shockingly mutilated that it was impossible to determine even if he had been Oriental or European, though he was of Jamie’s six-foot height. Lydia locked herself in her hotel bedroom in a simulated paroxysm of grief and refused to see either the old Professor or her maid for almost twenty-four hours.
She knew they would comfort one another. She couldn’t face either one.
Nor could she face the question that kept recurring to her mind:
Miranda she kept with her for a good deal of that time. She read to her quietly, played little games with her, and while the child slept, she continued to work her way through notes from the Peking Police Department. The last thing her baby needed was Mrs Pilley’s lamentations and tears.
At breakfast the following morning – Saturday – she quietly requested that Miranda be spared as much of the displays of grief as possible. ‘I’ll tell her myself, when she’s able to understand,’ she said, firmly, to the old man and the two women of her shattered household. ‘But I beg of you, don’t burden her with this now.’
Ellen and Mrs Pilley both hugged her, something Lydia hated. An hour later the Baroness Drosdrova appeared on the doorstep with a complete mourning costume – donated by the very fashionable Madame Hautecoeur, the French Trade Minister’s wife – a platter of blinis (Paola had been right about the Drosdrov cook), two hours of unsolicited legal advice about dealing with the affairs of a spouse unexpectedly deceased, another forty-five minutes of anecdotes concerning the various bereavements of everyone in the Drosdrov family including Aunt Eirena whose husband had fallen into a reaping-combine on a visit to the United States, and an invitation (although it sounded more like a command) to accompany herself, Madame Hautecoeur, and Paola Giannini to her dressmaker’s to be fitted for still more mourning clothes.
She and Madame Hautecoeur had evidently gone to Silk Lane yesterday afternoon and purchased sufficient black silk for all necessary costumes. ‘We wanted to spare you that.’ They were already being cut and basted by Madame’s Chinese seamstress.
Lydia returned from the fitting (and a late lunch at the French Legation) on Saturday evening to find that Karlebach’s grief had taken the form of plans for an expedition to the Shi’h Liu mines on the following day.
‘It is only the excursion of an afternoon, little bird.’ The old scholar patted Lydia’s hands, made his haggard face into the rictus of cheer. ‘I will hire me a couple of soldiers from the American barracks, and I will follow this so-excellent map.’ He gestured to the one Jamie and the Legation clerk P’ei had been working on. ‘I will see for myself the entrances to these mines, to know how many must be sapped with explosives and what each looks like. Then we will be out of the hills before the sun is out of the sky—’
‘It’s what you thought was going to happen last time!’ Lydia objected. ‘You were nearly killed . . .’
His face grew grave. ‘These things must be hunted in their nests, Madame. Hunted to their destruction.’ And, when Lydia began to protest again: ‘It is my fault – the stupidity of my weakness – that loosed these things into this country, these things that killed him. I owe him a debt. Mine must be the hand that atones.’
Instead she blurted, ‘You can’t go out there by yourself! You don’t speak any Chinese!’
‘I shall hire this man P’ei as well, this clerk whom . . . This clerk who helped with these maps.’ Karlebach brandished the scribbled papers in his crooked fingers, and he avoided her eyes just as he avoided speaking James Asher’s name. ‘As for not knowing . . . little bird, I know my enemies. You have found solace for your heart in searching for them in your way.’ His wave took in the fresh stack of police reports which had arrived, care of the Japanese Legation, while Lydia was away being fitted for six black walking-suits, four day-costumes, and an evening dress. ‘Let me seek mine.’
Lydia felt a pang of regret that she’d let Karlebach see her note to Mizukami:
Did that sound too much like the intrepid heroine of a novel? she wondered.
Lydia didn’t know.
When her mother had died, she’d been so confused by her family’s efforts to ‘soften the blow’ by lying to her that she found it, even now, difficult to think clearly about that time or to recall exactly how it had felt. Her father had died suddenly, of a stroke, about eighteen months after she had married Jamie: at that time she had not seen the old man for almost three years. He had disowned her when she’d entered Somerville College – terrifying at the time, but miraculous in its way, for the removal of her father’s fortune had opened the way for Jamie to marry her. Her first letter to her father after her expulsion from Willoughby Court had been answered by one of the most spiteful documents she had ever read; subsequent communications, including the announcement of her marriage, had received no answer at all. She had been shocked and startled to hear of his death, but those feelings, too, had been whirled up together in bemusement over the fact that to her own astonishment – and to the howling chagrin of her stepmother – her father had in fact never changed his will, and Lydia had gone from being an impoverished outcast to being an extremely wealthy young woman.
The poor old Queen had gone into complete seclusion at her husband’s death and had worn deep mourning for the remaining forty years of her life. The eight-year-old Lydia’s observation that this sounded like the most boring existence she’d ever heard of had earned her a smart slap from her Nanna.
In the end, after nearly an hour of arguing, Lydia managed to talk Karlebach down to a daylight expedition to the Golden Seas – the enclosed pleasure-grounds around the three large lakes immediately west of the Forbidden City’s high pink walls – as soon as Count Mizukami could arrange passes through the gates. To his grumbles about the Japanese attache’s ‘perfidy’, Lydia had asked if he really thought he could answer for the discretion of ‘a couple of soldiers from the American barracks’ when they got in their cups. ‘At least German spies won’t know any Japanese,’ she pointed out. So far as she could tell,
Along with the day’s police reports, Mizukami had sent her a note. She unfolded it and read it that night, when she finally settled into bed, with a splitting headache from the effort of remembering to periodically burst into tears throughout the afternoon and a deep feeling of sickened weariness and guilt.
Guilt for Ellen’s reddened nose and bowed shoulders, and for the driven glitter in Karlebach’s eye. Guilt for that unknown tall Chinese. Her whole skin had prickled when Karlebach had spoken of atonement:
The note said:
And Karlebach was right. There would have to be another expedition to the Shi’h Liu mines, and soon. And she knew Karlebach could not be kept away.