'Bullshit.'
A low laugh. I hung there, in his arms, our bodies barely making contact. His hands slid up my back, his touch so light I shivered. A gentle tug as he wrapped his fingers in my hair, then brought them up to the back of my head. His lips moved down, eyes closing, and I shut mine, reaching up for him, waiting for that first contact, expecting a kiss as soft and teasing as his touch.
His mouth crushed against mine so hard my eyes flew open. A low growling chuckle rippled through him. He started pulling back, to soften the kiss, but I wrapped my arms around his neck and returned it hard enough to make him gasp.
He swung me up, lifting me easily, hands going to the back of my thighs. My legs parted to wrap around him, but my skirt caught. His hands slid down my thighs and pushed my skirt up, his touch firm, fingers splayed, gripping me as they traveled up my thighs to my ass. Then he let out a soft breath of surprise.
I pulled back from the kiss enough to say, 'I don't like panty lines.'
Another delicious growl of a chuckle as his fingers dug in, pulling me against him. I wiggled until I could feel him hard against my crotch, then tightened my legs around his hips, rubbing against him.
My hands dropped to his sides and squeezed between us, finding the button of his pants, then…
I broke the kiss. He dove to find it, but I brought my hands to the sides of his face, holding him back. His dark eyes wavered there, his face indistinct, my vision still clouded with lust.
'Just a second,' I said as I squirmed from his grip and lowered myself to the ground. 'I think I'm making this too easy for you.'
'Easy?' The word was almost a growl. 'Do you know how many times I've thought of this in the past year… and had to see you at council meetings and pretend the idea never even entered my mind?'
A quiver of excitement raced through me. So he hadn't been as oblivious-or immune-as he'd pretended. It was almost enough to make me throw myself into his arms. Almost…
'A year?' I murmured. 'That's nothing.'
I lowered my lips to the base of his throat and tickled my tongue up to his chin, tasting his sweat.
'If it hasn't been easy, you have only yourself to blame,' I said. 'I've been here, ready and willing the whole time.'
I leaned against him. My fingers skated over his hip, then stroked the back of his thigh, heading between his legs. He growl sent tremors through me and I had to stop for a breath before looking up at him.
'Four years, Jeremy, and I'm thinking…' I looked into his eyes. 'Maybe you can wait a little longer. Just to be fair.'
I inched back, my hands going to his chest, as if to ward him off, but sliding under his shirt, feeling his heart thumping under my fingers, feeling the beat of his quickened breathing, the sheen of sweat over his lean, muscled chest… all of which didn't make it any easier for me, but I closed my eyes and savored the tease. Then, his shirt parted, I leaned forward, my nipples pressing hard against the silk, brushing them against his chest as I arched up on tiptoes, kissing the bottom of his throat, tongue sliding out to feel his pulse. He shuddered, but didn't move, and I wondered how long he'd stand there, and what I could do to tease him, to tease both of us, to break that legendary control…
I swallowed a moan and stepped back.
'It's late,' I murmured. 'I should get inside. Are you coming tomorrow?'
A pause. 'Well, apparently, that depends on you.'
I choked on a laugh and swatted his arm. 'I meant to the house. Breakfast is at nine.' I looked up at him. 'As for the rest… we'll see.'
I turned and started to walk away.
'Are you sure?' he called after me. 'When I've had time to clear my head, I might change my mind.'
'Oh, I think I can change it back.'
I could feel his gaze glued to me as I sauntered off around to the front of the house.
UP IN my room, I let out a deep, shuddering sigh. Part of me screamed that I'd gone crazy. I could have had Jeremy in my bed-or in the backyard-tonight. Wasn't that what I wanted? What I dreamed of? I should have seized on the chance before the adrenaline rush of his Change passed and he realized he wasn't ready yet.
But that was exactly why I'd walked away. Because if he wasn't ready, I didn't want him. I wasn't taking the chance that he'd wake in the morning, apologizing and backpedaling furiously. Let him sleep on it and make up his mind. Because that's how I had to win Jeremy-body
So I tried not to think about what I'd just walked away from, and was busying myself checking cell phone messages when a patter sounded at the balcony door. I froze. Jeremy? Tossing up pebbles to get my attention? I'd ignore him. I had to ignore him or-
I turned. And there was the man himself, at the glass balcony door, his shirt still undone, shoes off, hair mussed, lips curved in a small smile.
I looked past him. No ladder or other sign of how he'd gotten there. I cracked open the door just enough to be heard.
'How the hell did you get up here?'
'Magic?'
'Well, I haven't changed my mind so-'
'You forgot to say good night.'
I struggled not to look at him, at that sexy crooked smile, at his unbuttoned shirt, at his black eyes still glinting with the heady exhilaration of the Change, still hungry-
He moved to the gap and leaned against it, his right hand pressed to the glass, one eye peeking through, a sliver of bare torso close enough to-
Oh, God. I couldn't do this. Screw my resolve.
I reached for the door handle, then stopped. Seduce him? An amazing night of sex and he'd be mine forever? If I honestly believe it would be that easy, I'd have done it four years ago.
'Good night,' I said.
'No kiss?'
'Absolutely not.'
His lips twitched. His left hand slid through the crack, grabbing the door frame, ready to open it. With one wrench he could be inside, but he just stood there.
'Just one kiss,' he said. 'Let me in.'
'Or you'll huff and you'll puff?'
A throaty laugh that sent a wave of heat through me.
'I could,' he said. 'If you'd like. Or I can stay right here. Just open the door a little more…'
He moved his face against the two-inch crack. His lips parted, the tip of his tongue showing against white teeth. My knees quavered as I imagined cracking that door open, just a couple of inches more, and pressing against the gap, feeling his body, the heat of it, tasting his kiss, his hunger-
'No,' I said, so fast it came out as a squeak.
'Then why don't you come out here?'
'Because in two minutes I'd be on that cement floor, getting strips ripped from my ass, and I wouldn't be able to sit for a week.'
He laughed-a full deep laugh that made me want to throw open the door. But if he wasn't opening it himself, that meant that despite that adrenaline inebriation, part of him was still thinking clearly enough to hold back. That part that wasn't ready to take a chance.
'Good night, Jeremy,' I said, and closed the door.
I stepped away, reached back and started unzipping my dress.
He pressed his hands to the glass. I could read his lips. 'That's not fair.'
I smiled and finished unzipping. The dress slid off my shoulders, but stayed there. I looked at him, his gaze fixed on me, eyes dark with lust.
'You wouldn't dare,' he mouthed.
I turned, then let it fall off the rest of the way. And, once off, there was nothing else to remove.
