The Ghost did not loosen his grip. 'I understand you were calling for me,' he said in that purr voice. Then smiling, he added, 'Well, here I am.'
51
I sat there. Katy had every right to be mad. But I could live with her anger. It was far preferable to another funeral. I rubbed my eyes. I put my feet up. I think I might have fallen asleep I can't say for sure but when the phone rang, I was surprised to see it was morning. I checked the caller ID. It was Squares. I fumbled for the receiver and put it to my ear.
'Hey,' I said.
He skipped the pleasantries. 'I think we found our Sheila.'
Half an hour later, I entered the lobby of the Regina Hotel.
It was less than a mile from our apartment. We had thought she had run across the country, but Sheila… what else was I supposed to call her?… had stayed that close.
The detective agency Squares liked to use had little trouble tracking her down, especially since she'd gotten careless since her namesake's death. She had deposited money in First National and taken out a debit Visa card. You cannot stay in this city hell, most anyplace without a credit card. The days of signing into motels with a false name and paying cash are pretty much over. There are a few dives, dwellings not truly fit for human habitation, that might still look the other way, but almost everyplace else wants to, at the very least, take a credit card impression in case you steal something or seriously damage your room. The transaction doesn't necessarily go through the system like I said, they might just make an impression but you still need the card.
She probably assumed that she was safe and that was understandable. The Goldbergs, a couple who survived by being discreet, had sold her an ID. No reason to believe that they would ever talk the only reason they had was because of their friendship with Squares and Raquel, plus the fact that they in part blamed themselves for her theoretical murder. Add on to that the fact that now Sheila Rogers was 'dead' and thus nobody would be tracking her down, well, it made sense that she would let down her guard just a bit.
The credit card had been used to withdraw funds from an ATM yesterday in Union Square. From there it was just a question of hitting the nearby hotels. Most detective work is done through sources and payoffs, which are really one and the same. The good detectives have paid sources at phone companies, the tax bureau, credit card companies, the DMV, whatever. If you think this is difficult that it would be hard to find somebody who will provide confidential information for cash you do not read the papers much.
But this was even easier. Just call the hotels and ask to speak with Donna White. You do that until one hotel says 'Please hold' and connects you. And now, as I took the steps into the lobby of the Regina Hotel, I felt the jangle. She was alive. I couldn't let myself believe that would not believe it until I saw her with my own eyes. Hope does funny things to a brain. It can darken as well as lighten. Where before I had made myself believe that a miracle was possible, now I feared that it might all be taken away from me again, that this time, when I looked into that casket, my Sheila would be there.
Love you always.
That was what her note said. Always.
I approached the front desk. I'd told Squares that I wanted to handle this alone. He understood. The receptionist, a blond woman with a hesitant smile, was on the phone. She shot me the teeth and pointed to the phone to let me know that she would be off soon. I gave her a no-rush shrug and leaned against the desk, feigning relaxed.
A minute later, she replaced the receiver and gave me her undivided attention. 'May I help you?'
'Yes,' I said. My voice sounded unnatural, too modulated, as if I were hosting one of those lite-FM programs. 'I'm here to see Donna White. Could you give me her room number?'
'I'm sorry, sir. We don't give out our guests' room numbers.'
I almost slapped myself in the forehead. How stupid could I be? 'Of course, my apologies. I'll call up first. Do you have a house phone?'
She pointed to the right. Three white phones, none with keypads, lined the wall. I picked one up and listened to the ring. An operator came on. I asked her to connect me to the room of Donna White. She said and I noticed that this is the new all-purpose, hotel-employee catch phrase 'A pleasure,' and then I heard the phone ring.
My heart crawled up my windpipe.
Two rings. Then three. On the sixth ring, I was transferred into the hotel's voice mail system. A mechanical voice told me that the guest was not available at this time and what to do if I wanted to leave a message. I hung up.
Now what?
Wait, I guess. What else was there? I bought a newspaper at the stand and found a spot in the corner of the lobby where I could see the door. I kept the newspaper up over my face, Spy vs. Spy style, and felt like a total idiot. My insides churned. I never thought of myself as the type for an ulcer, but over the past few days, a burning acidity had started clawing at my stomach lining.
I tried to read the paper a totally futile act, of course.
I couldn't concentrate. I couldn't muster up the energy to care about current events. I couldn't keep my place while glancing at the door every three seconds. I turned the pages. I looked at the pictures. I tried to give a damn about the box scores. I flipped to the comics, but even Beetle Bailey was too taxing.
The blond receptionist would flick her gaze in my direction every once in a while. When our eyes met, she'd smile in a patronizing way. Keeping her eye on me, no doubt. Or maybe that was more paranoid thinking. I was just a man reading a newspaper in the lobby. I had done nothing to arouse her suspicion.
An hour passed without incident. My cell phone rang. I put it to my ear.
'You see her yet?' Squares asked.
'She's not in her room. Or at least she's not answering the phone.'
'Where are you now?'
'I'm staking out the lobby.'
Squares made a sound.
'What? 'I asked.
'Did you really say 'staking out'?'
'Give me a break, okay?'
'Look, why don't we just hire a couple of guys from the agency to do it right? They'll call us as soon as she gets in.'
I considered that. 'Not yet,' I said.
And that was when she entered.
My eyes widened. My breathing started coming in deep swallows. My God. It was really my Sheila. She was alive. I fumbled the phone, almost dropping it.
'Will?'
'I have to go,' I said.
'She there?'
'I'll call you back.'
I clicked off the power. My Sheila I'll call her that because I don't know how else to refer to her had changed her hair. It was cut shorter, flipping up and under at the end of the swan neck. She had bangs now too. The color had been darkened to an Elvira black. But the effect… I saw her and it was like someone punched my chest with a giant fist.
Sheila kept moving. I started to rise. The dizziness made me pull up. She walked the way she always walked no hesitation, head high, with purpose. The elevator door was already opened, and I realized that I might not make it in time.
She stepped inside. I was on my feet now. I hurried across the lobby without running. I did not want to make a scene. Whatever was happening here whatever had made her vanish and change names and wear a disguise and Lord knows what else needed to be somewhat finessed. I could not just yell out her name and sprint across
