up, so it might take a while, but-oh, that reminds me-could I get your number again?”
“Lost it already, huh?” But she wrote it down again. “Here’s to the Pacific,” she said as she handed it to him. “I put my e-mail address on there, too. Get in touch with me if you need help, but no obligation otherwise.”
After sex, he usually wanted nothing more than to leave a woman’s bed as soon as possible, so perhaps out of habit, he got out of Vanessa’s bed and walked over to watch the fish for a while. He thought she would probably complain or ask him to hold her-women always whined to him about the “just hold me” thing. But she didn’t, and after a few minutes he found he wanted to go back to the bed and hold her anyway. She felt good alongside him.
He kept waiting for her to make some demand, but she didn’t. And she didn’t like him because of his money, or because he drove a sweet ride, or because of some expensive place he had taken her. He hadn’t done any favors for her. He had lied to her and kept secrets from her, and she knew it. But instead of slapping him or screaming at him, she had fed him, provided him a place to stay for the night, and given him what he had to admit was the most incredible sex he’d ever had. She talked a lot, and she was a little weird, but he decided he was kind of attracted to her because of it.
At first, he figured it might have been that she was just so hard up and horny that she would have gone home with anyone. But he had changed his mind about that.
Over the last couple of hours, he had escaped his own troubles by listening to her, and he had come to the conclusion that she had no social life. Even so, she wasn’t looking for a relationship, because she wasn’t going to stay here, and she didn’t want more complications in an already complicated life, or to bring a lover into the picture while her mother was dying.
She had told him that her dad had dumped her mom and married some young bimbo when Vanessa was in high school, and had basically forgotten that he had a daughter. Frederick considered looking him up and beating the shit out of him for doing that. If her father had stuck around, maybe he would have protected his daughter from guys like Frederick.
He traced his fingers along her spine. “You should be more careful, Vanessa. Don’t go taking any more strangers home, okay? For all you know, I could be dangerous.”
“Of course you are,” she said drowsily. “Nothing’s more dangerous than a lonely man. They cause most of the trouble in the world.”
She fell asleep, but he lay awake for a while, thinking about that. He was dangerous, but he wasn’t lonely, he told himself. Women liked him, and he knew how to play them. She ought to understand that-like her-he just didn’t really want to get involved with anybody right now.
That’s the way it had to be. If a man was involved in something really important and secret, he had to be free. Frederick knew he had done things that Vanessa couldn’t even imagine, and he wasn’t about to tell her about them. Because of Project Nine, he was going to keep having adventures and living on this incredible edge, feeling that adrenaline.
Everett understood his need to make his mark on the world. Everett had never failed to understand him completely. Without Everett, he would have been just another useless rich kid. Another Sedgewick loser.
No, he wasn’t lonely, he told himself. She was wrong about that.
He sighed. Women really didn’t know anything about men, but they were always full of so-called insights about them. He pulled her closer and fell asleep.
24
Near Flagstaff, Arizona
Tuesday, May 20, 10:35 P.M.
Spooky was engrossed in examining the contents of Frederick’s wallet, a pastime she had engaged in several times over the last few hours.
Some people play license plate bingo, Kit thought, and we play with twice-stolen identification cards.
Meghan, who had slept for the last few hours, stirred awake and smiled at him. She stretched and sat up. “Do you want me to drive?”
He was feeling tired, and was almost certain that no one was following them now. If they were going to make it to Malibu without staying overnight somewhere between here and there, he needed to let her take the wheel for a while.
“Okay, thanks.”
“No fair!” Spooky called out from the backseat. “You let her drive, and you won’t let me?”
“Are you a licensed driver?” he asked Meghan.
She managed to keep a straight face. “Yes.”
He looked in the rearview mirror at Spooky. “Are you a licensed driver?”
“Sure. I’ve got at least five licenses here in Eric Grady’s wallet.”
“I told you, his name is Frederick.”
“So why was he after Meghan?”
“What do you think might have changed since the last time you asked that?”
“You said he was looking for her brother, but that’s really dumb, unless her brother has tits as big as hers.”
He didn’t reply but knew she caught his look of disapproval in the mirror.
She sulked. “Okay, so nothing has changed, but you aren’t telling me everything, either.”
“I don’t know everything yet. When I know more, I’ll tell you. Apologize to Meghan.”
She crossed her arms and glared at him, then said to Meghan, “I’m sorry for referring to your-”
He cleared his throat.
“-body in that way.”
“Apology accepted,” Meghan said.
He pulled over at a service station, filled the Suburban’s big gas tank, and paid cash. They all took a bathroom break, and he noticed that Spooky used the restroom in record time. He knew that this was due to her fear of being left behind. He thought of saying something to reassure her but knew she would be mortified if he said anything like that in front of Meghan. He reached into his bag of milagros and found a tin dog. He slipped it to her as they were getting back into the Suburban. For a moment, she looked as if she might throw it away, but then he saw her tuck it into her jeans pocket.
Meghan took a moment to readjust the seat and mirrors, then they were off.
He moved his own seat into a more comfortable position. He verified in the side mirrors that there were no cars or trucks behind them, then relaxed back into his seat. He needed sleep. Everything would be fine.
He had just closed his eyes when there was a loud popping sound, and the SUV swerved as Meghan jumped.
Kit’s heart raced, but there were no other cars nearby. No indication that they had blown a tire. He looked toward the backseat.
“Spooky…”
“What?”
“Exactly. What was it?”
She started laughing. He looked at the seat and saw a foil wrapper next to her.
“Did you just blow up a condom like a balloon and pop it?”
“Yes,” she said, still laughing.
He waited until she stopped, then said, “Don’t do it again.”
“Aw, Kit. There are a bunch more of them.”
“It wasn’t funny. Not at all.”
He heard a small snort and watched as Meghan struggled not to give in.
“Then why is Meghan laughing?” Spooky asked.
That proved to be Meghan’s undoing.
