Air (or Have Not Have)

We could say that whether you are suitable or not, is not for him or his lawyer to say.'

Old Mr Chung shook his head. 'They take everything away.'

'Not if we don't let them, Papa,' said Siao.

'We will need a lawyer,' said Mae. 'Lawyers know people, they know how the government works. Inshallah!' She put her own head in her hands. 'Oh, I do not need this! I tell you, all of this will drive me mad!'

'I should not say things like that for a while,' said Siao.

Mae went to her machine and voicemailed Kwan. Kwan gave her the name of a lawyer, and suggested that it might be better if she, Kwan, wrote the letter.

'Mae, when you get angry you sometimes say things.'

'I never want to see any of my family ever again.'

'That is exactly what I mean.'

Kwan produced a draft in her own name, writing as a member of the Circle. It was the complete expression of a reasonable, ladylike person, setting out a situation in which she herself had rights. The business apparently belonged to everyone in the Circle, including Kwan.

I hope, Mae thought, I am not about to have trouble with her too.

Siao looked pensive. 'That is another line to take, and perhaps even better than saying it is a Chung family business. But consider. It could be that Ju-mei does not do this because he thinks he can get the business. Maybe he just wants a cut.'

'He wants a cut, all right, I'll give him a cut. He knows nothing about Info, nothing about Air, nothing about anything, he is just jealous and always has been.'

'He is those things. You have to accept that. You can't change who your brother is.' Siao knew something about accepting difficult brothers.

Mae said nothing. Siao said, 'Mae, I don't think it's money he wants. I think he wants respect. That is why he is always in city overcoat and city hat. It is why he is an insurance agent up here in the hills, even though none of us can afford insurance.'

Mae was furious. 'I will never talk to him ever again. For me he ceases to live. A toad has more of my notice than that city suit of pretension and jealousy.'

'You and your sister ran the family,' said Siao. 'All he sees is his power-grabbing sister who is always, always, ahead of him, and he yearns, just once, to win. I would say that what he wants is for you to need him.'

^'Tuh! Him? You are too nice, Siao. Ju-mei wants success and loot.'

'What a man wants more than anything else, Mae, is to be needed.' Siao's voice was very quiet. 'If a man is not needed he does one of two things. He gives up and becomes quiet and angry. Or he rages and becomes loud and angry. Both are the same.' Siao's eyes said, / know.

And Mae thought: He means himself.

She said, 'Ju-mei has his wife and child to need him.'

Siao shrugged. 'That will not be enough if you are a cloud over his head.'

'So. What do you suggest we do?'

'I suggest you spend no money on lawyers. That is what he wants you to do so that he can go to court and humiliate you.' Siao was thinking. 'You can apologize.'

'What!'

Siao could not help but smile. 'A-ha, you see, you like being right, too. You are both from the same family.'

'Apologize for what?'

'Lying to him.'

'I never lied to him.'

'Did you tell him about your plans for the business?'

'What? No! Of course not!'

'Ah, so you did not tell your own brother the truth. And what is not telling the truth, Mae?'

Mae was flabbergasted. 'But, but, it it it it…'

Siao was starting to chuckle. 'You hid the truth. Hiding the truth is a lie.'

'But it is not like I told him I was not doing any business! What business is it of his?'

'He is your brother. What he is doing is trying to make the law enforce that. Yes, he wants to do it in a way that hurts you, but that's because you have hurt him, and he thinks you must have done it deliberately. I know! You didn't do anything to hurt him deliberately. But you hurt him. What is he looking for here? To be head of family, and to be your brother. He knows in his heart that you married, and are no longer a Wang.'

'Tuh. He knows in his heart he wants money.'

'I know in his heart he wants much more than that. I tell you. Let me write the letter.' Siao could not resist a little joke. 'Women are so insensitive. They cannot understand a man's finer feelings.'

'Nonsense!' said Mae.

Siao touched the tip of the pencil to his tongue to begin writing. Siao enjoyed writing. Mae had never noticed that before.

My dearest brother,

I am sorry to have concealed all my business dealings from you. It was not honest to do so. I have lost much because of this. I have lost your aid and your counsel. Instead you have become my enemy at a time when I most need friends.

I have a wonderful idea, but I do not know how to progress it because I am so ignorant of the insurance business. And here at hand I have a brother who knows all about it! I think you and I together could come up with very intelligent ways to use the TV to get our local village people to see how important it is to have insurance.

I need your help. Please can we meet so that we can talk all through this.

Your sister,

Mae

Mae was scornful. 'It says nothing about the case. It does not even ask him to give the case up!'

'Ah. You noticed.'

'You are asking me to lie down and be screwed by my own brother.'

'I am asking you to give something up so that he sees it is in his self-interest to give something up, too. So that he will be on your side, as a brother should be. I am willing to bet, Mae, that he would give anything to be by your side as a brother should be.'

Mae snarled. 'Hmph. Okay, we send your letter, eh? And just see the reply we get from my charming younger brother!'

Mae,

Your idea for television insurance is interesting. Of course, it would have to be linked with Yeshibozkent Home Guardian, whose interests I represent. But I am sure they would have no objections to screens that carried their brand and sold their products in a way that suits our locale. I will need to discuss this idea with them first.

I do have doubts whether we can work together. Your behaviour in the past leads to grave concerns about your state of mind. However, families must show solidarity in the face of adversity. If you are willing to allow my greater knowledge of the field to direct policy, then perhaps we can consider this further.

Your brother,

Mr Wang Ju-mei