issues that Angie had dealt with.
As she observed Steve, she realized that it was
She’d thought he was, too.
The two brothers couldn’t be more different. Steve was gregarious, friendly, talked to everyone, and fit in with the students, though he was substantially older than most of them.
The sheriff, on the other hand, was aloof. Serious. Focused on his task. Even now, he was scanning the room. Discreet. On the outside he appeared casual, but she felt his rigid posture, his intense, subtle perusal of each person who walked up to the casket.
Carina couldn’t read Nick’s expression, which bugged her. She prided herself on being able to read people. “I guess things are still strained between you and your brother.”
“You could say that.”
“Were you two close before…this?”
He shrugged. “Not as close as when we were kids.”
“Why’s that?”
“Living in different states.”
“Why didn’t he return to Montana when he was put on disability?”
“Why does this sound like an interrogation?”
“It’s not. Just a conversation.”
“Hmm.”
He wasn’t answering her questions so she changed focus. She was curious about Nick Thomas, far more curious than simple professional interest. “How long have you been sheriff?”
“Nearly four years.”
“Before that?”
“Deputy.”
“For how long?”
“Eight years.”
Getting Nick to answer questions was like pulling teeth. Either he really didn’t want to talk, or he was truly a man of few words. She’d thought they’d broken through this reticence over the last few days they’d been on the same team.
“You?”
“Eleven years on the force, made detective fifteen months ago. I dropped out of college to join the police academy.”
The corner of his mouth lifted. “I dropped out of law school for the same reason.”
“Law school?” She looked at his profile. Ruggedly handsome, tan from spending a lot of time outdoors. “I don’t picture you as a lawyer.”
He shrugged. “I guess I didn’t, either.” Was that regret in his voice?
“What happened that you changed your mind?”
He didn’t answer right away. Then, “I didn’t like the idea of sitting at a desk all day.” He looked right at her and Carina swallowed. There was something very intense about Sheriff Nick Thomas. It wasn’t the first time she’d felt the brunt of his scrutiny, and it was a little unnerving, a little heady. Sexy. “That, and I wanted to help troubled kids,” he said. “You know the type, good kids in bad situations. One thing led to another and I joined the sheriff’s department.” He gave her a half-grin that made her insides melt. “What about you?” he asked. “Why’d you drop out of college?”
Her answer to that had always been flip:
“Someone I loved was murdered.”
Nick inched closer to her. He didn’t touch her, but she felt the caress in his voice more powerful than any physical connection. “I’m sorry. Violence changes lives. Everyone evil touches is affected.”
She couldn’t pull her eyes from his. The depth of compassion, of pain, of
“My nephew,” she whispered. “He was seven.”
Nick’s jaw clenched. “Did they catch the bastard?”
Carina shook her head, turning away as unwanted tears sprang to her eyes.
Nick squeezed her shoulder, briefly, but with strength. She took a deep breath.
“What do you think of that guy over there?”
Nick didn’t point, he barely gestured, but Carina read him like a lifelong partner.
A young man stood alone, separate from the crowd, half-obscured by a potted palm. Just shy of six feet tall, lanky, wearing slacks and a button-down.
As they watched, he approached Angie’s mother, who sat looking shell-shocked in front of the closed casket. They’d spoken to Mrs. Vance earlier in the day, sharing the bare minimum information they could, while still honestly answering her many questions. The pain and anguish in Mrs. Vance’s eyes, learning about her daughter’s sexual activities, had broken Carina’s heart. Already, the chief of police was fielding calls from the press, which had begun to sensationalize the case.
Carina would have given her right arm to protect the Vance family from the media onslaught, but there was nothing to be done. The media seemed to think freedom of the press meant freedom to be callous.
Angie’s mother blinked, then jumped up and wrapped her arms around the man who’d approached.
“Friend, relative of the family?” Nick asked, almost to himself.
“Probably, but it was a good call; solitary male under thirty watching the crowd.”
Carina’s radio beeped and she spoke into it. “I need to check with the team outside. I’ll be back in ten.”
Nick watched Carina briskly exit the room. She was an interesting woman. Full of confidence, drive, intelligence. Driven by her nephew’s death, though it didn’t consume her. She had allowed his sympathy when offered, accepting it without bristling or complaint.
He admired that. It took a strong woman to accept sincere condolences and not go on the attack.
If he was in a better place in his life, if he knew where he was going, what he was doing with his career, Carina would be the type of woman he’d like to get to know. Intimately.
Lord knew he needed a woman who didn’t have baggage that weighed more than his.
Nick watched Steve’s neighbor Ava enter the room, glance around, and make a beeline toward Steve when she spotted him in the corner, surrounded by a large group of girls. Steve’s face lit up when he saw her, and they hugged. Platonic? No. They may not have had sex, but there was an affair of the heart going on.
What did these girls see in Steve? Sure, he was attractive and in shape, he was obviously attentive and liked to have fun. But wouldn’t they be more interested in boys their own age? Nick had been around college students most of his career and had never wanted to date any of them.
But he’d pretty much spent most of the last ten years in love with one woman. A woman who couldn’t return his feelings. A woman he had voluntarily walked away from, hoping she’d follow him.
She hadn’t.
He approached the group, standing aloof, not wanting to become involved, but Ava motioned for him to come over and made a space for him. “We were just talking about who could have done something like this to Angie.”
“We
Another girl squeezed Steve’s arm. “You’re okay, right? They didn’t hurt you, did they?”
“No, no, nothing like that. The police really want to find Angie’s killer. Since I’m her ex-boyfriend, it’s logical they would look at me first. I understand that. But now that they know I didn’t do it, they can focus on finding the