patients die by inches from self-administered poisons whose effects could not be countered. But only one previous experience had taken her to this awful realm of solitude.
The death of her son.
She had barely survived that, and now, after finding a man who might give her another child someday, she found herself sitting by his hospital bed, helplessly awaiting the inevitable.
At three in the morning, another burst of theta and beta waves had crossed the EEG screen. They lasted sev¬enteen minutes, then vanished. Every half hour, she clapped her hands beside David's ear, but the alpha wave remained constant.
According to the machine, David was brain-dead.
An hour after dawn, she bent and kissed him on the forehead, then went into the adjoining office and picked up the telephone. It took some wrangling with opera¬tors, but within a few minutes she was connected to the White House switchboard in Washington, D.C.
'I'm calling about Project Trinity,' she said.
'Please repeat that,' said the operator.
'Project Trinity.'
'Hold, please.'
Rachel closed her eyes. Her hands were quivering, and a voice inside her told her to hang up. Before she could, a curt male voice came on the line. 'Who's call¬ing, please?'
'Rachel Weiss.'
There was a sharp intake of breath. 'Say again?'
'This is Dr. Rachel Weiss. I'm with Dr. David Tennant, and I desperately need help. I think he's dying.'
'Stay calm. I'm going to-'
'Please!' she cried, losing her self-control at last. 'I need to speak to someone who knows about this!'
'Dr. Weiss, whatever you do, stay on this line. You've done the right thing. Don't have any doubt about that.'
CHAPTER 33
WHITE SANDS
Ravi Nara was lying on a cement floor with a needle pressed to his jugular vein when he was paged to the hos¬pital over the White Sands PA system. Geli Bauer was going to kill him with the syringe of potassium chloride he had planned to use on Godin.
'Dr. Nara, please report to the Bubble immediately.'
'Peter could be coding again!' he cried.
Geli jerked him to his feet and pushed him toward the door.
As they hurried toward the hospital, he thought about the past half hour. After finding the syringe, Geli had marched him from the Bubble to the bare storage room. When they arrived, Ravi asked what the hell she was doing in White Sands. Geli smiled and leaned against the wall, studying him as she might an insect that she was about to pin to a board.
'I wanted to know if Skow was telling the truth,' she said. 'If Godin was really dying. If Trinity was really going to fail.'
'And?'
'Godin is dying, but Trinity isn't going to fail. It's going to save Godin's life.'
'Not his life,' Ravi said. 'His mind.'
'That's the very essence of life.' Geli stepped close to Ravi and drew a gleaming knife from her belt. 'I could sever your spinal cord anywhere between C-one and C-seven. You'd be an instant quadriplegic. If I gave you the choice between that and death, would you choose death?'
Ravi stepped back. 'I see your point.'
Geli smiled with fascination, her tongue showing between her teeth. He had always sensed that she felt some connection between sex and violence, and her behavior now confirmed it. She was toying with him, and watching his fear aroused her.
'I also wanted to see my father,' she said. 'I haven't had that unique pleasure in a long time.'
Ravi said nothing.
'There's one other reason I'm here. If you guess it, maybe we'll just stop at paraplegic.'
'Stop this stupid game!' Ravi snapped. 'Skow will be here any minute.'
'Can't you guess?' Geli said.
'No.'
'I wanted to be scanned by the machine.'
He hadn't expected this. 'Why? You know the scans cause neurological side effects.'
Geli laughed. 'People risk side effects for cosmetic surgery. I'll take some risk for immortality.'
Ravi wanted her to keep talking.
'This technology will be held very closely for a long time,' she said. 'Only a few people will be scanned. Presidents and geniuses like Godin. Maybe a few half-ass scientists like you. But not security chiefs. So, I spent three hours this afternoon having a picture taken of my brain. Quite an experience.'
Geli took the syringe of potassium chloride from a pouch on her belt.
'I wonder what my side effect will be?' she mused. 'Narcolepsy and epilepsy, I don't need. Tourette's… no. Short-term memory loss I could stand. I'm getting it anyway. But yours is definitely the winner. It already fits my personality.'
Ravi shook his head. Uncontrollable sexual compul¬sions sounded funny until you had to deal with them. Like any true compulsion, they could drive you to the edge of suicide.
'I used to watch you on the security cameras,' Geli said, laughing. 'Running to the bathroom five times a day, wanking your little weenie… I heard you moaning my name a few times. Pathetic.'
Ravi ground his teeth and silently hoped that Skow planned to remove Geli Bauer from the planet. He was trying to think of a way to stall some more when Geli kicked him in the chest.
He went down hard, and before he could recover his breath, she was kneeling on his chest with the syringe at his throat. What saved him was not Skow, but the PA system calling him to the hospital.
Godin had developed serious problems with his tongue. He could barely swallow, and shooting pains had returned to the surface of his face. These were text¬book effects of a glioma, and nothing could be done about anything but the pain. After an hour, he regained control of his tongue, but his face had started drooping on the left side.
As Ravi pretended to treat the old man, Godin's cell phone rang, and Geli answered. It was the White House. She held the phone to Godin's face while he listened. Ravi couldn't make out what was being said, but he sensed that something had gone wrong.
'No, Ewan, I'm fine,' Godin lied. 'My health is as good as it's always been, and I can't imagine what Skow was thinking when he told you that.'
Godin listened for a while, then said, 'If Fielding's death was anything but a stroke, I think Skow is the man we need to talk to. He never got along with Fielding, and he's been running the hunt for Tennant as well… Don't worry about Dr. Tennant. I'll send Ravi Nara over on my company jet immediately. He's the only doctor in the world who knows anything about that type of coma.'
Send Ravi Nara over where? Ravi wondered. Anywhere was better than in the storage room with Geli Bauer.
'Yes, I'll give you an update as soon as possible… Good-bye, Ewan.'
Godin waved the phone away, then looked up at Ravi. 'You're going to Jerusalem.'
Ravi blinked in astonishment. ' Israel?'
'Tennant is in a coma at Hadassah Hospital. Dr. Weiss is with him. She just called the White House for help. I assured Ewan McCaskell that you're the only man in the world who can help Tennant.'
