applauded and yelled 'Wooooooo!' Blackburn's ears ached. The crowd was almost as loud as the band. The girl he had been dancing with bumped against him and laughed.
He leaned down and yelled into her hair. Did she want a beer? She raised her eyebrows and nodded. In the improved light, he saw that she had a lot of pimples. Her face gleamed with oil and sweat. She was gorgeous.
The bar was being mobbed, so Blackburn told the girl that she should wait while he plunged into the maelstrom. He used those words. The girl laughed. Blackburn was pretty sure that he had it made.
He struggled through the crowd, turning one way and then another to slip past the clumping bodies. It took awhile. When he came up against the particle-board bar, he found himself standing next to the Dead Gilmores' leader. The musician gave him a sidelong look and nodded. Blackburn nodded back. The musician wasn't wearing a shirt under his tuxedo jacket, and his pale stomach moved in and out as he breathed. His skin was streaked with sweat tracks. The hollows under his eyes were blackened with what looked like charcoal. It was running down his cheeks.
'How's it goin'?' the musician shouted.
'Okay,' Blackburn shouted back. 'You in line?'
The musician nodded. 'Bartender's slow.'
Blackburn nodded back again, then glanced around at the crowd. He could feel that the musician was watching him. He tried to ignore it. But the bartender was taking a long time, and the musician kept on looking at Blackburn. Blackburn gave up and returned the stare.
'That chick you were dancing with,' the musician said. His eyes didn't blink.
'What about her?' Blackburn asked.
'I fucked her.'
Blackburn said nothing.
'I fucked her yesterday,' the musician said. 'You can have her tonight, though. Got my eye on the one in the pink.' He jerked his head to the left.
Blackburn looked. Several people away, a blond girl in a pink halter top was listening to a scrawny boy in denim. She looked bored.
'Looks like she's with someone,' Blackburn said.
The musician glanced at the boy in denim. 'No contest.' He looked back at Blackburn. 'No matter who. You. My drummer. The best-looking guy in here. Wouldn't matter. She'd leave with me.'
Blackburn wished that the bartender would hurry the hell up. He liked the Dead Gilmores just fine, but their leader was going to sour him on the whole band in about two seconds.
'Know why?' the musician asked.
Blackburn said nothing.
'It's because of my eyes,' the musician said. 'The music gets them interested, but then it's my eyes. I'm not bragging. This is just what they tell me, man. There's something about my eyes. Something about the way I look at them. Some kind of hypnotic light in there, you know? That's what they say.'
Blackburn looked hard at the musician's eyes. The irises were pale blue, and wet. The pupils were like small black olives. The whites were oiled plastic. The capillaries were so red that they stood out in relief.
'They just look stoned to me,' Blackburn said.
The musician sneered. 'See your chick? She's looking over here right now. She's looking at me. She's trying to see my eyes.'
Blackburn didn't turn to look for the girl. He stayed focused on the musician's eyes. They weren't anything special. Fiber and jelly.
'Yeah, you're afraid to look,' the musician said. 'You don't want to see. Better learn to play guitar, man. Your eyes ain't got it. Most don't. That's why guys are always ripping me off for shit. My last bass player stole my amp. Same old story. I was cool, he was a dork, and his girlfriend wanted me. So he stole my shit and took off. But I fucked his chick before they left.'
Blackburn laughed. The musician had started out as irritating, but he had become funny. Blackburn turned away and gestured to the bartender, who finally took notice and came over. Blackburn ordered two Shiners.
'Hey, man!' the musician yelled. 'I was here first! My break's almost over!' The bartender had already turned away to get the beers.
'He'll be back in a second,' Blackburn said.
The musician glared. 'Same old shit,' he said. 'You feel threatened, so you rip me off. Just like the guy who wouldn't let me back in his cheap-ass nightclub because he said I bothered the women. Hey, man, I
'They just look stoned to me,' Blackburn said again.
The musician jabbed a finger into Blackburn's chest. 'All right, man. You watch.' He turned and shoved people out of his way until he reached the blond girl in the pink top. He gazed at her and said something that Blackburn couldn't hear. The girl frowned.
The bartender put two bottles of beer on the bar, and Blackburn looked away from the musician while he paid for them. When he looked back, he saw that the girl in the pink top was heading for the door. The musician was following her. She said something over her shoulder to him. She didn't look happy.
The musician caught up with her, grabbed her arm, and pulled her through the crowd toward the stage. 'Time to party!' he cried. 'Time to dance!'
Blackburn took a sip from one of the beer bottles and watched. The blond girl was trying to pull free of the musician's grip. The crowd parted for them as they neared the stage. Some of the males cheered and hooted. Some of the females did too. Blackburn started squeezing his way through the packed bodies.
The blond girl was furious. Her face was red. She was screaming at the musician. He pulled her up onto the stage with him.
'Let's hear it for this sweet little rock-and-roll mama!' the musician shouted into his microphone. The crowd bellowed.
The musician pulled the blond girl to him and stuck his tongue in her mouth. Then he shoved her away and picked up his guitar. He and the drummer kicked off the next song while the blond girl struggled toward the door. She passed right by Blackburn, who was heading the other way. He saw that she was crying.
The yellow light bulbs went off, and the strobe started again. Blackburn found the girl he had been dancing with and handed her one of the bottles.
She pointed toward the door. 'Sorry, but I'm gonna take off,' she yelled. 'I'm too pissed to stay. That guy's a good player, but he's a shit.'
Blackburn nodded. The girl started through the jumping bodies toward the door. Blackburn started toward the stage.
When he got there, the Dead Gilmores were cranking fast and loud in a final frenzied bridge. The noise from the amplifiers was like an extended bomb blast. Blackburn's skull rattled. He jumped onto the stage at the crash of the final chord and headed for the drum kit. As the sound decayed, Blackburn grabbed the sticks from the drummer's sweat-slick hands. The drummer yelled.
The band leader's right arm was still raised from striking the chord. Blackburn came up behind him and crouched. The musician stepped back from his microphone and toppled. The amplifiers squealed.
Blackburn climbed onto the musician and knelt on his belly, just below the guitar. The guitar was glitter-specked lavender. In the light of the strobe, each speck was a different color. The musician
