the same sort of calm assurance she showed in her business life, the aplomb she sought so wildly during the act itself.
And when that desperation left her, so would I. Because even I could recognize that it was her desperation that drew me to her, that made me do the things she needed me to do. In all the years I'd known her, we'd never once had breakfast together.
I wished there was some way I could deal her out of the equation. I wished that her desperation were a liquid that I could drink down to the dregs. I wished I could drop her in a wine press and squeeze her dry.
At her apartment, Courtney unlocked her door and in one complicated movement twisted through and stood facing me from the inside. 'Well,' she said. 'All in all, a productive evening. Good night, Donald.'
'Good night? Aren't you going to invite me inside?'
'No.'
'What do you mean, no?' She was beginning to piss me off. A blind man could've told she was in heat from across the street. A chimpanzee could've talked his way into her pants. 'What kind of idiot game are you playing now?'
'You know what no means, Donald. You're not stupid.'
'No I'm not, and neither are you. We both know the score. Now let me in, goddamnit.'
'Enjoy your present,' she said, and closed the door.
I found Courtney's present back in my suite. I was still seething from her treatment of me and stalked into the room, letting the door slam behind me. So that I was standing in near-total darkness. The only light was what little seeped through the draped windows at the far end of the room. I was just reaching for the light switch when there was a motion in the darkness.
'
It was a woman.
She stood by the window in a white silk dress that could neither compete with nor distract from her ethereal beauty, her porcelain skin. When the lights came on, she turned toward me, eyes widening, lips parting slightly. Her breasts swayed ever so slightly as she gracefully raised a bare arm to offer me a lily. 'Hello, Donald,' she said huskily. 'I'm yours for the night.' She was absolutely beautiful.
And dead, of course.
Not twenty minutes later I was hammering on Courtney's door. She came to the door in a Pierre Cardin dressing gown and from the way she was still cinching the sash and the disarray of her hair I gathered she hadn't been expecting me.
'I'm not alone,' she said.
'I didn't come here for the dubious pleasures of your fair white body.' I pushed my way into the room. But couldn't help remembering that beautiful body of hers, not so exquisite as the dead whore's, and now the thoughts were inextricably mingled in my head, death and Courtney, sex and corpses, a Gordian knot I might never be able to untangle.
'You didn't like my surprise?' She was smiling openly now, amused.
'No, I fucking did not!'
I took a step toward her. I was shaking. I couldn't stop fisting and unfisting my hands.
She fell back a step. But that confident, oddly expectant look didn't leave her face. 'Bruno,' she said lightly. 'Would you come in here?'
A motion at the periphery of vision. Bruno stepped out of the shadows of her bedroom. He was a muscular brute, pumped, ripped, and as black as the fighter I'd seen go down earlier that night. He stood behind Courtney, totally naked, with slim hips and wide shoulders and the finest skin I'd ever seen.
And dead.
I saw it all in a flash.
'Oh, for God's sake, Courtney!' I said, disgusted. 'I can't believe you. That you'd actually . . . That thing's just an obedient body. There's nothing there—no passion, no connection, just . . . physical presence.'
Courtney made a kind of chewing motion through her smile, weighing the implications of what she was about to say. Nastiness won.
'We have equity now,' she said.
I lost it then. I stepped forward, raising a hand, and I swear to God I intended to bounce the bitch's head off the back wall. But she didn't flinch—she didn't even look afraid. She merely moved aside, saying, 'In the body, Bruno. He has to look good in a business suit.'
A dead fist smashed into my ribs so hard I thought for an instant my heart had stopped. Then Bruno punched me in my stomach. I doubled over, gasping. Two, three, four more blows. I was on the ground now, rolling over, helpless and weeping with rage.
'That's enough, baby. Now put out the trash.'
Bruno dumped me in the hallway.
I glared up at Courtney through my tears. She was not at all beautiful now. Not in the least. You're getting older, I wanted to tell her. But instead I heard my voice, angry and astonished, saying, 'You . . . you goddamn, fucking necrophile!'
'Cultivate a taste for it,' Courtney said. Oh, she was purring! I doubted she'd ever find life quite this good again. 'Half a million Brunos are about to come on the market. You're going to find it a lot more difficult to pick up
I sent away the dead whore. Then I took a long shower that didn't really make me feel any better. Naked, I walked into my unlit suite and opened the curtains. For a long time I stared out over the glory and darkness that was Manhattan.
I was afraid, more afraid than I'd ever been in my life.
The slums below me stretched to infinity. They were a vast necropolis, a neverending city of the dead. I thought of the millions out there who were never going to hold down a job again. I thought of how they must hate me—me and my kind—and how helpless they were before us. And yet. There were so many of them and so few of us. If they were to all rise up at once, they'd be like a tsunami, irresistible. And if there was so much as a spark of life left in them, then that was exactly what they would do.
That was one possibility. There was one other, and that was that nothing would happen. Nothing at all.
God help me, but I didn't know which one scared me more.
The Dead Kid
by Darrell Schweitzer
Darrell Schweitzer is the author of the novels
Schweitzer says one of the inspirations for 'The Dead Kid' was the true story of the 'Boy in the Box,' whose corpse was found in a woods in northeast Philadelphia in 1957. The case remains unsolved, and there are police