and newspapers could spread stories of werewolf sightings across the globe within hours. New methods of police work meant a strange canine-like killing in Tallahassee could be swiftly linked to similar ones in Miami and Key West. The world began to close in on the Pack. Instead of banding together, they'd begun fighting one another for every last vestige of security, even going so far as to steal prime territory from their own Pack brothers.
Jeremy changed that.
Although Jeremy could never be considered the best fighter in the Pack, he possessed a strength that was even more important for the survival and success of the modern Pack. Jeremy had absolute self-control. Being able to master his own instincts and urges meant he could see the problems the Pack was facing and deal with them rationally, making decisions untainted by impulse. As suburbs consumed the land surrounding cities, he moved the Pack farther into the countryside. He taught them how to deal with humans, how to be part of the world and outside of the world at the same time. As stories of werewolves travelled faster and more easily, he exerted his control over not just the Pack, but the non-Pack werewolves. In the past, non-Pack werewolves-known as mutts- were seen as second-class citizens, beneath the notice of the Pack. Under Jeremy's rule, mutts didn't gain any status, but the Pack learned that they couldn't afford to ignore them. If a mutt caused enough trouble in Cairo, it could resonate all the way to New York. The Pack started keeping dossiers on mutts, learning their habits and tracing their movements. When a werewolf caused trouble anywhere in the world, the Pack responded quickly and decisively. The penalty for endangering the security of the Pack ranged anywhere from a rousting to a beating to a swift execution. Under Jeremy's rule, the Pack was stronger and more stable than ever, and no one contested it. They were smart enough to know when they had a good thing.
I shook off my thoughts and walked to the desk, looking at the nest of papers piled there. 'Excavation Reveals New Insights on the Chavin Phenomenon' read the title of one article. Peeking out from under it was another about ancient Chavin de Huantar jaguar cults. Fascinating stuff. Yawn. Though it came as a shock to most who met him, Clay had a brain, actually a brilliant brain, one that had earned him a Ph.D. in anthropology. He specialized in anthropomorphic religions. In other words, he studied man-beast symbolism in ancient cultures. His reputation was built on his research, since he didn't like to deal directly with the human world, but when he deemed it necessary to make a foray into the live world of academics he'd take on brief teaching stints. That was how I'd met him.
Again, I shook off my thoughts, harder this time. Turning from the mess of Clay's papers, I sank onto the couch. As I glanced around, I realized that the room looked exactly as I'd left it fourteen months ago. I pulled up a picture of the study from memory, compared it with what I was seeing and found not a single difference. That couldn't be right. Jeremy redecorated this room-and most of the house-so often it was a running gag that we could blink and see something different. Clay said once that the changes had to do with bad memories, but he wouldn't elaborate. Soon after Clay brought me here, Jeremy had recruited me as his decorating assistant. I could remember entire nights spent poring over catalogues, dragging around furniture, and holding up paint chips. When I looked up at the ceiling by the fireplace, I could see hardened lumps of wallpaper paste, still there from a four A.M. wallpapering spree that had turned the study into a battleground, Jeremy and I too exhausted to do anything more than lob clumps of paste at each other. I remembered staring at those hardened lumps the last time I'd been in this room. Jeremy had been there, standing before the fireplace, his back to me. As I'd told him what I'd done, I'd ached for him to turn around, to tell me that it wasn't wrong. But I knew it was wrong. So completely wrong. Still, I'd wanted him to say something, anything, to make me feel better. When he hadn't, I'd left, promising myself that I wouldn't return. I looked up at the paste clumps. Another battle lost.
'So you've come back… finally.'
The deep voice made me jump. Jeremy stood in the doorway. Since I'd last seen him, he'd grown a close- clipped beard, something that usually happened when he got too distracted to shave, then couldn't be bothered undoing the damage. It made him look older, though still nowhere near his true age of fifty-one. We age slowly. Jeremy could pass for mid-thirties: his hairstyle furthering the illusion of youth, shoulder-length and tied at the nape of his neck. It was a style adopted not out of fashion but because it meant fewer haircuts. Trips to a public barber were intolerable for Jeremy, so Clay or I cut his hair, which wasn't an experience to be endured more than a few times a year. When he stepped into the room, his bangs fell into his eyes, shattering the austerity of his face. He shoved them back, a gesture so familiar it made my throat ache.
He looked around. 'Where's Clay?'
Typical. First, he gets after me for being late. Then he asks about Clay. A twinge of hurt darted through me, but I pushed it away. It wasn't like I expected him to welcome me back with hugs and kisses. That wasn't Jeremy's way, though a 'good to see you' or 'how was your flight?' would have been nice.
'We heard shots in the back forest,' I said. 'He mumbled something about shallow graves and took off.'
'I've been trying to contact you for three days.'
'I was busy.'
His cheek twitched. With Jeremy, this was the equivalent of an emotional outburst. 'When I call, you call me back,' he said, his voice deceptively soft. 'I wouldn't call you if it wasn't important. If I do call, you answer. That was the arrangement.'
'Correct, that
'When you left the Pack? And when did this happen? Forgive me if I missed something, but I don't recall any such conversation, Elena.'
'I thought it was understood.'
Clay walked in the room carrying a tray of cold cuts and cheese. He laid it on the desk and looked from me to Jeremy.
Jeremy continued. 'So you're no longer part of the Pack now?'
'Correct.'
'Then you're one of them-a mutt?'
'Of course not, Jer,' Clay said, thumping down beside me on the couch.
I moved to the fireplace.
'Well, which is it?' Jeremy asked, his gaze skewering mine. 'Pack or not?'
'Come on, Jer,' Clay said. 'You know she doesn't mean it.'
'We had an arrangement, Elena. I wouldn't contact you unless I needed you. Well, I need you and now you're sulking and fuming because I had the gall to remind you of your responsibilities.'
'You need me for what? To take care of a trespassing mutt? That's Clay's job.'
Jeremy shook his head. 'You don't use a wrecking ball to exterminate one mouse. Clay has his strengths. Subtlety is not one of them.'
Clay grinned at me and shrugged. I looked away.
'So what's going on that's so damned important you need me?' I asked.
Jeremy turned and headed for the door. 'It's late. I've called a Meet for tomorrow. I'll tell you everything then. Hopefully you'll feel less confrontational after a good sleep.'
'Whoa!' I said, stepping out to block his path. 'I dropped everything to come here. I skipped out of work, paid for an airline ticket, and raced here as fast as I could because no one was answering the damned phone. I want to know why I'm here and I want to know now. If you walk out that door, I'm not going to promise you'll still find me here in the morning.'
'So be it,' Jeremy said, his voice so cool I shivered in the draft. 'If you decide to leave, have Clay drive you to Syracuse.'
'Yeah, right,' I said. 'I'd be more likely to get to the airport by thumbing a ride with the local psychopath.'
Clay grinned. 'You forget, darling. I am the local psychopath.'
I muttered my complete and heartfelt agreement. Jeremy said nothing, just stood there and waited for me to step aside. I did. Old habits are hard to break. Jeremy left the room. A minute later, his bedroom door closed upstairs.
'Arrogant son-of-a-bitch,' I muttered.
Clay only shrugged. He was leaning back in his seat, eyes watching me, lips curved in a pensive smile that set my teeth on edge.
'What the hell do you want?' I said.
His smile turned to a grin, white teeth flashing. 'You. What else?'
