“Hard to say. Somebody was probably watching O’Connor’s house last night before they delivered the package. They may have followed you from there. They may have been watching today, may have seen you talking to me at the scene and figured you were going to tell us too much. They could have followed you from Banyon’s. They may have already known you and O’Connor were close friends and figured they’d call on you just in case he had told you something. Maybe they saw the Corvette and thought Kenny was here.”
He looked over at the chair and the remains of his suit coat. “If they hadn’t hit so low, and risked it the middle of the day, I’d think this was just a warning, but maybe they didn’t care whether they killed you or not. They can obviously do it if they want to. They succeeded once already and came close to being two for two.”
I felt a little sick to my stomach. Frank saw the look on my face and set the broom down and came over to me. “Sorry,” he said, “I’m so used to you being a reporter, I wasn’t phrasing things the way I should.” He put an arm around my shoulders. “Got any coffee? Let’s go into the kitchen and I’ll call somebody to board up the window. Getting the glass replaced on a Sunday would cost you a fortune.”
While we waited for the board-up crew, I made some coffee and poured a couple of cups. We sat back down at the table.
“Before we were so rudely interrupted by gunfire,” I said, “we were talking about O’Connor. What did you learn from Kenny? Like I said, his car was there last night. This morning, as I was leaving… after the explosion, I mean…”
I heard my own voice trailing off, as if it belonged to someone else. I could suddenly see the destruction before me again, feel the numbing chill of realizing that it was impossible for O’Connor to have survived it, knowing that he was gone, would never be around again. No more listening or laughing or talking or anything at all.
Again that need to wail like a lost child was welling up within me, that longing to cry and cry. But nothing happened.
Frank was waiting for me to pull it together, trying not to make me feel self-conscious. He got up to refill his coffee cup. I took a few deep breaths and went on.
“Anyway, Kenny’s car was parked in front of the house last night, but not this morning. He doesn’t usually get out of bed before he has to — one of the things that drove my sister Barbara nuts when they were married. But he was safely out of the house this morning before the explosion, got back there after you guys were already on the scene. Now his car just happens to mysteriously appear near my house on the same afternoon I’m shot at, and he’s nowhere around.”
“Yeah, it’s odd, all right, and I’m anxious to talk to him. But he has a legitimate reason for being gone this morning and it checks out… Yes, I checked it myself,” he added, seeing my look of disbelief.
“Where was he?” I asked.
“You know I can’t tell you that.”
I was furious. “Frank Harriman, you’ve got a hell of a nerve coming in here and asking questions and then refusing to give me information in return!”
“Don’t give me that crap, Irene! This isn’t some goddamned newspaper story. You’re not a reporter anymore and we’re not just involved in an exchange of information. An old man was blown to kingdom come this morning. I’ve been shot at, I’ve had my face scratched by your cat and my best suit coat blown to shreds. All the same I’ve tried to protect you from harm and from what would probably be a much less considerate style of questioning. I don’t…” He stopped.
I was finally starting to cry.
4
IRENE. Irene, I’m sorry…
“I held up a hand. When I could talk again I said, “Not your fault. Not a good day for either of us. I’m sorry. Excuse me for a moment…'
I got up without looking him in the face and went back to the bedroom. I closed the door, flopped down on the bed and indulged myself with a good cry. Cody came out from under the bed and crawled up next to me, licked my face and gave little mews of consolation. I was angry with myself for breaking down in front of Frank, felt awkward about the idea of going out red-nosed and froggy-eyed from crying. How embarrassing. But I knew I couldn’t just leave the guy standing out there in my living room.
I heard Williams come back by, but I couldn’t make out anything they were saying. He left and all was quiet again. A couple of times I heard Frank start down the hall, then hesitate and go back toward the front of the house.
The doorbell rang. I could overhear him talking to the board-up crew and was relieved to have him occupied. I went into the bathroom, blew my nose and splashed a lot of cold water on my face. My blue eyes were puffy and red-rimmed. For a distraction, I twisted my dark hair up off my shoulders and pinned it. My neck was cooler, but a glance in the mirror convinced me I looked like a schoolmarm, so I let my hair down again. I brushed it; the action calmed me. I didn’t look great, but at least I had stopped crying.
There was a soft knock at the bedroom door, and Cody ran back under the bed.
“Irene?”
“Yeah, Frank — I’ll be right out.”
I opened the door, and he backed up a couple of paces, as if he was afraid of what I might do next. Couldn’t blame him. I didn’t know either.
It was getting dark, and looking out the back screen door, I could see a bright-red sunset. He leaned against the hallway and watched me. In the background, I could hear the board-up crew break out the remaining glass in the window.
“You okay?” he asked.
“Yes, I think so. Actually, you’ve been a help. I’ve been trying to cry all day.”
“Glad it made one of us feel better.”
“Don’t feel bad, Frank. I know the rules. I’ve covered crime beats and I know better. I’m just… not quite myself right now. I’m so damned angry. Sorry I took it out on you.”
