Legal Tender

hand, like I was getting a headache, which I was.

Q: Okay, so let’s get on with it.

A: It was the courts, you know. They fucked it up.

Q: Eileen, I told you, don’t talk like that on the tape.

A: Sorry, but they did. I went to the law clinic, you know, to try to get whatever it’s called to keep him away from me.

Q: A TRO, a temporary restraining order?

A: Yeah, that’s it. But the courts, those judges, they don’t know the score.

The figure had shelved his book and was moving in the stacks now, right down the aisle toward the listening booth. I doubled over quickly and pretended I was coughing.

A: (excited) I don’t care, they don’t know shit.

Q: Who was your lawyer?

A: At the clinic?

Q: Yes.

A: Just one of the clinic lawyers.

Q: Can you remember his name?

Suddenly there was a hard rap on the glass door of the booth. My stomach tensed. I didn’t know what to do. I turned up the volume on the tape player and hoped he’d go away.

A: Why do you need the name?

Q: In case we need to get a release for the TV movie. You need releases if it’s real people.

A: (pausing) Oh. It was a girl. Uh… Renee. Renee something, I think. I’ll have to get back to you on that. I don’t know where she is now, anyway.

Huh? What? Renee? Could Eileen’s lawyer have been Renee Butler? I couldn’t believe my ears. I hit theREWIND button just as the door swung open behind me.

34

Is that you?” he asked, shocked.

“Is thatyou?” I asked, equally shocked. It was Grady, my lawyer and faithless lover. I wondered fleetingly if these things would always go together in my life. Maybe that was the problem.

“Bennie!” He closed the door quickly behind him, his gray eyes relieved.

“Grady, how the hell are you! Here’s a good one. How can you tell when a man is lying?”

“What?”

“His lips are moving.”

His brow knit in confusion. “What are you talking about? Where have you been? What are you doinghere? I’ve been worried about you.”

“Of course you have. That’s why you needed consoling the other morning.”

“What are you talkin’ about?” he drawled, squatting down so that he was eye-level with me.

“What am Italkin ’ about?” I rolled my chair backward, even though he was wearing my favorite dark blue work-shirt and khakis. I should’ve known he’d cheat. Nobody could do that much for a workshirt and not cheat. “I’mtalkin ’ about that woman. Was it your old girlfriend? Backsliding, again?”

“Who? I’m not seeing her anymore, I told you.”

“Then who answered your phone, Grady? It was morning. You were asleep.”

“Was it Sunday?”

“I guess.”

His forehead uncreased and he smiled. “That was Marshall. She told me somebody called and hung up. She came by and spent the night. On the couch, of course.”

“Marshall?” I heard myself sounding stupid and felt even stupider than I sounded. “She talked so softly, I didn’t recognize her voice.”

“She’d been upset and wanted to know the truth about you. That’s why she ran off, she was worried you might have done it. She thought you found Mark’s hidden files, she knew he was setting up his new firm. We talked until late, and she stayed over on Sunday.”

“Marshall, huh.” My face felt hot. So I’d been wrong to suspect either of them of anything. I wanted off the subject. “What are you doing here anyway?”

“Wait a minute, you were jealous.”

“I was not.”

“Were too.” He grinned.

“Drop it, Grady, and tell me what you’re doing here.”

“I had research to do, but I couldn’t do it at the firm. The cops are all over it. They’ve got a guard there all the time in case you come back.” He grabbed the arms of my chair and pulled me close to him. “By the way, I like this outfit.”

“Black leather?”

“Why do you think I ride a motorcycle?” His hands crept to my knees, but I pushed them away.

“We don’t have time for that. What are you researching?”

“Nothing.”

“Bullshit. What did you find out?”

“Let’s not discuss it now.” He leaned close and planted a small kiss behind my ear, but I squirmed away.

“What’s going on?”

“Doesn’t matter.”

“Tell me or you’re fired.”

He sighed. “The cops found the Camaro in Sam’s garage. Somebody called them because it didn’t have a resident sticker. They traced it to my cousin and found out he has the same last name as mine. They’re trying to prove I helped you get away.”

“Oh, no.” My heart sank. “Can they?”

“Probably. Azzic called Jamie himself, but Jamie didn’t tell him he lent the car to me. He told him it was stolen from in front of my uncle’s house.”

“Had he reported it stolen to the Jersey police?”

Grady’s lip buckled. “No. He can say he forgot.”

“A new car?” I felt a wave of guilt. “I should never have involved you.”

“That’s enough of that,” he said, touching my arm. “I involved myself. I love you, remember?”

It only made me feel worse. “They’ll pick you up for aiding and abetting. They’ll have enough as soon as they ask around Sam’s building. Then they’ll figure out my disguise, if they haven’t already.”

“I’ll handle what happens with me. What are you doin’ here anyway? What are those tapes you’re listening to?”

But Grady was already popping the earphones over his thatch of blond hair. His eyes widened as soon as he hit thePLAY button.

We stood like strangers on opposite sides of the elevator, at my insistence. I wanted distance for all sorts of reasons, but Grady wasn’t having any.