“If I feel the need. After this one, I don’t suspect I will.”
“What do you plan to do with me?”
“I’m going to give you what you most want. I’m going to reunite you with your sister.”
My eyes close. “Where is my sister?”
“Very close.”
“Driving distance? Walking distance?”
Wheaton sniffs. “Closer than that.”
John’s voice sounds in my head, an echo of the first day I met him. Lakeshore Drive.
“Is she buried here? Under this house?”
There’s not even a hitch in Wheaton’s brush stroke as he nods. It’s almost more than I can bear.
“The other women too?”
“Yes. Your sister was a bit different from the rest. She tried to escape. I’m not sure how she managed it, but she made it out to the garden. Conrad caught her, but she fought, and he had to end it there. He buried her immediately. I finished painting her using only a photograph.”
For the first time in many hours, anger boils to the surface. Reaching out to the tap, I turn it as I have twice before – only this time I open the cold valve. Wheaton doesn’t seem to notice.
As I fight the tortured images called into being by his words, he puts down his brush, massages his hands again, then lifts a watch from the table behind him and looks at it. With a soft grunt, he turns and walks into the main house. There’s a soft clatter followed by the low murmur of a voice. He’s making a phone call.
I roll over, get to my knees, lean out, and drag the Igloo cooler up to the tub. Praying the running water will cover the noise, I take several panting breaths, then lift the cooler to the edge of the tub and dump the contents inside.
The icy shock sucks the breath right out of my lungs. Even my thoughts seem to stutter, so cold is the water, but I haven’t time to waste. Three bottles of Michelob have fallen into the tub. I put them back into the empty cooler, then slide it back to its place. A droning voice floats through the doorway to my left. I hear the word “ticket” several times. Possibly the word “departure.”
Wheaton is still talking. I rip open another foil pack and gobble two more Pop-Tarts.
Footsteps.
When Wheaton reappears, I suddenly realize how strange he looks in his white linen cloth. After two days of painting, I’ve gotten used to it. But after hearing him talk on the phone like a normal person, it’s a shock. He looks like a man who believes he’s Jesus. A sixty-year-old Jesus. He stands before the easel, examining the canvas with a critical eye.
The ice water feels like it’s draining the life out of me, and the pain is greater than I anticipated. The line between ice and fire quickly vanishes.
“Is the painting done?” I ask.
“What?” Wheaton says in a distant voice. “Oh. Almost. I-”
The ringing telephone cuts him off. He looks confused. It rings again, faint but insistent. With a quick glance at me, he goes back into the house.
I have an almost irresistible compulsion to leap out of the tub.
This time the footsteps return at a run. Wheaton rushes into the room, his face blotched red again, only this time there’s a gun in his hand. A Smith amp; Wesson featherweight.38. The gun John gave me.
“What’s the matter? What happened?”
“They hung up.” His voice is a ragged whisper.
“That happens all the time.”
“Not here. And it wasn’t dead when I got there. They listened for a few seconds before they hung up.”
I try to keep my eyes flat as hope blossoms in my chest, “It was probably a kid. Or some pervert.”
Wheaton shakes his head. The animal awareness shining in his eyes is a fearsome thing to see: survival instinct honed to a gleaming edge.
“Why are you making explanations?” he asks. “Why do you care?”
“I don’t. I just-”
“Shut up!” He turns and looks at his unfinished painting, then back at me. “I have to go.”
“Go where? Why?”
“Sometimes I know things. And I never second-guess that feeling. This place isn’t safe anymore.”
I feel a sudden urge to leap out of the freezing tub, but before I can act, Wheaton says, “I know you can move.”
My heart stutters.
“Don’t pretend you can’t. I ran out of muscle relaxant. I have to get ready to leave. I’m going to walk over there and put some more Valium into your IV. Enough to knock you out for a while, but not enough to kill you.”
His face looks sincere, but I know who I’m talking to. “You’re lying. You already said you’re going to kill me.”
“Jordan. I could shoot you right now if I wanted to kill you.”
“Maybe we’re too close to other houses. Or maybe you can’t stand to kill that way. Using insulin gives you the illusion of euthanasia.”
A strange smile touches his lips and eyes. “I shot a lot of people in Vietnam. That’s not a problem.”
He crouches four feet from the tub and looks me in the eye. “Why doesn’t Valium work on you, Jordan? Do you have a little
“Maybe a little one.”
He laughs appreciatively. “You’re a sly one, aren’t you? A survivor, like me.”
“So far.”
He stands and goes into the other room, then returns with a syringe. “Stay right where you are. If you try anything, I’ll have no choice but to shoot you. Same thing if you pull out the IV.”
Wheaton walks out of my field of vision, and though I can’t see him, I know what he’s doing: leaning in from as far away as possible and injecting the contents of the syringe into my IV bag. Could he be telling the truth about the Valium? Would he really let me live? He hasn’t let anyone else. They’re all buried somewhere under this house.
My wrist should start burning, but it doesn’t. Wheaton reappears on my left side and crouches again, three feet away. He doesn’t say anything. He just watches.
“You’re shivering,” he says at length. “How do you feel?”
“Scared.”
“There’s nothing to fear. Don’t fight it.”
“Fight what?”
“The Valium.”
“It’s not Valium.” A wave of nausea rolls through me. “Is it?”
“Why do you say that?”
“Because my wrist isn’t burning.”
He sighs, then smiles with something like compassion. “You’re right. Trust a junkie to know her drugs. It’s insulin. Soon you won’t have a care in the world. No pain at all.”
Four feet opposite me, Thalia Laveau looks like exactly what she is: a living corpse. I cannot end my life like
