The answers would be there.
'Taking Fadrex won't be easy,' Elend noted. 'Cett's enemies have entrenched themselves quite solidly there. I hear a former Ministry obligator is in charge.'
'The atium will be worth it,' Vin said.
'If it's there,' Elend said.
She gave him a flat stare.
He held up a hand. 'I'm just trying to do what you told me, Vin-I'm trying to be realistic. However, I agree that Fadrex will be worth the effort. Even if the atium isn't there, we need the supplies in that store. We need to know what the Lord Ruler left us.'
Vin nodded. She herself no longer had any atium. She'd burned up their last bit a year and a half ago, and she'd never gotten used to how exposed she felt without it. Electrum softened that fear somewhat, but not completely.
Voices sounded from the other end of the cavern, and Elend turned. 'I should go speak to them,' he said. 'We're going to have to organize things in here quickly.'
'Have you told them yet that we're going to have to move them back to Luthadel?'
Elend shook his head. 'They won't like it,' he said. 'They're becoming independent, as I always hoped they would.'
'It has to be done, Elend,' Vin said. 'This city is well outside our defensive perimeter. Plus, they can't have more than a few hours of mistless daylight left this far out. Their crops are already doomed.'
Elend nodded, but he continued to stare out into the darkness. 'I come, I seize control of their city, take their treasure, then force them to abandon their homes. And from here we go to Fadrex to conquer another.'
'Elend-'
He held up a hand. 'I know, Vin. It must be done.' He turned, leaving the lantern and walking toward the doorway. As he did, his posture straightened, and his face became more firm.
Vin turned back to the plate, rereading the Lord Ruler's words. On a different plate, much like this one, Sazed had found the words of Kwaan, the long-dead Terrisman who had changed the world by claiming to have found the Hero of Ages. Kwaan had left his words as a confession of his errors, warning that some kind of force was working to change the histories and religions of mankind. He'd worried that the force was suborning the Terris religion in order to cause a 'Hero' to come to the North and release it.
That was exactly what Vin had done. She'd called herself hero, and had released the enemy-all the while thinking that she was sacrificing her own needs for the good of the world.
She ran her fingers across the large plate.
Vin stopped. Her fingers-made far more sensitive by the tin she was burning to help her eyesight in the dark cavern-brushed against grooves in the plate's surface. She knelt, leaning close, to find a short inscription carved in the metal, at the bottom, the letters much smaller than the ones up above.
Vin shivered.
What had the Lord Ruler learned in his moments of transcendence? What things had he kept in his mind forever, never writing them down for fear of revealing his knowledge, always expecting that he would eventually be the one who took the power when it came again? Had he, perhaps, planned to use that power to destroy the thing that Vin had released?
6
I'm too weak, Marsh thought.
Lucidity came upon him suddenly, as it often did when Ruin wasn't watching him closely. It was like waking from a nightmare, fully aware of what had been going on in the dream, yet confused as to the reasoning behind his actions.
He continued to walk through the koloss camp. Ruin still controlled him, as it always did. Yet, when it didn't press hard enough against Marsh's mind-when it didn't focus on him-sometimes, Marsh's own thoughts returned.
It was depressing. However, Marsh had always considered himself to be a practical man, and he forced himself to acknowledge the truth. He was never going to gain enough control over his body to kill himself.
Ash fell as he walked through the camp. Did it ever stop these days? He almost wished that Ruin wouldn't ever let go of his mind. When his mind was his own, Marsh saw only pain and destruction. When Ruin controlled him, however, the falling ash was a thing of beauty, the red sun a marvelous triumph, the world a place of sweetness in its death.
Other Inquisitors joined him at the center of the camp, walking with quiet swishes of their robes. They didn't speak. They never spoke-Ruin controlled them all, so why bother with conversation? Marsh's brethren had the normal spikes in their heads, driven into the skull. Yet, he could also see telltale signs of the new spikes, jutting from their chests and backs. Marsh had placed many of them himself, killing the Terrismen that had either been captured in the north or tracked down across the land.
Marsh himself had a new set of spikes, some driven between the ribs, others driven down through the chest. They were a beautiful thing. He didn't understand why, but they excited him. The spikes had come through death, and that was pleasant enough-but there was more. He knew, somehow, that the Inquisitors had been incomplete- the Lord Ruler had withheld some abilities to make the Inquisitors more dependent upon him. To make certain they couldn't threaten him. But now, what he'd kept back had been provided.