Sex, Lies, and Vampires

'Are you ready for me? Tell me you're ready, Hasi,' Adrian demanded, his voice rough and deep as he tossed his satchel and coat onto a nearby chair, quickly pulling off his boots and sweater.

I ripped my jacket and sweater over my head in one move, frantically squirming my way out of my jeans and shoes as he peeled off his pants. 'I was ready hours ago. Come to me now, my wild stallion!'

'Stallion, eh?' he asked, falling into my waiting arms, his body hot and hard and wildly aroused. He slid to the side, his hands skimming down my breasts and belly. 'You think me a stud now?'

'Oh, yes, you're a wonderful stud, a manly stud, my stud,' I cried, wrapping my arms around him and trying to pull him back onto me where I wanted him.

'If I am to play stallion to your mare, we must do this properly,' he growled, winding an arm around my waist.

His mind filled mine with images of what he intended to do, stirring my desire to a fevered pitch as he flipped me over, pulling me up onto my knees.

'You don't think you're going to… oh my God, you are!'

Adrian spread my legs, positioned himself, and thrust hard into me, all in one swift move. I hadn't lied, I was more than ready for him, but the force of his invasion coupled with the unusual angle, and the arousal he felt that spilled into me, sent me spiraling into an immediate orgasm. I was aware of his fingers biting hard into my hips as he pounded into me, acknowledged and matched the blast of need and desire that swept through him, but it was all I could do to stay on my knees and not collapse with the strength of the pleasure that his touch brought.

'Is this what you wanted?' he growled, leaning over my back to nip my ear, his voice as erotic a touch on my skin as his heated flesh.

'I want you,' I gasped, my body humming like a top. Within him, the darkness was chased away by the brilliant warmth of our joining. Wave after wave of ecstasy swept him, catching me in its wake, merging me with him until we were caught together, unable to separate. 'I don't care how we do this, I just want you. I will always want you.'

His shout of exultation rang in my ears as he pulsed deep within my still quivering flesh. I collapsed under his weight, sated within an inch of my life, and yet already wanting him again. Despite the wonder of the moment, despite the overwhelming joy we had shared, something seemed to be missing, something hadn't been right. 'You didn't bite me! You didn't feed off me!'

He pulled himself from my body, leaving me more than just bereft over his withdrawal—my heart threatened to shatter at the fact that he no longer wanted to bond with me in the most elemental way a Dark One could.

'Hasi, Hasi,' he murmured, pulling me into his arms as he stood. 'Do you really believe I no longer need you? You are my life, my breath, the blood that runs in my veins. I could not exist without you.'

'Then why…' I started to ask, feeling the truth in what he said, but confused by his actions.

'What we did only took the edge off our hunger. Now begins the main course.' He laid me down on a thick white pelt that served as a carpet before a small fireplace. I glanced around the room as he knelt to make a fire with wood stacked neatly nearby. Skylights showed the moon and stars flickering between occasional clouds, the room itself lit by candles scattered on several small tables. The bed and a long couch were the only other furniture in the room.

I turned my attention to the wonderful play of muscles in Adrian's bare back as he lit the fire, smiling as I realized his mind was filled with a wicked intent that I wholeheartedly endorsed. 'The main course, hmmm? I'm positively famished, so I think you should let me go first.'

'I believe that can be negotiated,' he answered, turning to me with a smile that made my heart lurch. The firelight gilded the smooth, warm brown of his skin, kissing his hair until it glowed more red than brown. His eyes were dark, so dark I couldn't tell their color, but even without touching him, I could feel the passion in him, the depth of emotion that he felt for me.

'I love you,' I said without thinking.

He blinked.

'And what's more, you love me.'

His nostrils flared… in an adorable way.

I smiled. 'I can feel your emotions, and I'm not even touching you. Looks like you were right about my brain healing itself bit by bit.'

'Hasi,' he said, then stopped. I didn't need to open myself to him to recognize the regret in his eyes.

'No,' I said, pushing him onto his back. 'I don't want to hear anything about you not surviving your encounter with Saer. I don't want you being noble and selfless. I want you to love me as much as I love you, Adrian.'

Despair lapped at the lingering arousal that still filled him. He closed his eyes against the pain, and I kissed him, part of my heart contracting with the knowledge that he sincerely believed we had no future. The need to force an admission of love from him warred with the desire to show him just what it meant to love someone. In the end, I decided to accept what he was willing to give me, and leave the worry about our future for another time.

I slid down his body to his feet, parting his legs, trailing my fingers along the top of one foot to his ankle. His leg twitched.

'Are you ticklish?' I asked.

'Evidently,' he answered, opening his eyes. They were indigo, dark with passion and arousal. I smiled a wicked smile, one that had suddenly entered my repertoire after I'd met him. 'Who knew vampires could be ticklish? I'm definitely going to be straightening out the Buffy people about a few things.'

He sucked in his breath when I bent over his ankle to flick my tongue along the bone.

'Tell me what you like,' I murmured against the curve of his calf as I nibbled and licked my way up his leg.

'Everything. I like everything,' he said, a tad desperately, to my ears. I slanted a glance upward, studying the long length of his body, pausing for a moment to admire the thickening source of so much pleasure. His hands were clutching the rug on either side of his hips, the tendons on his neck standing out with strain. He groaned, his Adam's apple bobbing with the effort needed to swallow.

'Good. Because I like everything about you.' I turned my attention to his other leg, kissing and nibbling my way up it, gently scraping my nails up the sensitive inner flesh of his thighs.

He trembled beneath me as I slid upwards, rubbing my cheek against his thoroughly aroused penis. 'Do you, perhaps, like this?' I asked just before I lathed my tongue across the fleshy sack beneath it.

His hips shot upward. Christus, Hasi! How can you ask me that? Your touch sets me afire.

I smiled at his straining nether bits, pulling away for a moment when I realized what had happened. Adrian? I heard you! In my head I heard you!

There was no answer, no feel of him sharing my thoughts again. He opened his eyes and looked down his chest at me. 'What's wrong, Nell?'

I looked down at him. His legs were spread wide to accommodate me romping between them. No part of him was touching me. I spread my fingers on his belly. Adrian?

What is it, Hasi? Why are you so shocked?

My lips curved as they pressed against the firm flesh of his stomach. I can hear you again, but only when I'm touching you. I just guess that means I'll have to touch you. A lot.

The groan of utter pleasure echoed in my head as his eyes rolled back when I took the rampant part of him in my mouth. My tongue went wild swirling, savoring the taste and feel of him, the power he held in strict check as I did my best to drive him beyond wild into uncontrolled.

You always make me lose control, Hasi. The touch of his mind was so pleasurable, it made me aware of how much I had missed it. You make me desire things I cannot have. You make me hope.

I shifted upward, bending to kiss him deeply. Taste yourself on my lips, my sweet Adrian. Taste my love for you.

He groaned again as I sank slowly down upon him, my body accepting his intrusion with a cry of pleasure so profound it filled me and spilled onto him, mingling with the hunger that was quickly rising in my mind. It was his hunger, but I shared in it, reveled in it, celebrated it in the only way I knew how.

His hands were on my breasts, teasing them until I was overwhelmed with the need to feel his mouth on them. Nell, my beautiful, wondrous Nell. I need you so much, my glorious one. I need everything you