hush seemed to spread to fill the chapter house, and Vaijon went parchment white as he realized what he'd said. He stood there, feeling his entire life crashing down about him, and he couldn't move even when Charrow reached out and, without a word, unbuckled the belt which supported his sword and dagger.

'You have disgraced yourself and the Order,' the older man grated in a voice like crumbling granite, 'and we take back the weapons you bore in the God's name.'

Vaijon's hands moved in small, hopeless arcs, as if they longed-needed-to snatch back the blades Sir Charrow had taken. But they couldn't, and horror filled his eyes.

'The commandery shall be summoned to determine your fate,' Charrow went on. 'You will be judged before the brethren you have dishonored, and-'

'Just one moment, Sir Charrow.' The knight-captain looked up quickly as a voice colder than a dagger's kiss interrupted him. Sir Vaijon turned more slowly, like a poorly managed puppet, and Bahzell bared his teeth in an icy smile that belonged on something from the depths of a Ghoul Moor winter.

'Yes, Milord Champion?' Charrow spoke with the same formality, but there was a worried crease between his brows as he tried to interpret Bahzell's expression, for no more than Vaijon had he ever seen the Rage in a hradani's eyes. There was anger in those eyes, that much the chapter master knew, but there was something else, as well. A deep, terrible something-a fusion of cruelty colder than Vonderland's ice and a dark passion crackling like heat from an opened furnace door-that reached out for all about Bahzell with talons of freezing flame.

'I'm thinking as how the insult was after being to me, not to your brethren,' he rumbled.

'To you, and through you to the God Himself,' Sir Charrow agreed, 'but it was offered by a member of the Order, and so the dishonor is to us.'

'As to that, himself can be taking care of his own insults, and I'm not so very interested in the dishonor,' the hradani said in a voice of chill iron, and hardened warrior though he was, Sir Charrow felt himself shudder as the hungry smile that reached out almost lovingly to Vaijon drove a sliver of terror deep into him. 'You've the right of it in that much, my lad,' the Horse Stealer told the paralyzed young knight, 'for I'm naught but what you see before you. Old Tomanak 'd split his guts with laughter, like enough, if I was to go about calling myself 'Sir This' or 'Champion That,' and my family tree's not nearly so pretty as some, I'll wager. But it's me you've made your tongue so free of-not Sir Charrow, not the Order, just me, Bahzell Bahnakson. And so I'm thinking it's me you should be after answering to, not your brethren.'

'Milord, you can't-' Charrow began in a quick, urgent voice, but a raised hand cut him off, and Bahzell's deadly eyes froze him into silence.

'You've been after calling me a champion of Tomanak for days now,' he said flatly. 'Am I such?' Charrow nodded helplessly, and Bahzell bared his teeth again. 'And would it happen a champion has the right to administer his own understanding of Scale-Balancer's justice?' Charrow nodded once more. 'And would that justice be like to supersede your commandery's?' Charrow had no choice but to nod yet again, and Bahzell nodded back, then jerked his chin at Vaijon.

'In that case, you'd best be giving yonder lordling back his weapons, Sir Charrow, for he'll need them come morning.'

He turned that blood-freezing smile directly upon Vaijon, and his hungry voice was soft as serpent scales on stone.

'You've plenty to say about barbarians and hradani and servants of the Dark, Vaijon of Almerhas. Well, come morning, here's one barbarian will show you what hradani truly are.'