The China Bride

other with the most cherished of her Chinese possessions. Perhaps she'd send for the rest of her things later-the Renbournes would be so glad to be rid of her that shipping a trunk would be a pleasure.

No, she would simply vanish. Free of his inconvenient not-quite wife, Kyle could marry one of those bland blond girls who'd ogled him after church services at Warfield, and become fat and boring, as an English country gentleman should.

When Bessy arrived, Troth ordered, 'Help me out of this habit, then summon a carriage.'

The maid stared wide-eyed at the half-packed carpetbags: 'My lady?'

'Not a word to anyone!'

Biting her lip, the girl unfastened the complicated habit, then left to call the carriage. Troth changed into a simple day dress, the sort of garment she could manage without a maid. The habit she left in a crumpled heap on the floor, where it could add to the bad feng shui of Dornleigh.

Courtesy demanded a note, and she was certainly more courteous than these foreign devils. Swiftly she scrawled, Lord Maxwell-you and your family wish to be rid of me. Your wish is granted. She signed with the Chinese characters for Mei-Lian.

A bag in each hand, she stalked into the upstairs hall and looked out a side window to see if the carriage had been brought around. To her relief, it was already waiting. She hastened down the steps unseen. Outside, she said to the driver, 'Take me to the nearest coaching inn, please.'

Like Bessy, he gaped at her baggage. 'My lady?'

She gave him the flat stare of a tai-tai who was displeased. Hastily he stowed her bags away, then helped her into the carriage.

Once the vehicle lurched into motion, she leaned back against the velvet squabs and allowed herself to shake. It was over. She was a mistress leaving her former lover, and she should have done it sooner.

Between the money Kyle had given her before they left on their journey and the funds from Gavin Elliott, she had enough to survive for many months. She'd go to Scotland. Perhaps there would be an Edinburgh trading company that could use a clerk who spoke and wrote Chinese. If not, surely she could find use for her skills in London. Would Gavin Elliott still want her services now that she was his partner's former mistress rather than his widow? If not, no matter. She would find some kind of work.

Stony eyed, she gave Dornleigh a last glance. She'd wanted Lord Maxwell's aid in getting to Britain, and she'd received that, along with enough money to last her until she was established. They had fulfilled their obligations to each other, and now there was nothing left between them.

Nothing.

Chapter 32

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Kyle had been doing his best to ignore his father's words, but he snapped into full awareness when the earl went too far. Kyle clenched his hands against a desire to commit physical violence against his own father. 'Troth's honor and virtue are irreproachable, and I will not allow her to be insulted by you or any man. Do I make myself clear?'

Wrexham's jaw dropped. 'How dare you speak to your father that way!'

'The duty a man owes his wife takes precedence over that which he owes his father,' Kyle said flatly. 'You act as if Troth isn't good enough for me. In fact, the reverse is true. I'm not good enough for her.'

The earl made an exasperated gesture. 'If you insist, she's pure as the driven snow and a credit to her sex. But she's still no wife.'

'If you will not accept her as my wife, then I am not your son! Feel free to disinherit me.'

Wrexham's face turned an unhealthy shade of red. 'You know perfectly well I can't do that! The title and almost all of the property are entailed to you. Everything passes from eldest son to eldest son-that's the way it should be.'

Kyle glared. 'Which means I can do any damned thing I want, and you have no recourse.'

'Yes. Is it too much to hope that you'll behave with wisdom and honor? '

Kyle rose and paced angrily across the room, his temples pounding. He had avoided being alone with his father because he'd known they would have this argument, and he'd felt unable to resolve the conflict between what he owed Troth and what Wrexham thought his heir owed the family name. But the issue could be sidestepped no longer. How the devil could this fight be ended before he and his father damaged each other irrevocably?

Kyle's relationship with the earl had always been a complex blend of affection, duty, and tension. The older man had inherited an estate on the verge of financial collapse and pulled it back to prosperity with grindingly hard work. He'd become a just and innovative landowner and a conscientious member of the House of Lords. But where his family was concerned, he was fiercely protective and suffocatingly rigid.

Reminding himself of the earl's more admirable qualities, he said more quietly, 'I missed you when I was away, Father. I didn't come back to resume fighting again.'

Wrexham's face worked. 'You never call me 'Father.' '

'Perhaps it's time I did. Your opinion matters a great deal to me, but you can no longer control my life the way you did when Dominic and I were children.'

'I don't want to control your life! I just… just don't want you to make disastrous mistakes.'

Kyle smiled ruefully. Though his father was a tyrant, he was a well-intentioned one. 'Good judgment is a fine thing, but it's mistakes that give us an education.'

His father's mouth quirked in an unwilling smile. 'I know you're right, but it's hard to stand by and watch one's children ruin themselves.'

'Just as in your own childhood, you had to stand by and watch your father ruin the whole Renbourne family?'

'I… I suppose so.' Wrexham rubbed his chin, expression baffled. 'Never thought of it that way.'

During the months in Wu Chong's dungeon, Kyle had thought of many things, seen connections that had never occurred to him before. Suffering, like bad judgment, was educational. It was time he used some of the insight he'd gained to improve his relationship with his father.

'I doubt that Troth and I can build a real marriage between us, but the choice belongs to her. If she freely decides that she will be happier without me, I will bid her farewell and give her my blessing.' He fought the wrenching pain produced by the thought of losing her. 'If she prefers to stay as Lady Maxwell-and I can't imagine that she'd want to-I will marry her again in the Church of England so no one will ever question the legality of our union. But the choice is hers.'

'Don't let your sense of obligation lead you astray, Maxwell,' his father said sadly. 'You'll both be better off without each other. If she's the paragon you claim, she can find a doting husband, and when you're ready, you can choose a suitable wife. One who will know what it means to be a countess.'

'Why do you dislike Troth? Is it simply because she's half-Chinese? The world is changing, Father. Lord Liverpool was a quarter Indian, and he was prime minister for fifteen years. The British royal family has African blood going back through Portuguese royalty. As the empire grows, there will be more and more marriages between different peoples. Shouldn't the Renbournes be leaders?'

'I don't precisely dislike her, but I don't want Chinese blood in the family.' Wrexham frowned. 'More than that, the blasted chit makes me nervous. She's… too meek. Too bland. Too sly and secretive. I feel there are things going on in her mind that I'll never understand, and that makes me uneasy.'

'Troth, bland?' Startled, Kyle thought back over the previous weeks. It was true that she'd been quiet to the point of invisibility, but so had he. 'I suppose that's because she's on her best behavior, and in an uncertain situation. But I assure you, she is neither bland nor secretive. She is unique, and it is her background that makes her so special.'