an hour, talking quietly most of the time, but her mother's face had not even twitched in response. Margaret Morse's sedation was deep, and justly so. She had reached the point where an ending was better than continuing-or it would have been, were Alex in the same situation.
Alex's hospital slippers hissed along the floor as she passed the five doors that separated her mother's room from Chris's. Her head throbbed incessantly. The ER doctors had given her over-the-counter Tylenol, which hadn't even dented the pain that accompanied her concussion. To her surprise, she found Chris awake when she entered his room. As she leaned over his bed, she saw tears on his face. She took his hand.
'What's the matter?'
'I just talked to Mrs. Johnson.'
Fear awakened in the pit of Alex's stomach. The same fear she felt when she thought about Jamie.
'Ben's pretty upset,' Chris went on. 'Thora hasn't called him, and he's picked up from my voice that there's something wrong.'
Alex laid her hand carefully on his arm. 'You need to know some things.'
His eyes instantly became more alert.
'Will overheard Thora telling Andrew Rusk to call off the hit on you.'
Chris started to rise from the bed, but Alex pushed him back with ease. It frightened her to realize that he had become so weak so fast. She squeezed his hand. 'It's time to arrest her, Chris.'
Confusion filled his eyes. 'She tried to call it off?'
'Only because she knew you were onto her. Frankly, I think she needs to be arrested for her own protection. She's a threat to Rusk and Tarver. They might kill her just to keep her quiet. And not only that.'
'What else?'
'I'm worried that in her present state, Thora might be a threat to Ben.'
Chris's eyes widened. 'I don't think she'd physically hurt him.'
'Given the pressure she's under? She could be suicidal. What if she decided to take Ben with her?'
He shook his head. 'I don't think she'd…hell, I guess I'm the worst person to ask. I've been completely wrong about her so far.'
'Thora's sick, Chris. But you didn't know that. You couldn't.'
'I'm a doctor. I should have seen some clue.'
'We're all blind when it comes to people we love. I've done the same thing myself.'
'Who would take care of Ben if Thora's arrested?'
'Mrs. Johnson?' Alex suggested.
Chris shook his head. 'I'd rather Tom Cage and his wife do it. Tom will know what to do if things get crazy.'
She nodded. 'I'll call him for you. You lie back and take it easy.'
'I don't want Ben to see his mother arrested.'
'I know you don't. And I don't think he will. But the alternative could be a lot worse.'
Chris stared up at her with ineffable sadness. Alex had only seen sadness like that on the night James Broadbent confessed his feelings to her. After working closely with her for three years, Broadbent had become convinced that Alex was the love of his life. He was no wide-eyed boy, but a highly decorated FBI agent of forty with a loyal wife and two children. In a voice cracking with pain, Broadbent had told Alex that he could never abandon his family, but neither could he go on without telling her about his feelings. Because he couldn't endure being close to her without possessing her, he'd planned to put in for a transfer the next week. But he never did. Two days after his confession, James Broadbent was dead.
Alex leaned down and laid her cheek against Chris's pillow. 'I know it looks hopeless now. But you're going to have a life again. You're going to share it with Ben, too.'
Chris raised his hand and touched her face, careful to avoid the scars. 'I can't see it right now. I want to…but I can't.'
'I can. As clearly as I see you now.'
He closed his eyes.
After a moment of debate, Alex climbed onto the hospital bed and lay beside him. If Chris noticed, he made no sign. She had thought they would both feel better if they lay together, but as she stroked his still-burning forehead, she was struck by the certainty that he would not live through the night.
Eldon Tarver pulled the Dodge pickup he'd been saving for his final escape up to the Union 76 truck stop on I-55 South. Ten seconds after he parked, his passenger door opened and Judah sat heavily on the front seat. Judah had a small backpack on his lap. As soon as he closed the door, he opened the pack and took out a small capuchin monkey. The capuchin had a face like a human infant's. It looked up at Eldon with anxious eyes, then buried its face in Judah's huge chest.
'Please don't be mad,' Judah said.
Tarver was furious that his brother would disobey him and sneak the monkey out of the lab, but there was likely no harm done. The capuchin hadn't yet been used as a test animal, nor had it shared any cages with sick animals.
'Nobody saw the monkey?' Eldon asked, idling a few yards away from the building.
'Naw.' Judah smiled. 'She didn't make one peep.'
'Did you wait in the restaurant?'
'Uh-uh. Spent most of my time in the shower area, by the game room. It didn't take you as long as you said.'
Eldon smiled. 'Sometimes things just fall right, you know?'
'Like with this one,' Judah said, rubbing the capuchin's back.
Eldon laughed, then pulled out to the frontage road. He drove underneath the interstate, then turned left and accelerated up the ramp onto I-55 North. Before long they would reach the Natchez Trace exit. For several miles, the Trace ran along the Ross Barnett Reservoir, where some beautiful homes faced that stretch of the massive lake.
'Look in the backseat,' Eldon said. 'What do you see?'
Judah heaved his huge frame around far enough to stare into the rear seat of the pickup. Eldon switched on the overhead light.
'Looks like a box of rocks,' said Judah.
Eldon belly-laughed for almost a half mile. 'That's just what it is, Brother! A box of rocks!'
Judah looked puzzled, but he seemed content to caress the monkey and watch the headlights on the Interstate. By the time they turned onto the Trace, Tarver's face looked carved from stone.
CHAPTER 50
Will Kilmer was sitting in his office when his telephone rang. He'd checked himself out of the hospital and come in early to try to catch up on the cases he'd been ignoring to help Alex, but the heavy backlog and the pain in his wounded back had pushed him to open the bottle of Jack Daniel's he kept in his bottom drawer.
'Argus Operations,' he half-groaned, shoving a stack of files to the far corner of his desk.
'It's Danny, Will.'
Danny Mills was an ex-cop Kilmer had assigned to watch Andrew Rusk's office today. 'What is it, Danny?'
'Rusk hasn't shown up for work. Usually he's in at least a half hour before now.'
'Okay. Stay put. I'll holler back at you.'
Will hung up and considered the situation. He could send a man out to Madison County, where Rusk lived-or he could drive out there himself. He hated that idea, because commuter traffic was hell this time of the morning, with the new Nissan plant and all. Plus, according to Alex, the FBI was watching Rusk now. Their involvement might
