Air (or Have Not Have)

and use the money as capital! She could use it to buy cloth or Joe could invest in the farm. Joe would bring back more money; they would be comfortable and happy.

She thought again that she must put distance between herself and Mr Ken. Otherwise the fabric of her life would be torn. She would tell Kuei that she would always love him, but that it was impossible to continue. She would hold the memory of him always to her, like pressed flowers hidden in schoolbooks, like clever old Mrs Tung and her secret love. And she would teach the TV and she would pick the brains of the Central Man.

Mae would learn to put up a screen, too, just like Kwan, only Kwan would wonder how she had learned so quickly.

A screen of what?

Of fashion? Of course, the whole world would want fashion from a mountaintop in mid-Asia. That was the very thing they lacked. Mae laughed at herself, and went, 'Wheeeeeee!' And spun, and saw Kwan's screens, of Eloi embroidery.

And suddenly she saw the screen slightly different. It offered Eloi embroidery for sale. The year's most unusual fashion statement. Expressing the model's interest in Third World issues.

Mae's smile was fading. Instead, excitement seemed to grip her stomach.

Native Eloi embroidery, unavailable except through these treasured outlets.

Either broaden what you make, or extend your geography, the Kru had whispered.

Videos could be sent for free to the big stores. She could tell the big stores about her Eloi fashion, and if they liked it, fine. Then she could buy the cloth and the bead.

Reduce your risk at every opportunity.

So she only makes them when she is paid.

Individually tailored to meet your requirements.

Oh! Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh! Her effrontery made her giggle. Sell to Singapore, Tokyo, Taiwan. Maybe even Paris or New York. The calls would be free, from Wing's magic free TV. Mae will send her offer with her pretty pictures, but it will not be fashion she is offering. She will offer something real, something from the mountain, something from a long-forgotten, beautiful people.

Love and ideas, how she loved her life now!

Visions of her screens danced in her head. She saw Kwan and Shen Suloi twirl in their embroideries; she heard the words: Native Eloi beauties model the traditional wear of their people.

This is the traditional wedding pattern. The yellow signs promise fidelity, the blue, understanding of foibles.

Mae's head seemed to swim, as if the air itself were a river, with currents. She felt herself picked up as if flying only a few inches above the road, and suddenly she saw her screens, very clearly indeed.

Mae saw her screens in fact. She was looking at the TV in a room at Kwan's house, not far into the future. Sunlight came through the window; her new screens glowed. In a video, Wing Kwan turned, modeling an Eloi collar.

This future would happen.

Why, then, sitting in that room in the future, did Mae feel sick in her stomach with loss? Why was she living with the Wings?

Mae shivered, and it was gone, this future full of promise and loss.

She went into her courtyard.

There were two men outside her doorway. A flashlight shone in her face. 'There she is,' said a voice.

'Who is it?' Mae asked, blinking. She saw movement, and she knew who it was from the way both bodies moved.

Joe was back. Shen stood with him.

'What is all this?' Joe demanded. 'What is all this about a man?'

CHAPTER 12

The world stopped, like a truck.

'What is what?' babbled Mae, looking back and forth between the two men. What do I do, what do I say, do I deny it, do I act like I have no idea?

Shen, the serpent, looked at her with eyes that seemed green. He seemed to be made of stained green copper like the statues in town of forgotten generals. She hated him; she knew why he had done it. Shen had decided to destroy her.

'You know, woman,' said Joe, and strode forward and hit Mae in the face.

The flesh of her cheek was like a pond into which a rock is hurled. It rose and rippled and washed about her eyes. Mae felt her nose give, just to the point of breaking.

Mae allowed herself to be knocked backwards. She landed and lay still to buy time for thinking.

'Joe, Joe,' she heard Shen say, gently restraining.

'Wake up, woman!' Joe demanded. He was leaning over her, she could feel his breath. 'You cannot pretend with me!' His voice broke. He shook her. Mae kept her head limp.

'That… uh… That was premature, said Shen. 'She can answer nothing now.'

'She is pretending. I know the vixen,' said Joe.

'Look at that bruise,' said Shen.

Mae's mind raced. Shen had seen only shoes and a shadow through the curtains in her room. Can I undermine his story? He is a feeble man; he will hate it that I have been hit. Can I make him retract through guilt?

And Joe? Joe is weak as well, but he will be full of pain. I bet he's come back with no money.

Mae groaned. She let the broken flesh and its black swelling speak for her. She moaned and started to cry and held her cheek. She sat up, on the cobbles of the yard, streaked with mud, and wept. The two men stood over her, one now constraining the other.

Joe was shouting. 'Well might you weep! Well might you weep!'

She was weeping for the happiness, the happiness that had been hers just a minute before. Mae wept for her marriage, her love of Mr Ken, her business. In the end, Mae wept for death. Many things would now die, little baby possibilities that she had been nursing. It was life. Dog eat dog.

'Joe, she's not up to answering much,' said Shen. He turned and tried to help her up. 'Come on, Mae. This has to be gone through.'

How was she going to play it? She could lie, try to disguise it, play the wounded and confused wife, but there was one problem. Shen had truth on his side and knew it. She saw that in his eyes. Fashion expert that she was, her powers of dissimulation were not up to it. She did not have the heart for it. She felt a gathering presence in her breast, a tension. She had decided to draw power by telling the truth.

She did not take Shen's hand. So, Shen, so you expected my poor farmer of a husband to react like a schoolteacher, did you? Ruin lives, but avoid making a mess. Is that what you thought you could do?

Mae rolled over and sat on the cobbles, near the ground, as if the ground could nurture her. She looked at Shen only. 'What you are doing is very evil,' she told him.

Shen warned her: 'I am not the one who has done harm here.'

'You are doing this because you want to stop the machine.' Mae said it wearily. 'You do not care about Joe. You will destroy him, destroy me.'

So be it.

'It is true, Joe,' she said, turning.

A throb of silence. 'Whore,' whispered Joe.

'Whores do it for money. I did it for love.' She still sat on the ground.

'You are not ashamed?' Joe was failing.

'A bit. Ashamed to be caught. I am the only woman in the village who has been caught.' She nursed her jaw. She would be a sight.